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Company Retreat...First timer

2011-12-01T15:42:00.005+08:00

This is my first time with Celcom kena join company retreat...the plan...gi Langkawi. Hmmm...we will be flying from 17.Nov.2011 until 19.Nov.2011. Klimaks of the event will be on Friday nite. Unfortunately I can not join em because need to rush back to KL. Got to fly to Kuala Terengganu early morning for Ayang's wedding. Overall it is fun, enjoyable, good to know people i will be working with.
Team building dulu2 pernah join gak but dis time around it is more relaxing....lots of games...
Day 01 sempat turun Pekan Kuah since my flight first batch. Without breakfast provided.....then no rooms with our names.....gosh. But at last we got....hmmm our room is the last chalet kat resort tu. Okler as long as ader rite. Very far...far away from my kengkwn yg lain.
We had a game...'anak kambing and kandangnya' then talent performance during nite time.
Next morning.....i like dis game because we need to pose...and snap pic according to the instruction given. This time yg dok snap bebyk pictures.....

Malam tu...i dah start packing sbb my flight at 10 pm. Sempat teman Iza and Uji ke Grand Ballroom with dorg punyer costume......wahhh...very da meriah suasana....malam tu tak blk sengsorg tp dgn amy....tumpang tido umah dia and esoknya fly to Kuala Terengganu naik.....FireFly

Wedding Day & Convo Day

2011-11-15T13:25:00.006+08:00

Wedding Day

After last week incident now I am getting bz again. On Saturday it turns to be a big day for my youngest sister - Ayang (12.11.2011).....This time everything by us....adik-beradik and closest families. Suma dah start merewang from Friday....Along bz with her decoration for Pelamin, Handy Bouquet, Flower Tables, Bedroom.....all related to flowers. WHile me....bz for food preparation. Thanks to my MIL yg sudi dtg tolong merewang sekali walaupun dia sendiri pun tak segagah dulu. Siap prepare the kuih for us also. Masak2 time happened at nite. Kak Yang and families....thanks for the foods yg sedap. Everyone especially for sedara-mara able to bwk balik bekalan. After all everything is on control.

On the morning, we split into 2 teams. Me and Dedek accompanied Ayang for the Solumnization ceremony at Masjid Bukit Indah. With sekali lafaz....sah menjadi isteri org. While at my late mom's house ader bacaan tahlil for emak....which already plan long time before. Alhamdulillah it happened smoothly. Pagi tu mmg hujan agak lebat yela now adayskan mmg musimnya. There is no sanding about 12 noon, majlis makan2 started. Me....as usual here and there.......until everything ended. Alhamduillah syukur.

Convo DAY

For this is not our first time berpeluang melihat anak2 naik ke atas pentas menerima awards. But this time is different because I did not expect 'Ikhwan' can be part of receipient. Alhamdulillah he did show a good performance even tho not excellent. Enof to make me and Daddy proud with him. Also da rest: Kakak Yana, Irfan & Qiqi. Everyone in the 'U Bestari' having a chance to perform. They started with 10 Surah Lazim + Hadith Nabi...as the Teacher Ummi informed...the children will start they schooling day with this bacaan. Nak melentur buluh biarla dari rebungnya kan....syukur. Bukanla aku rasa 'U Bestari' ni terbaik but most of da time I feel like so touches...dgn kata-kata teacher Ummi. Yeala nk mendidik ni bukanlah satu kerja yg mudah...perlukan kesabaran melayan kerenah bdak2. Cabaran tu. At the end of the convo tu ader special awards for Putera, Puteri & Best English Student. Terharu jer tgk parents dpt bersama-sama meraikan kejayaan anak2 dorg. Hope one day we will be part of em....Insya-Allah

Penting Biler Perlu

2011-11-08T21:09:00.002+08:00

Hidup manusia ni selalu je mcm ni. Biler ader kepentingan jer baru org buat baik dgn kita....if not FORGET about it...no one cares about u ok. Need to stand on your own feet.

Satu Hari Yang Panjang

2011-11-08T10:04:00.008+08:00

Jumaat - 04.Nov.2011 adalah hari yang paling panjang dalam hidup aku. Aku keluar bekerja seperti biasa, mmg tak ada masalah pun....cuma nk kena work from home (WOH) lepas lunch kang sbb ader technician from Electrolux nk dtg betulkan washing machine kat umah. Pagi lepas setelkan Weekly Update for Data Prep....aku terus bergegas ke UOB - guarantor for Ayang punyer wedding loan. Then wait for Iza @ KL Central.....jalan jem amat hari ni.
Packing up to home, while frens suma gi lunch kat Songket. Otw tu bro techinician dah call he already arrived kat area my house. While waiting for him btulkan washer tu....i started to on my nb to start working on user's request.
Suddenly I received call from my hubby saying tat Adreana's teacher calling him and asked where is she??????.....Gosh wat happen? Kakak tak pernah buat mcm ni....wat actually happened. Luckily technical guy able to fix it fast. Start my car and straight away to the school.
Techears started to talk about my kids.....i can see they are whispering to each other....wat a teacher.....then i call my fren to check for her hand phone location in case that she bring her hp with her. Some said she and other frens went to KLCC....some said to Times Square. My frens replied location @Damai, @DanauKota, @WangsaMaju. So...i called my hubby and asked him to check areas Carrefour and Wangsa Walk. While me....i went to KLCC. Looking and searching for my dotter. My phone keep on ringing. Arghhhh......Call from another fren saying that current location of the hp is Kampung melayu ampang....i tried to call da phone....it was inside my car. Losing hope already.
From KLCC i went to Ampang Point.....searching at Bowling, Games areas, event Karaoke....but she wasnot there. Really dun have guts...strengh....i decided to pick up Aqeela & Ikhwan then waiting Irfan @ school. In my heart saying tat if she is still alive she must be there later on. Yeahhhh...my guess is rite....after da bell rang....saw her walking from the Emerald....she already ponteng .....
Now i wonder....surely masa aku selalu blk lmbt sekolah melepak dgn kengkwn, weekend blk lmbt.....tido umah kawan....mak misti risau tp yela dulu arwah mak takde kereta and tak tau nk drive plak tu.....cuma 'doa' jela kot yg mengiringi aku dulu....

Mak (1969 - 2011)

2011-10-10T16:16:00.003+08:00

Percaya...qada' dan qadar. Hidup, ajal maut, jodoh...pertemuan semuanya ketentuan Illahi. Akan kejadian itu pasti berlaku...hanya masa dan waktu bukan di tangan kita. Semalam aku masih berbual rancak dgn mak dan Ayang. Berkira-kira tentang persediaan perkahwinan Ayang for next month. Then about Allesya....so many things that we talked about. There is no sign at all. Next morning...early morning Ayang called.....informed Mak jatuh and maybe stroke....Me & kids quickly packed up and went to my mom house.
Lemah rasa biler nmpk Along tgh membersihkan emak. Letak Aqeela then terus sama-sama tolong membersihkan mak yg dah terbujur.......bersihkan najis...terakhir...muntah terakhir......raut muka mak begitu bersih dan tenang. Calling her name few times but no response. Mulai saat itu aku dah mulai terasa kehilangannya. Tapi masih juga cuba menafikan kerana nadinya....nafas yg terhembus dari hidung...masih lagi kedengaran. Dedek ditugaskan untuk menghubungi talian kecemasan....ambulans tiba around 7.00 am. Ayang temankan mak menuju ke Hospital Ampang. Me & hubby antar Aqeela ke nursery while Ikhwan ke UBestari.
Mak dimasukkan ke ICU...zon merah. Along & Ayang dah menunggu di luar sementara pemeriksaan lanjut dilakukan oleh pembantu perubatan. Abang Di tiba.....mak dihantar untuk brain scan.
During this time...we are strunggling calling other siblings...Epit (otw), Kak Ana (otw), Aman ...fail to call....same with Ayah yg tah sementelaah hilang...aku tau dia di rumah isteri muda. Mak suruh called malam tadi tapi aku mmg berat hati sgt. Malas.....doc called us....berbincang kerana mak collapse during the brain scan.....nadi amat lemah....then i reliased....lutut ni dah tak mampu nk menanggung berat....hati, badan...segalanya.....longlai......dan saat ini aku mulai call iza.....informed her that my mom dah takde......Along decided to get CPR for mak....1st time...got response but second one.....chances very little.....then I knew it is time for us to let her go.....Sambil menunggu doc....Along informed me that hajat mak dah smp....ader anak yg jadi polis...ader yg jadi cikgu...then she will get her scroll on Friday......aku terus hug her.....and she said that we need to be strong and unite....help her with the rest.....then i called addy and ayang.......1st time i felt very strong with my siblings....tho tak semua ader kat situ.
Terima kasih pada Aisyah & Mus.....Alhamdulillah aku ader registerkan nama mak melalui khairat Kampung Melayu under my family. Iza, Uji & kak Zainah melawat aku kat hospital ampang......Urusan released from hospital juga pantas.....Kenderaan jenazah tiba awal.....terus ke masjid. My officemates.....ramai yg dah berkumpul di perkarangan masjid.
Aku tolong mengguntingkan kain kafan buat mak.....ader portion for kain, telekung, napkin....segalanya dengan tunjuk ajar mak Hasmira. Upacara memandikan mayat disertai kami adik-beradik. Along, Ayang, Kak Ana....few others sepupu yg rapat dgn arwah mak. Mata mak...air muka mak....semuanya bersih dan amat tenang. Seolah-olah mak tidur dgn aman. Solat jenazah setelah selesai solat Zuhur dilaksanakan. Ramai yg hadir utk sama-sama solat jenazah buat mak. Alhamdulillah segalanya dijalankan dengan sempurna dan cepat.
Aku tiba agak lewat di tanah perkuburan. Bacaan talqin dibacakan.....dan mak....dah tiada lagi. Terkilan sgt kerana mak tak sempat nk menunaikan hajatnya.....utk mengerjakan 'Haji'. Tapi mungkin juga tuah mak....aku sempat uruskan urusan upah haji, umrah, tahlil,khatam quran under ustaz hassan mahmud. Alhamdulillah sekali lagi.
Semoga roh mak dicucuri rahmat....Al Fatihah....

My Birthday Today...

2011-09-20T12:00:00.003+08:00

Hari ni...genap umur 34 tahun. Kalau ikutkan 'Nazlin' from somewhere she have read....umur bidadari di syurga is about 33 years old. So...im no longer same age like bidadari di syurga. But be bidadari for my hubby n kids. Actually yesterday dah merajuk bcoz my hubby cannot went back home early...sajer mengada kan. But around 12. 30 mn i heard his car sound outside...hubby dah blk frm office. He came and kissing me...whispered to my ears...'Happy Birthday to you'.....he bougth a cake...in nice box...not tat big...enof for our small family. Terharu...and he said actually keja tak siap lagi...so i accompany him tp smp tertidur2 kat sofa. Then he woke me up around 3 am......i got another surprise....a ring...with 'heart' shape. Lagi ler terharu.....

Early morning after kids dah ready to school...kek dipotong....and im on leave actually today. PH (Private Holiday) for me...every year...cuti satu hari yg ni mmg wajib

Teater Muzikal - Ashabul Kahfi

2011-07-19T11:59:00.006+08:00

Lately our weekend is full with activities. On 17-July-2011 Tadika U-Bestari had arranged for a 'Teater Muzikal Kanak-kanak Islam: Ashabul Kahfi' at Pusat Islam, Kuala Lumpur. As advised by Aisyah, we came a bit early.....sesat jugak. Naik smp ke atas round from outside Taman Rama-Rama...u-turn back from Masjid Negara then nmpk Methodist Girl School. At last baru turn to Jabatan Agama Islam Kuala Lumpur and ternmpk kain rentang teater musikal.

Teacher Umi tgh bz arrange kids utk taking picture before the real event start. Ader two level...atas n bawah. From atas view clear jugak...tp decided to sit kat bawah and 2 row from stage. Lagi clear.

Ikhwan is a soldier....askar jahat. Everytime when I asked he will reply that he is good soldier. As we known pemuda-pemuda 'Ashabul Kahfi' tu jer tentera yg baik. Teater tu panjang for kids 5 & 6 years old. It was a great event for those kids to know about islamic history. I mean indirectly kan....last time berpantun and now berlakon plak. Good approach to the kids. Tadika U-Bestari did a lot of things tat encourage kids to develop skills on interaction, communication....confident level pun tinggi.

Larian 1 Murid, 1 Sekolah, 1 Malaysia

2011-07-05T11:32:00.003+08:00

Again....run...run...tak jauh sgt cuma terasa best sbb lari skali dgn Daddy and kids. At first lari with Irfan but since he eagerly nk lari lelaju so I biarkan je eith hope he did not fall down. Adreana did not join us because suddenly she got fever semalam.

Daddy ran a bit behind sbb kena lari with Ikhwan. At last corner we meet then he told me that he did stop running with Ikhwan. It is fun.....and Ikhwan...he manage to run....and run.

My HEROES

Report Card Day Mid Year - 2011

2011-07-04T17:12:00.003+08:00

Last friday....as usual ader Report Card Day. Most of my frens....most ker....Fara kot amongst bloggers...muslimah not yet...mauzee....blog almost silence...dah. After dok nagging and pushing my hubby to be there together at skool....on the day itself....dia berjaya jugak bersama-sama dengar da class teacher....talking about our kids. Around 3.15 pm...da no. already 24 & 26. OMG surely....lambat lagi. Luckily their class in da same level same building.

We saw nyai & wifey....then Aida my officemate. We go to Adreana's class 1st....not tat bad.
Alhamdulillah syukur...she got 3A2B1C....To improve yg C part tu....Penulisan. According to da teacher....students got confused with the Questions. So he advised us to buy book for Penulisan and read da answer first. It is easy for students to understand and of course she needs to read alots of books.

Since the number dekat-dekat so i already give mine to next parents. Luckily just nice...keluar je from Adreana's class terus gi class Irfan. As expected....he will bid his sister. He got 5A1B....according to da teacher,his performance is ok, good....focusing...overall is good. While waiting outside da classroom....tat time terdengar azan....right after that....Boys in the classroom...terus baca doa lepas azan....Tersentuh hati biler dengar anak-anak berkumpul beramai2 dah baca doa.....Alhamdulillah...

KL Marathon 2011

2011-06-27T16:13:00.009+08:00

This is my first time join the marathon actually. So excited hearing frens running here and there. After getting my 1st bonus here, straight away registered for the KL marathon. Dont dare to go for 10 km just 5 km....for fun race. I did register for my hubby too. Quiet afraid that he cannot join me since he is very da bz men. Last two weeks Standard Chart....start distributing the Shirt+etc for the race. I have got mine.....size T-M yesy....it suit me.

Browsing the booklet for last time....need to get ready tomorrow. Our race start at 8 am....so by 6 - 6.30 should be ok. Our start point is at Padang Merbok area. Early morning about 4.30 am already woke up..need to prepare my kids stuff. Will be sending them to my mom's place. It's about 5.30 im ready now...time to wake up my hubby. Luckily today....easy for me to wake him up. Thank GOD....hehehhee.

Around 6.45 am we arrived at Dataran. Park our car at Dayabumi the walk n walked to Padang Merbok. Distance not tat far. Calling Uji (my officemate).....she joined the run too. Her hubby also joining the run but for 10 km...While waiting 8.00 am...I can see a lots n lots of people coming....everyone so excited...some did do warm-up group....there is a school band (maybe) plays wakakaka....songs....a spiderman guy....running with tat custome....

Starting point i ran with my fren while my hubby already infront. Then I ran solo....I left behind....at Bank Negara...I saw my hubby then we ran together until Sogo area.....then i leave him behind...tak sabar nk smp to End Point....i ran and ran........till Finish. The time about 40 mins or less...dont know. Few minutes later i saw my hubby...smp..yeay......we both did it

Birthday Celebration - Ewan & Qiqi

2011-06-20T10:55:00.012+08:00

Arghhhh...totally agreed with Fara. Once stopped from blogging...in order to start back uuuhhhh need to gather all strength....minus all da laziness. Actually not tat lazy it juz tat...too tight with all new task...kakakakkaa....

AF already done....Hazama is a winner. As expected.....but I will alwaz vote Afif..yeay. Last week we had a birthday celebration for Ahmed Ikhwan Damian (5 years) and Alya Aqeela (2 years). Preparations....:

1. Pinatas - bought from Great Eastern Mall

2. Goodies - bought from My99 Shop

3. Sweets - bought from Bandar Baru Ampang

4. Caterer - Mak Cik Kelate Kosas

5. Fotographer - Kak Ain (officemate)

6. Mr.Clown - En.Hassan Kosas

....All for 1st time. Never bought pinatas before. Juz browse from internet and founded quite interesting rite and da price also not tat expensive. Normally I will cook and foods...biasa2 jela. Saje test try tengok mak cik punyer cater..best...& sedap. Food concept tu from UiTM....u guys should try. Camerawomen tu actually i planned to take for family fotoshoot. Since daddy dok bz jer memanjang so...decided to get Kak Ain services. Mr.Clown...En.Hasan i last minutes decision. Takut my kids.....takut dgn mr.clown. Alhamdulillah everything goes well....able to gathered my families...n frens. Thanks all for celebrating...with me and family.

Ahmed Ikhwan Damian - Ewan (5 years)

Alya Aqeela - Qiqi (2 years)

Demam AF

2011-04-27T17:31:00.005+08:00

Heheheh...demam ker... not really ler. Coincident...we went out for lunch at AU2.
So....with a bit excitment...snap ler few pictures...

.....At first I tot of snapping 'Azri' pic....see wat he did...:p....Pigiler

Not yet Artist.....soon to be 'artifact'

See the different here......so much different

Kids -- Skool Activities

2011-04-04T16:24:00.009+08:00

Sports Day - 27.March.2011

On 27-March-2010...last month, Ikhwan skool organized their 'Sports Day'. A bit weird but this is wat I have to do...every parents does too...We need to bring food where they called it as 'Pot Luck'...Hmmmm 1st time experience have to bring it to skool....normally for jamuan kelas of coz..

Early morning...I woke up and preparing egg sandwich which I think the easiest food to prepared. Time....ohhhh it is 2:00 AM......I managed to settle everything by 4:00 AM gitu..YES!!

When it is about a time....waking up all kids...everyone else ok. Except Ikhwan....not tat excited to attend da event. He cried....cried until we reach da place. He dont even want to sit with all his friend. All students sit according to their 'rumah sukan'. Ikhwan is in 'RED' team...My 1st time experience....why.....suddenly I got an idea, bring him to da nearest kedai...buy things tat he want then go back to da line.....He is ok now.

While waiting for Daddy to pick up Kakak & Abang....Ikhwan's turn now. Kids need to run with da ball then at the end they need to use spoon to pick the pingpong's ball.....tat quiet tuff....but i saw him manage to complete it fast. Red team is the winner....yeay....Daddy miss this....

The winner

Canteen Day - 02 April 2011

It is more than 10 years...I did not go to any Canteen Day...Open Day....the last time is during MCC time....me n frens went for Dental Checkup....at nite celebrate the Hari Raya....long long time ago...Now again..with my kids...my family...

Early morning they woke up and eagerly asked me n daddy to go. Hmmm....surely it will be crowded with a lots of people....yeah...as expected. A week before they asked us to buy the coupon each wants RM 50....uuhhhhh so demanding. I did not buy tat much enof for em to buy some food n entering 'Rumah Hantu'.

Situation not tat manageable...yeah wat do you expect...teachers become a seller...hmmm need a lots of improvement. But overall kids enjoy the canteen day...Hopefully next time more organize....OKay...

Our weekend in March...

2011-03-29T15:21:00.009+08:00

Skool holiday kali ni sekejap jer....1 week. Dah penat bersantai kat Gambang Resort, weekend tu on 20th bwk kids visit Pusat Sains Negara. Ader Dino.....exhibition....Dulu masa skolah penah ler join skool trip tapi lama dah sgt tu....lupa dah.

Sampai tak awal pagi sgt....parking pun dah penuh so...daddy park at accross road. Aderlah parking and nk ke Pusat Sains tu ader bridge yg menglinkkan parking terus ke pusat sains.. From luar tu dah nmpk Dino yg dihias from dedaun. Mcm bonsai deco tu. Aqeela takmo berpimpin tangan...degil sgt nk jalan sendiri kunun. Enter je kat area pusat sains tu nmpk ader playground area and ader swimming pool. Nmpk menarik....

Masuk entrance tak berapa mahal...ader family package RM25 (2 parents 2 kids) then individual kids rm 5 while adults rm 10. Kat luar entrance rasa mcm kat dlm aquaria....ader ikan kat dlm aquarium...besar2...takler panjang mana pun but enof for kids jadi excited. Memula exhibition all about science....ader kaler prism, ader demo air berputar...tekanan...etc....inside... colorful sgt.

Then before terus masuk kat dlm Dino expo tu we all decided to msk auditorium kat atas ader show....hehehhe....aderla eksperimen yg menarik perhatian bdak2 kecik tu. Ader eksperimen on 'ubat gigi Gajah' and 'tangan berapi'.....wow...impress...impress...

pass tu nk turun guna lift ramai plak org so we decided nk ikut pintu....skali tersilap pintu da....pusing satu Pusat Sains Negara...then keluar blk terus dah join kat Dino expo tu....

Kat blah atas tu ader cermin yg best....refleks....nmpk byk image. dino tu takdela real sgt tp bdak2 tu takut jugak.....tak lama sgt kat sini becoz ari nk hujan....then blk singgah van kat luar...ader jual ice blended.....sedap n price pun ok gak. mencengkam otak biler pekena mocha ice blended.

Aktiviti Terbaru

2011-03-18T14:52:00.006+08:00

Ya Ampun....dah 3rd week of March but no entry lagik. Apa masalahnya....terlalu byk masalah? Uhhhh....byk citer sebenarnya cuma tuler tak berkesempatan nk dikongsi bersama. Early of da month itu ari ader pi makan2...dgn kengkwn: Fara, Mus & Mauze. Berleisure2 kat Fish Manhattan@Ampang Park. Best sbb dah lama tak berborak lelama tp Mus tak lama sgt dgn we all sbb mengejar meeting kul 2.30....Mauze dtg lambat skit sbb terstuck dlm meeting before tat. Piccas kat dlm blog Fara enof to mengubat windu dgn kengkwn lama i ni. Next session i heard ader org dah book nk blanja....yeay...

Last citer pasal i penat...mengtakeover kerja-kerja yg tetiba bagaikan tsunami yg melanda....gosh...i accept jer tanpa byk bunyi. Yeala saperla kita ni nk pilih2 kerja...bole ker?

Anak2 pun dah lepas exam sekolah kebangsaan....lega jugak. As usual confident level my kids mmg very good. Takpela juz wait and see da result later lepas skool holidays.

My baby...'Amoi chantek' itu ari demam teruk....+ sore eyes...batuk, selsema...package gitu. Mummy n Daddy bergilir jaga....and now masa tgh skool holidays tgh bercuti sakan kat Gambang Resort.....mommy plak kena package yg sama. Uuuuuuu......lalalala.

Cuti kat Gambang Resort...best cuma tak sempat nk try test activities extreme yg ader....food, tempat tido, water park.....suma best.

On Day 01 tu lepas check-in kemas2 barang then hilangkan penat sat. Then abt lepas Asar tu terus pegi ke Kuantan umah Obe' Pea....last month dtg gak...masa tu arwah Obe' Mokhtar meninggal dunia. And masa tu jugak aku detected with batu karang. Tak lama tu pegi ke rumah Pak Andak kat Felda Bukit Goh. Sibuk skit org tua ni sbb jadi ketua merewang....jiran kat situ buat kenduri kahwin. Pak Andak offer mak bermalam kat umah tapi since mak pun tak bwk aper2 bekalan baju ptg tu then aku suggest esok jerla mak bermalam kat situ. Malam tu...mkn malam kat umah Pak Andak. Malam suma org flat...tak larat. Esoknya...breakfast kat cafe then kids suma dah get ready dgn baju mandi then kul 10 am terus beli ticket utk ke water park...Daddy suggest naik pickup bus tu jer sbb takdela basah keta dia nnt...plus takyah susah2 nk memarking keta. Bestnya tapi....panas banget cek kat situ. Ikut kan hati mmg nk lelama lagi situ tp.....ader plan lagi...kali ni...ramai lagi yg demam. Blk umah mmg bdak2 ni battery aper tah yg dorg pakai tak reti penat plak....Aku n hubby yg letih bagai nk rak. Suh tido pun susah....tp lepas kul Asar as promised to Pak Andak...me n hubby gi antar mak. Malam aku yg dah tak larat tk dpt join dorg gi Fun Fair mlm tu...ala2....3 Days 2 Nites....everyone enjoy...Check-out pun senang. Sempat jugak kitorg main games lagi n berkaraoke di dlm kokpit...yeay....
....my 'Amoi Chantek'

Streesing keep on haunting me...

2011-02-25T09:42:00.005+08:00

Semlm hujan lebat sgt...from windows tu nmpk mcm malam jer..sambil dok beriya-iya menyetelkan kerja-kerja yg berlonggok ni...announcement..Hmm kat celcom ni..iniler 1st time aku dgr announcement."Kepada pemilik kenderaan yg memarking di belakang bangunan Marinara, sila alihkan kenderaan anda", begitula announcementnye dlm loghat Kedah. Semua org kat dlm division aku ni...gelak termasukler aku....kahkahkah....
Announcement sekali lagi. "Kepada pemilik kenderaan yg memarking di belakang bangunan Marinara, sila alihkan kenderaan....air semakin naik...banjir"....oh gosh suddenly gua terasa sgt panik....huuhuhu...hopefully my car tak diapaer2kan...member gua selamat dah menangis. Minah ni buat gua cuak plak...call Iza...mintak pertolongan..Ader 2 biji kereta dah selamat menyeberangi air yg paras peha gua.
Suddenly ader sorg minah cute ni kata dia pun nk gi jenguk keta kat parking yg sama. Berjalanler kitaorg....ikut jln pusing depan institut jantung tu....gosh dis area lagi worst men. Daddy called asking me how da situation....smp jer kat parking...mmg air naik n tgk frm cermin luar...nmpk mcm takde air msk...lega skit. Then bukak pintu...hmmmm...ader jugak air..kiranya kalau letak ikan tu bole berenang jugak. Air semakin surut....n thank God...keta bole start. Ader jugak keta yg kronik....pagi ni still parking kat area tu.

MyVi...gua

Thanks to kengkwn yg menolong....staff2 celcom yg prihatin....balik umah terus pegi car wash...unluckily mamat indias tu suma takmo vacuum tkt nnt rosak. Gua tunggu ler dorg dok tekap air tu dgn kain then perah...kiranya membantu jugakler...ari ni parking tempat yg sama..kalau hujan turun agak lebat jugak petang ni...gua mmg kena alihkan keta..ok

Stressing.....

2011-02-24T10:15:00.002+08:00

Susulan entry lepas....mak dah buat decision yg dia takmo buat 'kimo' tu. Currently mak continue makan biji Apricot yg normal she will blend it with buah epal. Mak kata tak sanggup tgk org yg buat kimo...dia tak nak menyusahkan org2 sekeliling. Aku faham...tp kan itu dah jadi tanggungjawab kami adik-beradik plak utk menjaga mak. Takpela aper pun keputusan yg emak buat aku ikut jer....kalau last minute she change her mind then i dah get ready. Itu ari surf kat KWSP tu kalau nk kuarkan for perubatan parents pun bole jugak. Insya-allah.....
Tadi pagi...seawal 4.00 pg dah bangun...ari ni daddy outstation ke KB...lama from today till next monday. Anak2 kami antar kan ke umah mak pepagi.....Tot nk mintak ayang tolong temankan antar daddy ke airport subang. Need to be there before 6.15 am....Adus...stress mak otw tu kul 6...as usual panggilan toilet....gosh.....stress...stress nk parking kena melintas jalan...kang kalau lmbt jem plak.
Selesai je antar terus rembat....masuk Federal....then terus ikut ke PWTC.....and ke AKLEH. ALhamdulillah....dah nk dekat ni...masuk jer rasmi jaya....ah...im stuck...keta depan lembab...nk hi beem...mmg tak appropriate. Lepas 1st corner harapan....keta tu msk....ke situ rupanya terus...until selekoh umah mak...arghhhh....selamat.
Hehehhe...now nk kuar umah ari hujan...and it is normal....kalau dah hujan tu sure jln jem...otw ke opis...dpt bbm from bos suh attend meeting yg sesuka ati dia petik org masuk.
Stress...dgn keja yg semakin berlonggok kat kepala ni.....susah mau citer. Nnt kita jumpa then...kita story mory...morning glory...ok frens

Kejutan...kejutan

2011-02-21T17:18:00.003+08:00

Since last week...byk sangat kejutan yg aku terima. Pagi ni pun skali lagi....not good news but need to figure out how to solve this issue. Not really issue....mak...kena pujuk mak utk go thru kimo treatment. Terkejut....my dotter Adreana called kata opah takde kat umah. DOrg dah smp umah mak from skolah agama. Nak kena siap2 pi sekolah kebangsaan plak. Call...mak tak picked up...maybe mak pegi kedai kot....but maner peginya Yaya....Hmmmm risau jugak.
Called mak again...about 11:30....she just back from Hospital Ampang. Tak sempat nk bagitau katanya sbb Along suddenly called her suh bersiap2 utk gi hospital. Then doc kata nk kena buat kimo and cost agak byk...Lunch tadi berjaya called Along. Doc advised mak to go thru kimo sbb cancer tu dah merebak and dah attacked other organs. Ok...calm....she need to go for about 6 sessions and for each session cost abt rm 600....hmmm...how to?
Skang ni tgh agak buntu skit....nk kena pujuk mak and nak kena kumpul adik-beradik yg bersedia nk bantu...kalau...ader yg sudi....Kalau aku dpt bonus bulan ni kan bagus...atleast takyah nk mintak tlg kat adik-beradik yg lain. Yela...dorg pun bukan org senang sgt. Tapi takdela aku rasa aku ni terlalu senang. Cuma....insya-allah tgkler macam maner nnt

Majlis Taqlim

2011-02-15T06:52:00.003+08:00

Majlis Taqlim merupakan majlis membesarkan Allah, mengingatiNya. Melalui majlis seperti ini para hadirin akan memperoleh 'Maghfirah' iaitu keampuanan Allah, memperoleh 'Sakinah' iaitu ketenangan, dan 'Rahmat' dari Allah di mana ianya hanya diperoleh ketika di Baitullah, masjid Nabi, ketika bulan Ramadhan dan majlis-majlis taqlim.
Few times aku join majlis ni....yg dianjurkan taska U-Bestari. Yela....dalam satu hari tah berapa byk dosa dan kesalahan2 yg kita lakukan dgn sengaja atau tidak sengaja. Melalui majlis sebegini banyak perkara yg dpt kita jadikan panduan seharian. Seperti jugak ceramah2 agama yg selalunya diadakan di tempat aku bekerja tp jarang sekali aku terpilih utk mengikuti aktiviti ini. Alhamdulillah Sabtu lepas aku terpilih utk mengikuti majlis ini. Kali ini berkisar pesanan untuk para wanita. Terdapat 6 pesanan:
1. Pentingnya amalan solat oleh kaum ibu.
- Solat hendaklah di awal waktu. Kesannaya segala keperluan dunia dpt disempurnakan, azab kubur akan ditarik, buku catatan amal diambil dgn tangan kanan, perjalanan menerusi laluan siratul mustaqim dipermudahkan.
2. Istiqamah membaca surah Yaasin
- Disarankan membaca surah Yaasin dan Al-Waqiah selepas solat Subuh. Surah Al-Waqiah utk menjauhi penyakit kanser, memperoleh rezeki, keamanan rumahtangga
- Sebelum tidur amalkan membaca Surah As-Sajadah dan Al-Muq
- Zikir: Subhanallah...(100x), Selawat atas Nabi (100x), Istighfar (100 x) selepas Subuh dan Asar
- Semoga anak2 mendengar kata dan taat ibu
3. Khatam Al-Quran sekurang2nya 2 x setahun
4. Didik anak mengikut sunnah Nabi Muhammad SAW
- Ketika mengandung amalkan membaca al-Quran
3 bln pertama - Surah Luqman: anak yg soleh
3 bln kedua - Surah Yusof: rupa paras yg elok
3 bln ketiga - Surah Mariam: dipermudahkan melahirkan anak
- Anak2 yg dilahirkan
7 tahun pertama - layanilah mereka dengan penuh kasih-sayang
7 tahun kedua - ajar berdikari seperti membuat kerja rumah. Didik seperti hamba
15 tahun dan seterusnya - layan seperti seorg sahabat
- Anak perempuan hendaklah rapat dgn ayah. Selepas berkahwin milik suami & keluarga suami sepenuhnya
- Anak lelaki pula rapat dgn ibu. Selepas berkahwin akan selamanya menjadi milik kedua ibubapa...umpama ikat kontrak hingga akhir hayat. Perlu berjasa dan bertanggungjawab ke atas ahli perempuan yg terdekat dgnnya. (Ibu, kakak dan adik perempuan, ibu mertua, anak2 perempuan, isteri)
5. Hidup secara sederhana
- Segala keperluan dalam kehidupan seharian. Termasuklah perhiasan di dlm rumah, makanan, pakaian, kenderaan, majlis walimah.
6. Mujahadah Fisabilillah
- Percaya dgn yakini bahawa sesungguhnya segala yg ada di atas muka bumi ini adalah milik Allah. Jasad dipinjamkan utk kita menikmati kehidupan di dunia. Roh akan kembali kepada Allah. Hanya roh yang akan membawa iman & amalan kita di dunia fana ini.

Aku yakin dengan usaha atas iman kita akan sama-sama dpt terus beramal. Semoga dpt menjadi panduan kepada kita semua. Kita saling ingat-mengingati antara satu sama lain. Peluang-peluang sebegini amat jarang kita perolehi. Kita ni kekadang terlalu leka dgn keperluan dunia hinggakan keperluan rohaniah sebegini terabai. Banyak perkara yg aku sendiri tak tahu dan sama-samalah kita berusaha utk mencapai keredhaan Allah. Amin.....

Life After Chinese NY

2011-02-09T14:38:00.003+08:00

Last entry aku baru lepas go thru laser procedure....Dpt MC on Monday next weeknyer (31-Jan) then plus Federal Day public holiday on 02-Feb...tu menjadikan cuti agak panjang....from 27 Jan til 02 Feb....yeeyayyay....Masuk balik on Wed 03.Feb tu actually agak malas tp blum pun dpt MC dah dpt assignment from bos...hmmmm mcm tak sabar2 je nk bagi keja kat aku. So aku pun ckp kat doc let MC tu till Monday jela. Sememangnya aku ni bdak yg baik...kalau tak....smp ke 7 aribulan minggu ni aku baru masuk.
Sehari kerja....then cuti lagi for another 4 days.....agak lama jugak. Mlm lepas antar kids to tuisyen received call from Achmal. Nak tido umah...lagipun esoknya birthday Ammar kat Kemensah. Daddy sure malas nk join almaklum jela nk masuk kat dlm Kemensah tu mcm tak semenggah je....suspen beb jalan ala2 kat ladang teh cameron tu. Esoknya....nk tak join kena join jugak sbb pagi2 mummy Achmal dah smp umah nk picked up dia n yaya. Then Adreana pun mengarok nk join. We all kuar lmbt skit...setelkan kemas umah, kain2 utk disidai kat umah mak sbb dryer rosak plak....Tak ramai yg dijemput yg ader Kak Y and kids (3 org), Nouri & Hubby (1 kid), Chap & wifey (2 kids), Dedek & Hubby, Kak Ani......Kak Ani tu mak chap...wife Shahruddin Thamby. Nmpk lain....hmmm yela dulu hebat lagi....nyehnyeh...Tak per yg penting Kak Ani vogue jugak lagi. Malam tu we all gi tengok movie....'Green Hornet'....best tp rasanya Aqeela (Amoi chantek) tu...tak reti duduk diam. Ingatkan siang tadi dah penat berendam so tido awal ler...sangka tu tidak benar belaka....dia boring kot....dok berjalan dalam wayang tu...pastu Daddy bawak keluar sat....then bising lagi...Mommy bawak kuar and tidokan. So termiss ler i sebabak dua...movie tu.
Kerja dah semakin bertambah sekarang ini....adakah kerana PMR itu ari? aderla kot kena-mengena. Takperla....let me try, test, tengok macam maner. Bukannya aper....kerja yg sedia ader pun tak abis lagi dah nk kena buat kerja lain...sudahnya nanti kerja semuanya tak setel. Macam maner?...:p
Torres pun dah join Chelsea.....Chelski....ooops...takpe...Liverpool still alive men....YNWA....
Kengkawan seperjuangan dah lama tak jumpa. Dean n Lan plak dah join company baru....I jeles........

Continue.....Citer Batu Karang

2011-01-30T23:17:00.003+08:00

On 27-January-2011....As per schedule ari ni gua tak pi keja sbb nk kena go thru medical treatment on batu karang. Pagi2 lepas dah antar kids to school then with hubby terus ke Ampang Puteri Specialist Hospital (APSH). Alhamdulillah process for registration not tat long....Dedek kan keja kat situ. And some more assistant frm doc Mohamed room tu dah tolong prepare for GL application. Gi breakfast dulu...belasah nasi lemak + air suam.....Nowadays my drink mmg air suam jer....and doc dah pesan 2 big bottle + 2 small bottle tu yg sepatutnya.
Ok....room 546....Daddy kena pegi keja dulu sbb byk hal yg nk kena setelkan katanya. Dedek teman aku lunch...tp aku tak mkn pun sbb arnd kul 2.30 dah nk ke bilik treatment tu. Tepat pukul 2.30 tu staff nurse dah antar baju utk turun....then merasaler ddk kat atas wheel chair smp ke bilik treatment near to Hemodalysis treatment room rasanya.
Dok tunggu doc adalah dekat sejam....then 'Kak Imah' yg akan mengassist doc....call another staff nurse utk buat line....line for doc masukkan ubat kat tangan rupanya. Best tak sakit....then doc smp around 3.45 gitu terus dia check balik placing batu2 karang tu. Kak Imah td cuba jugak carik tp tak jumpa maybe kecik jer tak besar maner pun. Tapi sakitnya Ya Allah...hanya Allah je Yang Maha Mengetahui. According to doc ader about 3...and he start bagi dose tido.....while treatment tu happened....gosh gua tersedar plak....rasanya seperti....ditumbuk2 jer dum...dum...dum...then doc terrealize yg gua dah terbangun terus he add on some more.....ubat tido tu. Rasanya mmg tido lena + dgn dengkuran yg agaknya kuat...ooooo malu sih
Adalah abt 1 hr ++ skit treatment tu setel.....terus rasa nk terkencing...uhhhh...1st air tu plus dgn darah....hmmmmm....ni ler kot kata org...batu karang tu dah pecah n kuar melalui air kencing. Naik je atas....daddy tak smp lagi....sengsorg jela....Sakit mcm yg seblum tu dtg lagi...n daddy smp...aku dah menonggeng2 atas katil...then doc smp terus tukar position...dia tanya mcm maner keadaan then sbbkan tak tahan sakit seperti period pain tu....doc bagi another injection kat butt....legaler....rasanya.
Now...dah ari ke-3....rasanya tengah berjaga-jaga lagi ni....minum air suam byk....kencing tak tahan2....hopefully tak kena lagiler....Amin....

Aku & Batu Karang

2011-01-25T16:54:00.003+08:00

Batu Karang ni kalauler bernilai dah pasti ramai yg nak. Tapi ni pengalaman yg paling aku harap tak berlaku pada aku sebenarnya. Tanpa diduga......aku tak terlepas dr pengalaman ngilu ni.
Last week, obe' Mokhtar meninggal dunia kat Kuantan. Uncle seblah hasben aku. So....we rushing back to Kuantan. Alhamdulillah arwah selamat dikebumikan secepat yg mungkin seperti yg diwasiatkan. Kami mmg tak dan nak join majlis pengebumian tu. Sampai kat Kuantan pun dah around kul 11 pm. We decided stay overnight kat rumah arwah jer.
Pagi esok as usual aku bangun kul 5:30 pg tapi tak bole nk buat aper pun sbb tak nmpk pun bahan2 yg bole aku buat for breakfast. Perut memulas seperti biasa mmg time diakan....but lepas first attempt tu....dtg plak second attempt....smpkan akhirnya aku tak terkira berapa attempts.....bila dah msk kali yg ke brapa tah sakitnya mmg lain mcm....dr pinggang ni bawakkan smp ke depan...smpkan aku rasa mcm nk bersalin tuler.
Mintak tolong hubby urut2 kan and for quiet some times its cool down. Tapi keadaan tu tk lama sebab rasa sakit yg amat sgt tu dtg lagi until I told him tat i really need to see the doc. Lepas sumanya dah mandi terus ke Klinik SUlaiman and nk jadikan citer doc pun tak smp lagi.....kenala tunggu aku mmg tak ingat aper.....terus baring jer kat kerusi menunggu. Doc smp terus aku dipanggil n doc suspected kena batu karang and suggest gi refer to specialist kat Kuantan Medical Centre.
Nak jumpa doc pun kena tunggu smp GL diapproved.....tahan sakit ler lagi. Naik atas doc ader ramai patient yg menunggu kat luar....aderla dlm 2 org kot seblum ku then my turn.....doc scan katanya kidney dah blotted and batu karang tu takde kat situ....suspected dah block salur kencing tats why aku sakit. After discuss on next action......doc suggest amik injection 1 kat lengan 1 lg kat punggung i.....+ pain killer supaya dpt tahan sakit tu...
OKlertt.....hi skit2...pastu ari ni dah Tuesday baru balik jumpa doc Mohamed. Dah buat CTG scan....confirm ader 2 biji but not tat big so....Thursday aku decide buat next procedure....katanya nk pecahkan batu dr luar jer....no bius required. Hmmmm...doc pakai aper yek lupa nk tanya...dr luar je plak tu.....lesung batu?....wallah hua'alam....Semoga segalanya berjalan lancar....amin.

Doc G.i.g.i

2011-01-18T11:13:00.002+08:00

On Sunday....masa dlm keta my kids informed yg gigi dorg dah nk tercabut. And as usual....mommy will become bidan terjun....doc gigi...
Sebenar dulu2 pun selalunya arwah atuk yg cabutkan gigi. Kalau kat sekolah tu ader van klinik gigi mmg aku suka jer join nk cabut gigi. Pernah sekali tu....doc terlepas gigi yg baru dicabut....nasib tak tertelan. Haahhahah.....ader 1 gigi terkuar kat blah atas gigi aku dulu....pun dicabut kalau tak....rasa mcm comel jer sbb terjueh skit.
Malam tu lepas setel suma kerja...buku skolah dah susun, baju dah dimachine basuh.....nasi dah masak for pagi esok. Terus called em.....n mommy pun mulakan aktiviti mencabut. Actually gigi tu takdela bole cabut terus kenala tunggu smp dah tumbil...org kata dah betul2 mcm nk tercabut...meaning tat akarnya dah tinggal skit je kat dlm gusi tu. Bukan bole simply cabut gitu. Kang doc gigi betul marah sbb akar tertinggal kat dlm gusi. Alhamdulillah so far....berjaya...walaupun takde sijil pengiktirafan yg betul.
Nnt paste pics gigis......Yana & Dhani

Lunch Farewell - Good Luck Elly

2011-01-17T12:42:00.007+08:00

Last Thursday....mmg tak plan pun bcoz al-maklumler minah cun ni dah ramai org booked. We all tot of spend lunch time on Friday jer. Tapi tetiba jer....pepagi lagi she announced yg dia dah cancelled lunch farewell with her team. So....we imprompto......je dlm keta terus decide pegi ke Jusco, AU2.

Smp sana pun sekali lagi.....nk makan di mana?.....arghhh agak buntu jugak nk decide teman mkn. Suddenly ternmpk 'Lerk Thai'.....rasanya baru bukak kot kat situ or else we all ni mmg dah lama tak berjln ker sana. Kami berlima jer.....Me, Yin, Iza, Kak Jinie & Elly.

Order set lunch for 4 tu.....add on kerabu mangga yg mmg lazat, palemo + bubur....apateh namanya , mangga + pulut....kelass u food dia. Mmg i rekomen sgt sesapa yg nk try rasa food kat 'Lerk Thai ' tu. Serius mengancam + terangkat.

To Elly: 'Good Luck & All the best'....ayat selalu.

Kasih Abang

2011-01-13T09:01:00.006+08:00

Ikhwan (Abang Cik) and Aqeela (Qiqi) sekarang dah ddk kat nursery. Mak kan tengah sakit and rasanya kalau dorg rasi jer kat sana mmg terus jerla park kat nursery tu. Nnt kang ader org kata i takde otak plak susah. Tak paham yg mak tgh sakit nak dok antar kat umah mak. Btulla anak2 besar dorg ni....Ikhwan (5 years) and Qiqi (1++ years) susah nk jaga. Ikhwan nakal....qiqi plak tak reti duduk diam. But I believe as normal kids mmg mcm tu ler gamaknya perilaku dorg kan.

So....far so good..percayaler kat kak Laila tuan punya nursery tu. Alhamdulillah dia terima anak2 utk ditempatkan kat nursery dia.

Thanks to Alleesya sbb tolong picked up dorg lepas blk from KAFA. Semlm....irfan and yana pegi tuisyen...so lepas dropped em blk umah mak semula. Since Ayang nk pegi spot check jalan for interbiu ari ni....so dok temankan mak sat. Hmmm...so many things happen lately. Recently Addy n family nk moved out from Mak's house. Setuju sgt for dia berdikari...and for sure nawaitu yg mula2 dulu nk ddk umah mak....jaga mak tu rasa tak kot....takpela dia dah berkeluarga dan patutnya dia bole fikir mana baik n buruk.

Bukan nk citer pasal tu pun....nak citer pasal Ikhwan and Aqeela. Dah smp umah while setelkan baju2 and other things...Ikhwan mintak cornflakes honey + fresh milk. Then....lepas dah siap rendam baju + masukkan baju dlm machine....gi living nmpk ikhwan suapkan aqeela...Hmmm...sejak dorg berdua ddk kat nursery tu nmpk sgt ikhwan caring abt adik. Hopefully akan terus begitu yer wahai anakku.....

Meet Up - My Ladies....

2011-01-10T11:50:00.004+08:00

Last Friday im taking off....sajer Ikhwan start his first day at skool. So...as planned a head....janji nak jumpa my Ladies - Fara, Mus, and Mauze. Lama btul tak berkumpul berempat yela memasing bz memanjang especially umi Mauze tu. We all having luncheon date kat Dim Sum, Darby Park. I park kat ampang park then jalan ke sana. Mauze picked up Fara kat depan Darby Park dan bersama-sama memarking kereta. So I wait for them tak lama....Mauze and Fara muncul....Mus dekat je kat blakang tu....

Balance food yg tak larat dihabiskan

Mauze....dotter dia selamat menjalani operation for duplex kidney. Nurin alhamdulillah....Dia bz dgn new project katanya kat Bangsar skang. Lepas gathering ni pun dia nak kena attend mtg kat client site tu. Kurus je...maintain gitu. Dia dah buat pelaburan besar dlm ASB katanya.....wah wah...meriah kawan i ni...mmg selalu jer melabur
Fara...now kat iPerintis kan...last gathering dia blanja sbb join iPerintis. Now report duty kat Dayabumi. So far so good...byk citer about Lydia yg baru start std 1. Ikut2 citer tu...Lydia mmg mempunyai byk persamaan dgn Mak....nod....hehehehe
Mus....dia baru jer jadi OKB....bunus from PNB. Beberapa perkara penting dpt disetelkan dgn rezeki tu. Cuma katanya pasni bos ni nk pencen dah....so tgh tunggu report duty kat saper plak pasni. And...Mus belanja kitorg...Alhamdulillah. Semoga dimurahkan rezeki lagi...Amin.
Aku....mcm2 citer...mak sakit, pelaburan emas, anak2 skool......everything.
Suma citer2 and gosip2 yg biasa kitorg bangkitkan dulu2...skang suma dah beranak-pinak...anak2 pun dah stat skool...makin byk topik kitorg.....Seronok sgt. Lepas ni insya-allah kita gathering lagi.....

Pic before leaving...Next Gathering....?? 'Umah FARA'

Ewan - 1st Day @ UBestari

2011-01-07T10:49:00.005+08:00

Today Ikhwan start his 1st day skool at UBestari. As per briefing last Sunday...mmg principal plan to start lmbt skit so tat takde clash dgn bdak2 baru nk bukak skolah. Dgn registration + fees....Aku mmg dah setelkan awal2 yuran+buku teks+uniform Ikhwan sbb tkt last minute nnt kang tak terkejar plak. Dah 1 week ikhwan ddk kat taska and everyday bangun awal excited nak school. Even kakak nursery tu pun dia panggil teacher...hehhehe.

Daddy blk lmbt pagi tadi then dropped by beli bf Mc D....so dis morning dptler anak2 bwk bekal pancake. Kalau pancake mummy...kecik je....Nak kejutkan tido pun tak susah...bangun dia terus mandi and pakai uniform...kakak n abang tolong sarungkan socks and shoes...and siap remind him yg dorg tak nangis pun 1st day skool....hehehhe.....

Lepas dah dropped abg and kakak kat KAFA...sent aqeela to nursery. Sampai je UBestari dia dah get ready. Salam daddy n mummy i terus turun kan dia and passed to teacher kat situ. Actually i dah prepare tag nama dia...over excited...rupanya skool tu pun dah ready with it. So dia suppose to Q....amik tag. Mummy terus jela pegi msk dlm keta then Daddy suh observe frm outside sat. I saw him....queing and let all da ladies....amik dulu....hahahha so gentlemen....Then lepas dpt tag terus teacher bring him to classroom....Lets check later lepas blk frm skool...

Mak - Cancer Servics

2011-01-06T13:57:00.004+08:00

Cancer serviks ni....2nd common cancer yg attacked women in Malaysia. Most of da cases happened due to hygenie issues....but recently aku terbaca dalam satu artikel tu mentioned yg causes and symptoms. Causes:
1. Melalui hubungan seks...transmitted from pasangan
2. Amalan hidup kurang sihat...merokok
3. Melalui genetik...sperma husband yg family ader cancer
4. Kurang penjagaan kat genital part

Symptoms:
Pendarahan berterusan like period tu.

Mak....actually dah monopous...and as normal sometimes datang jugak mcm period tu but dis year lain. Since EidulFitri ari tu tak berhenti2 pendarahan. And memandangkan Along tgh semester break so dia decided to bwk Mak for checkup kat Hospital Ampang. Doc amik sample and a week after got result and Mak confirmed got cancer servics. Mak dah selamat menjalani major operation as mr.doc advised to buang jer rahim. She still in stage 1....about 7 hrs Mak bertarung nyawa...while we are nervous outside. Lama jugak becoz Mr.Doc informed it will take max 6 hours jer.
Along, Akim, and Me.....melepak kat McD sambil tunggu Mak habis kat OT. Suppose my turn to stayed up kat hospital temankan Mak. Balik and singgah Carrefour bought something for my kids...esok or malam ni. End up got called from Along....saying tat tak bole jaga mlm tu sbb Mak kat observation room....aderla nurses yg akan jaga. Esok baru dtg and Mak ok jer....senyum...
05.Dec.2010.....Jahitan tu....(jahit ker...staple) jerla....dah bukak. Kena cuci supaya tak dijangkiti kuman....yang penting sekarang Mak...ok. Alhamdulillah....

New Year...New Day

2011-01-04T10:00:00.003+08:00

As usual....semalam 3.Jan.2011....sessi persekolahan 2011 dah bermula. Me taking leave...while hubby join half day for registration. Today also Ikhwan and Aqeela will be at new nursery...Taska Nur Laila. On the way to da nursery we passed by the KAFA....very crowded...and a bit jem. Another Sekolah Agama Al-Amin.....near by also started new session. Ikhwan & Aqeela....loook so ok...dis morning...ALhamdulillah...
Then we went to KAFA Al-Huda for the registration. Daddy dropped us at road side....while he find a parking. Looking for the classroom.....Adreana...maintain class to '3 Uthman'. Go forward......oh...Irfan jump class to '2 Abu Bakar'...ok....need to workout more Adreana. Daddy setel fees for Adreana and me setel for Irfan.
Another important task....to update ASB and pay...lumpsum loan for ASB and Housing top up. Its really good as i can see....it helps on early settlement. Takdela byk sgt buat lumpsum tu....skit jer...memandangkan pelaburan tak byk mane sgt. But alhamdulillah.....man-man...
Ptg....i sent kids to school....check for the classroom and back to mom's house. Jadi nurse plak....nantuk...tertido while mak layan INDON kat TV. Bangun terus balik umah....mskkan baju dlm dryer...then masak dinner for kids n hubby. On the way to mom's house singgah kedai sat beli groceries skit2...then dropped by umah mak....amik Alleesya...mak nak lauk-pauk. So before picked up kids kat school singgah kedai Kelate....order food. By da time smp school, kids dah naik Van Auntie Dodi.
BUt nmpk jer momi terus jer turun....and time to picked Aqeela & Ikhwan....Alhamdulillah dorg ok. Aqeela kena 5 das kat blakang...kena gigit dgn one of da kid kat nursery tu. Normally kler kot...Lepas solat maghrib....sent kids to tuition plak.....blk umah tunggu Daddy....im tired.....n satisfied..suma berjaya disetelkan.....dengan izin Allah,

Bowling....Last Act 2010

2011-01-02T16:28:00.007+08:00

Again....we planned for bowling. Sebab utama...cost ok...kids pun enjoy.

Ammar & Aqeela

Our spot...Flamingo. Not crowded...got spaces...easy parking. This is 2nd times for kids with new activity. Ikhwan pun join kali ni...but since kasut takde size he wearing his adidas shoes jer....

We got Ammar in action too...he is so hyper active not easy to control...hahhahaha

Ayang...n Wan top scorers....n Daddy jugak tetiba je terterer. Dedek takmo main sbb......dunno...wakilkan YAYA only. Tapi paling poyos.....'Allesya'.....huhuhuu......best

End of 2010

2010-12-30T14:23:00.008+08:00

Selamat kembali ke blog....huhuhu. Pemalas...ehhh bukan tau. Kita byk sgt keja and tak tau nak mengarang walaupun sebenarnya banyak peristiwa best n sedih happened thru out those days. Anyway watever happen jadi pengalaman and experiences for my 2010.

Skool Holidays-Dec 2010

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Again my fav holidays spot....A Famosa Resort. Dis is our 3rd time pergi bercuti ke A Famosa. Dulu dah pernah pegi Hotel then Kondo....and now i booked for villa with 3 bedrooms, and private swimming pool.....Best and kids of coz enjoy their holidays. 3 Days 2 Nites.....inclusive breakfast, dinner, and lunch...then entrance for all.....cowboy town, safari, water world, 4D....carnival.....yeay sungguh berbaloi2. Thanks to Liza....

Double Celebrations

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21.Dec.2010-Daddy's birthday yg ke-35.....takdela semeriah maner. enof for our family yg kecil ni. Anak2 and kebetulan my siblings ader kat umah sekali join the party.

28.Dec.2010-Our 9th anniversary....thanks for being with me...be my best friend for abt 17th years. Appreciate it luv....hehehe i berjaya surprisekan daddy....order flowers from blooming.com.......tertunggu2 gaks daddy call....to inform tat he already got flowers. nyeh2...nyeh2 berjaya gak. Last week masa birthday tu he been waiting but tak smp2. Of coz ler sbb i order for anniversary. Tapi best part....i also got flowers from him + ferrera roche...(btul ker spelling ni) belasah jela.

Cancer Serviks

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Mak got cancer serviks.....stage1. Thanks to my sister sbb pegi bwk mak for checkup. She got bleeding since last EidFitri. A week after got result from doc confirmed she attacked by cancer serviks. Go for CTG and 23.Dec.2010....mak go thru OT and alhamdulillah operation tu berjaya. Mak dah discharge and kat umah now.....kena byk rehat. So...women.....kena berhati2...dis is 2nd common cancer yg attacking us. Tanda2....bleeding tak berhenti, felt hurt during intercourse....few others...Do peap smear every 3 years.

Another sad story......nak citer tapi rasanya biarler dipendam sajer rasa ini. Allah Maha Mengetahui segalanya. Cuma utk diri aku....saper sajer yg membaca blog ni.....Kesian anak2...yea tapi dorgla kekuatan aku.

Thank you Aisyah for being my shoulder to cry on......

'Ikhlas dalam aper jua perbuatan.....Jujur dalam berkata-kata walaupun pedih, perit utk diterima. Perbaiki diri setiap hari....bukan mencari kesalahan org semata-mata'.

Aku pun bukanla baik sangat tapi kalau benar aku yg salah aku dah minta maaf tapi aper yg aku terima sebaliknya.

Semoga tahun hadapan........semuanya yg aku kenali dan khususnya utk family aku....bahagia....aman damai.

Tahun ni.....bakal tinggal kenangan.

After Completed

2010-11-01T18:04:00.005+08:00

So many things completed last week.
First of all of coz...my kids completed their exams. So juz wait and see how they did. All da while rasanye blum pernah dorg top 3 so i did not expect em to tat extend. Me and hubby harap dorg got 'A' pun jadiler.....hahhahah tah aper tah kan. Kalau dpt 80 pun A kan....so bukanler nak 100 gitu. I pun understand n felt guilty gak sbb takde time for em btul2 for revision. Mmg totally harapkan tuition. THen to release tension, me and hubby bwk kids gi karaoke...Wangsa Walk. Too crowded and tak rekomen ler pi situ....macam tak best jer. This is their 2nd time pergi....dis time me n hubby jadi penonton jer. Dorg dah bole baca lirik....so okler. Tapi Ewan yg over smp tak nak lepaskan mic tu. They had so much fun....then pegi makan Nasi Ayam Hainan Ampang Point...tak lama sbb rushing for kenduri cukur jambul baby Dayyan.

Second thing yg dah completed is.....my cushion cover. Nampak mcm kecik skit but i like. So nice green color but frame tak tukar rasanye still can match dgn yg lama tu. Nampak terang rumah.
Third.....my new handy cam screen pecah so dah sent to kedai gambar ampang park tgh tunggu Jeff call back. Tot of mintak discount from tp rupa2nya da guy yg called my hubby tu does not know tat handy cam tu still under warranty. So...dlm budget lagi.
Forth......planning nk pi 'A Famosa' lagi dah berjaya.....tgh tunggu nk buat appointment dgn wife Hamizan...thanks to Liza.

Every Week So Special

2010-10-14T10:07:00.012+08:00

Saturday - 02.10.2010

My youngest sister get engaged. Preparation on the hantaran....everything on last minutes. Kerja-kerja tak ingat nk start up with skit2 pun. Org lain plak yg kelam-kabut n worried. Hmmm...mcm ler aku tak dulu kan. Tapi seingat aku mcm tak sbb suma dah prepare skit2 dah...tinggal tunggu ari nya jer. Tapi part nk menyarung baju aper tu yg penting sgt for her. My baju kawin dulu rupanya dah ader dot2 kuning...so tak jadi nk pakai sbb tak cun ler kan. Overall majlis berjalan lancar n mak pun berjaya memasak pelbagai juadah utk disaji for rombongan pihak lelaki.

Sunday - 03.10.2010

Today wedding Diana kat Cheras, dah pakat dgn kengkwn Mauze, Fara, Mus, Edwin akan dtg umah. Mulanya plan before pergi umah pengantin dorg akan bersantapan kat umah last minute cancel plak. So i dah siap prepare some food. Since hubby takut food tak cukup terus order pizza sekali for jamuan makan. Cantik theme kaler diana......turqoise.....spesel sungguh pengantin diarak dan dijunjung atas tandu.....she so beautiful on her special day. COngratulations......beb. Seperti yg dijanjikan Fara dan Mauze jer yg selamat smp kat umah. Mus...ader masalah yg tak bole dielakkan termasukler Edwin. Thanks for coming frens.

Sunday - 10.10.2010

Another wedding ceremony.....kali ni wedding Dedek plak. Hmmm....nyampah i tau ni lagi ler last minutes...kena jadi bidan terjun secara tidak langsung. Maklum jela pagi tu kununnya nak skali join rombongan gi majlis akad nikah kat masjid..nak jadi camera women nak shooting guna video cam yg baru beli itu ari...last call kena tahan dgn Mak Usu gua...suh setelkan kengkwn mak yg dtg for marhaban....mmg segera terus potong2 kuih buat air bagai then bawak kat luar umah...mintak tolong ler beberapa org utk mengangkut aper2 yg patut....while aku prepare food lain utk dihidang...smp ke sudah suma cabut....

Then...yg lagi cun nk buat cukur jambul anak Aman plak but all da bahan2 tak ready....berlari gua mencari gunting...ikat skit dgn reben pink balance buat hantaran, bunga rampai balance hantaran gak......bedak sejuk arghhh...maner aku nk jumpa....aku amik air then taburkan bedak carrie junior qiqi dlm mangkuk tu....Gift for org2 marhaban kat maner.....ok jumpa but tak cukup plak yg dtg nyer 35 org. So bagi ler aper2 yg patut.....oh yea...aku pass door gift for VIP rupanya. Lantakler.

Ok now marhaban part dah setel.....Org2 from masjid dah smp.....door gift...huh ader muffin n.......berkulat gosh terpaksa aku + anak2 buah yg lain tolong keluarkan. Aper da....so muffin tak sesuwey okeh utk door gift sbb ianya lembab...maybe. Tuler org tua2 kata bagi jer telur rebus.....hehehehe.

Org ramai jugak yg hadir n lauk abis....jugak. So for next wedding ceremony....adik2 please adhere caterers jer....skali dgn penanggar....wa nk dtg cun2 jer....huhuhu

Happy Birthday to ME......

2010-09-24T17:54:00.005+08:00

Yg ke-33.....hhuhuhuuhu dah keluar calendar dah ni.

Last year birthday jatuh on same date Eidul Fitri 2009. Kali ni....dekat2 jugak lagi tapi raya ke-10. Hahahaha last year pow hubby beli baju yg agak mahal for Hari Raya. Kali ni....takde cuma hadiah ni consider utk rumah kami berdua....LCD TV-LG 42'

Dah lama berangan2 sebenarnya. Masa gi jenjln kat SOGO tgk rega around RM 2599.....then malam tu masa nk picked up kids from tuition terus singgah kedai Eddy (kedai letrik kat Kosas) katanya dia bole bg last price RM 2,400 hhmmmm....rasanya mcm ok gak. Survey kat internet, carefour rega RM3,299......jadi berbaloi gak tu.....hahahhahah....Poyo je

Org lain dah lama beli tv lcd kan....gua jer.....tak pela...skang dah tergolong antara org2 yg ader.hahahahhaa.....

p/s: teringat masa En.Aziz tanya umah saper yg takde Air-cond....GUa sorg je yg angkat tgn....huhuhuh

Syawal 2010

2010-09-15T02:38:00.006+08:00

p/s: Kerusi ni dah penuh tau

Syawal 2010, kembali lagi.....alhamdulillah umur masih panjang dan dpt bersama-sama family merayakan hari yg mulia ini. Raya kali ni tak semeriah tahun-tahun sebelumnya. Tapi aku ttp bersyukur kerana dpt menyediakan segala persiapan utk anak2 terutamanya. Sibuk dgn kerja....tahler sama jer balik on time. Everything under control cuma hahahaha.....cushion cover yg aku tempah tu mmg tak bole dpt before raya. Kilang Lorenzo terbakar ...... aku terpaksa bg sample for them to jahit. Jadinya mmg takdela cushion baru. Aquarium....pun tak sempat setup. Every week ader je plan itu ini tu yg tak sempat.
Pagi raya as usual....ke rumah Tuan Hj Osman, bersalaman dgn mertua, biras, ipar......anak2 buah...then makan sat teruskan perjalanan ke rumah Puan Zabedah......kenapa nama mak....sbb ayah mmg takde pun pagi tu kat umah mak. Jarak perjalan ke kedua-dua rumah memakan masa 5 minutes dgn kenderaan....kalau jalan kaki lambat skit lagi. Since takde plan utk blk ke kampung jadinya petang tu kami sekeluarga ke rumah Kak Nel (kakak ipar 1st).......then patah semula ke rumah Along (my sista) dptler menjamu cheese cake yg sedap hasil tangan chief concorde. Malam.....kami beraya ke Langat rumah Aisyah & Mus. Kami jamah nasi berlauk paru + rendang ayam. Aisyah ader buat ketupat utk dimakan bersama lauk lain cuma tetiba nmpk nasi setelah seharian......menjamu lontong, nasi himpit......
Raya ke-2 beraya ke Balakong. About 4 houses kat area ni....meriah. Irfan paling happy sbb 1st time tetamu dijamu dgn extra menus: Hotdog, nuggets, sosej, ayam goreng.......atleast tak ler dia lapar like yesterday sampaikan pagi2 lagi dah request aku masakkan maggi. Huhuhuhu....payah sungguh anak aku yg sorg ni. Lepas beraya di sini....perjalan diteruskan ke rumah Kak Ijad di Serdang.......best dpt makan Kew Teow Kung Fu + Mee udang.....Kak Ijad mmg terer masak......sedap..sedap. Malam lepas selesai solat Maghrib kami sekeluarga ke rumah Ah heng di Kinrara....House warming....wow....i like...so big....soooooooo......
Raya ke-3.....seperti yg dah dirancang alhamdulillah selamat sampai ke rumah Laylee di Batu pahat. Aisyah n mus dah selamat tiba maybe around 10 minutes gitu. Turut serta Noriman n family, Saffuan n family and yg berhormat en fadil n family. Kami dijamu dgn Nasi Minyak + Laksa Johor. Perjalanan diteruskan ke Thistle Johor bahru....syukur Laylee bekalkan dgn Nasi Minyak.....Perjalanan yg dijangka memakan masa cuma 1.5 hrs telah bertukar ke 3.5 hrs....gosh very da jammed from Ayer Hitam tu. And now dah raya ke-5 kami selamat tiba ke KL. Baru lepas bawak anak2 main games kat Axis Pandan Indah....then diner kat Ani Sup Utara Ampang yg servisnyer agak kurang memuaskan....pekerja mungkin masih dgn mood raya n byk kedai2 makan berdekatan masih tutup......tapau ok makan situ....tak rekomen

Ramadhan Kali Ini

2010-08-20T18:15:00.014+08:00

Hari ni dah masuk hari ke-10 berpuasa. Seperti tahun-tahun yg lepas, kids (Yana & Irfan) puasa jugak. Next year insya-allah bertambah sorg lagi ahli (Ahmed Ikhwan Damian) akan join. Citer 1st day puasa, Irfan kena sebat sbb tak puasa. Actually marah sgt sbb masa nk berbuka tu dia bkn main lagi marah iwan sbb tak puasa so tak bole sama2 berbuka. Last cal tembelang sudah pecah. Masa marah tu bkn setakat marah dia dok smash iwan skali. Then lepas dah selamat tau tu.....mmg dia plak ler yg kena smash.

So mlm, kebetulan plak neighbor seblah yg mmg routine every year menjual bunga api + mercun dok ushya bdak2 tu. Arghhh...no way. Sorg buat hal mmg tak chance ler sumanyer skali. Since dah 10 days puasa aderla few times dorg dpt main bunga api tu. Takdela kejam sgt pun.

Family & Kids

Baby...Alya Aqeela dah 1 yr++. We all called her 'QiQi'. Dia dah pandai berjalan, now dah start berckp...mumbling tah aper2 pun tak sure. Cuba tgk pics kat bwh ni.....

Dah few days mummy n daddy tak lena tidur. Qiqi nk tumbuh gigi kot....hmmm takpela sakit skit je nanti2 ok ler. So berkorban ler daddy yg selalunyer jaga dia. Mummy tidur lebih skit sbb nk bangun awal prepare for sahur.

Ikhwan as usual ttp notti. Selalu kena marah selalu kena blasah dgn daddy.....mummy kekadang. Tp selalu jugak bila dah lepas pukul tu diskus blk dgn daddy......yg tgn ni misti rasa sakit lepas pukul anak....Dia pun agree....dia kata pukul tak kuat bunyi jer lebeh......ye kot. Iwan ni kalau dia solo takde berteman ok je. Dah byk kali me n hubby buat analysis...adakah mungkin dia ni tergolong dlm 'Syndrom 3rd Child' plak.....Dunno but of coz notti mcm mana pun mummy n daddy ttp sayang kat iwan...ok

Iwan selalu quote:

'Iwan sayang daddy tp daddy selalu buat iwan'

'Iwan sayang mummy tp mummy selalu buat iwan'

'Iwan sayang kakak tp kakak tak bg chewgum kat iwan'

'Iwan sayang abang tp abang selalu buat iwan'

'Iwan sayang qiqi sbb iwan sayang qiqi'

Irfan & Yana as usual skool. Irfan dah tali pinggang 'Hijau + Biru' while Yana dah stop taekwando. She requested to go to 'Guitar class'....tgh consider sbb budget tak mengizinkan lagi. But i will try to by end of year.....tgh skool holiday tu bole ler kot. Dorg tgh exam skang ni.

Career

Gua dah berenti from HP. Now dah kat new place. Dah tak jaga mlm sgt......tapi bakal berjaga malam later2.

New frens....not new environment...one of my site masa support dulu. Not in IT department but doing IT job still........

Skang ni dah bukan hari ke-10 rasa dah ke-16 rasanya....huhuhu lambat tul nk upload

Mother's Day

2010-05-10T11:21:00.007+08:00

A week before, my kids started wishing me....'Mummi, happy mother's day'. I got 2 roses...from Adreana and Irfan. I remember 1 morning sambil tgh dok bersiap nk pegi keja ikhwan nyanyi....'Ibu...ibu...engkaulah ratu hatiku. Bila ko berduka...engkau hiburkan ku selalu...ibu, ibu...engkaulah ratu hatiku....' huhuuhuh....tersentuh juga hati ini...

Saturday tu....aku login to facebook yg dah aku bukak utk membaca perkembangan kengkwn skit2. I felt so....sedih when i read on Kak Lyn's status....its all about her son....pergi after 1 month lahir ke dunia ni. Sebagai seorg ibu...aku tak dpt nak membayangkan bagaimana dia mengharungi hari2 tanpa 'bayi baru' itu. Then aku beralih pula pada status Olie....kerana teringatkan pertanyaan Fara tempoh hari. Sekali lagi....aku terkejut....status '.....halalkan segala makan dan minum akif...' oh gosh....kenapa ler lately ni semua berita mengejut2 jer yg aku terima. Sesungguhnya mereka ini ibu2 yg tabah and kuat...Tak tertanding....

Hari ini, aku rasa bertuah kerana diberi peluang untuk merasai pengalaman mengandung, melahirkan dan membesarkan anak-anak yang sempurna kelahiran mereka. Terima kasih kepada suami ku....semoga kami dapat bersama-sama melihat kematangan anak2 kami ini dgn penuh kasih sayang. Semoga segalanya berjalan dengan sempurna.....Amin

-Alya Adreana, Ahmed Irfan Dhani, Ahmed Ikhwan Damian, Alya Aqeela

My Spouse - Tag

2010-02-18T10:50:00.007+08:00

Tagged by FARA....

1. Where did you first meet your hubby/other half and when was it?
1993 - I saw him at Ampang Park's bus stop with my classmate Fadil...Gems

2. Was it love at first sight?
Not really....secret admirer jer. I like his style....look smart and cool

3. Who was he/she when you meet him/her for the very first time?
Dunno...one of my classmate frens

4. How long did it take him/her to ask you out on a date?
Probably a month after I asked my fren Fadil to sent my regards to him. Then it was really impressed me when he looking out for my phone number.....only very closed frens knew it.
17-Jan-1993: The nite he called me....i was watching 'Top Guns' starring by Tom Cruise, Christian Slater. Hmmm...quiet long bergayut until my sister sound.

5. The venue of your first date?
20-Jan-1993: We went to Sungei Wang Plaza. Had lunch at McDonalds...

6. How did he/she proposed?
Dalam LRT Star from Ampang to KL. Of course takde orang tats why tak malu sangat....hahaha

7. Recollect a Special Date with your hubby/other half
20-Jan-1993: 1st time date
28-Dec-2000: Akad nikah....officially become his wife

8. Any changes that he/she asked you to make?
Seiringan dengan peningkatan usia dan kehidupan kami yg dah berenam skang ni rasanya byk jugak....semoga perubahan itu semua ke arah yang positif dan untuk kebahagiaan kami.

9. What is it about him/her that you love so much?
He is cool...eventhough sometimes (hehehe...always) we had an arguments...

10.What would you like to change about him/her?
I believe I cannot change him....lets kematangan dirinya sendiri yang mengubah. One thing for sure...please donot change your love towards......us

11.You will lose your mind and crack your head when he/she
Yeah....main games, lepak berjam2 depan facebook....grrrrr

12.You will smile through your eyes the whole day when he/she...
Balik awal and duduk kat rumah layan anak2

13.Complete this sentence, "My love towards my hubby/other half is as big as..."
takde kata yg bole nak digambarkan. Cuma i wanna him to know that I really need him, luv him, being with him....now n forever.

Holidays, Works.....Kids

2009-12-07T22:25:00.002+08:00

Lama menghilang.....blog ni pun dah mcm kelam jer. Hidup segan mati tak mau. Few events happened.

Aqiqah
As per agreed....alhamdulillah bonus pun dapat and teruskan ibadah aqiqah for my kids: Ahmed Ikhwan Damian and Alya Aqela. Terasa lega bile our plan berjaya dilaksanakan. Moga2 lepas ni kami bole menjalankan ibadah kurban plak.

Cuti-Cuti Malaysia
Sempena skool holidays, konvoi cuti with Aisyah & co. This time we went to Malacca. As recommended by Aisyah we stayed at Everly. Before we check-in, Aisyah n Mus suggested to stop at Zoo Reptilia. Is it da name?? later will check with Aisyah. Got Spider, Scorpion...snakes n lotz of crocodiles. My kids scared of all those reptilia....and me too. hehehhe...But they enjoyed feeding food to da fish. Got pond inside......and yg tak best it is raining tat time. Then we continue our journey to Everly...far from town. Kinda hotel apartment with 1 big room and da living also quiet big. So spacious for us. Bibik n kids tido kat dlm bilik beramai2. While me and hubby kat living. As usual tengah2 mlm aderla yg bangun carik mummy. So tat nite....daddy tido atas sofa, while mummy, yana,irfan kat atas toto. Kids seronok sgt bcoz dpt mandi pool. Ramai betul org kat Everly ni....but i think i knew why:
1. Accomodation -- nice
2. Food -- also taste good
3. Environment -- village area...nice view
4. Pool -- happening
Nite time we went to Umbai....diner time. Quiet far from Everly, luckily we reached there early otherwise according to Aisyah....surely much more crowded than now. Uhhhh....she absolutely rite. Food prepared very fast. Taste....not as per my hi expectation....heheheh. so-so. Kids juz woke up bcoz they tired with swimming activities before so they didnot eat. Only Ewan, he ate nasi lemak + sotong goreng tepung + udang.....ooooolalala..But at da end kena paw dgn kids since around there got so many small kedai with toys of coz.
Morning....breakfast with Aisyah, kak Laila n Siti. And my little amoi chantek-Alya Aqeela. Hubbies...accompany da rest of our kids at Pool. Tot of going to A Famosa...Malacca town but cancel bcoz my MIL called and daddy suddenly decided to go home early. Hmmmm....so sudden.
Anyway...we r enjoying this trip so much...

CyberJaya...Here I cum

2009-11-05T09:02:00.005+08:00

monitor yg amat besar penah aku lihat

Crazee me….got no other choice. Day 1 – early morning arrived to Cyberjaya…arghh gosh seriously dedicated for dis job. Actually im trying to avoid traffic jem. I took MRR2 then MEX (KL-Putrajaya Hiway) straight to Cyberjaya. Not that far….from Ampang to DHL, Cyberjaya, approximately 45 minutes. Gua pecut MyVi tu masa lalu hi-way MEX. I can hear the gedeng2 sounds kuar when I drove MyVi too fast. I dun wanna be late yeah…of course dis is Service Desk department. And I believed….those got an experience doing dis task….hmmmm.

My advised….im more comfortable in doing development things rather then SD…arghhh..huh. I dunno how dis expert ppl live with SD. I did once masa UAT dulu ler but very da manual takdela system yg pickup sampai beratus, ribu….similar like Amdocs juugak HPSD ni. But why they did not introduce it to Celcom yek dis HPSD ni. Kan ke one of HP product. Entahlah maybe dorg ader partner contract between Amdocs and HP.

Aku ni mmg ala2 bangla yg tercampak sesuka hati je. Rasa mcm dah mentioned byk kali dah pasal H* ni dok sent ppl selamba kodoks dia jer. Tak kira skill punyer…..hampeh tulla. Really stuck with dis job. Its tiring for me….not same…with development thing. Gosh…..for few days dah stat buat byk mistake….tersilap escalate issue. Yeala…back end person kan selalunyer low-profile tak ckp byk ni….ni nk kena ckp byk n call byk plak. Hish..hihsh..hihsh

Aku dok browse blog2 yg biasa aku layan:
1.Joe – mmt ni dah agak malas utk mengupdate blog dia. Nowadays dia twitter
2. Fara – maybe bz dgn routine harian..
3. Mus – selalu update time takleh nk access facebook, ym...huhuhu rajin gak
4. Soul – Most up to date blog yg selalu aku lewati….bebst, meriah, syiok
5. Zaza – Pengantin baru…mistiler bz skit. But now dah stat update n update lagi
6. Farok – Lelaki ni selalu update gak blog dia…now mayb bz kat overseas tu
7. Mauze – hampeh….bz banget kot

Green's Day

2009-10-26T14:44:00.006+08:00

Hahahah...actually ari ni gua pakai serba hijau....walaupun tone color different but base..."Green". It is not a tree...not an incredible hulks....its me. Macam pokok pun aderla jugak. Baru jer terrealized...hp hijau, note book hijau, tag...legyard ni pun hijau....hish..hish..hish
Ari ni tgh idle kat HP office. Baru je selamat completekan tasks kat BATM, TPM. Sungguh release and lega sesgt....but today got task to setel jugak. Nak pegi Celcom to ask about promotion Blackberry...hopefully everything goes well.
Got good news on loan MBB tu...ari ni valuer dah dtg tgk umah. Processing fee pun dah txfr to Pie...Harap2 semuanya dpt setel cepat. Pening jugak dok pikir liabilities yg agak byk n semakin menggunung tinggi tu.
Gua tgh dok ricky price for PSP (PlayStation@Portable) ni. Kot2 ler ade yg murah bole ler beli satu present utk diri sendiri...hahahah. Takdela gua plan nk hadiahkan utk irfan. Game boy yg dia ader tu bole pass to ikhwan...n kakak.....she request for a pink handphone. Bole ler carik yg murah2.....kat low yat kot.
Singgah sebentar kat Celcom Blue CUbe.....hmmmm promotion X-pax blackberry tu for 8250 punyer model jer....cancel. Tukar kan Kak Laila punyer MNP...from digi to Celcom SUksess......n hehehe akhirnya berjaya snap pic kat lift ni..tertutup plak pic Once...

Angan-Angan Jadi Kenyataan

2009-10-13T04:10:00.010+08:00

Me..on my way to work. Listening to HOT.fm's topic of da day...'Angan-Angan Jadi Kenyataan'. Hmmm...obviously one of my angan-angan, dreams, wish become true. I had a wish to have boyfren started with name 'Shahrul...'.
Without knowing his name start wit Shahrul...it began with sending regards to him. When I first saw him wit Fadil Gemuk (x-classmate form 4), it is like a hitch...sparkle...hahahha. In class next day...I asked Fadil to send my regards to tat guy. Not really handsome but good looking. Somewhere, somehow...one day he did called me. Hmmm....dis make he different from da other bcoz during tat time only few of my frens got my house phone no. How he managed to get it....surprising me. All da while I juz know him as 'Ejam' until da day we had our 'first date'. Wednesday (20.01.1993)...hahhaha wit da Bell-bottom jeans n t-shirt (both of us)....hahahah sud had picture of us taken and surely laughed. Anyway up-to-date maaaa.....
Having lunch at McD, Sungai Wang Plaza....he ordered fillet-o-fish for me. I did not eat it at all...juz listened to his stories....(hmmm...last time now....im da one alwaz berciter). Then....actually not bcoz his name is Shahrul Nizam....makes me fall in-lov with him. But bcoz...he really special to me...it is my heart saying that 'he is da one'.....Love you (L.Y.F.E)

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20.09.2009 - Double Celebration

2009-10-01T11:27:00.002+08:00

Hahahaha.....now I realized my birthday date is very special dis year 20.09.2009. More special...it is "Eidul Fitri 2009". Most of my best fren forgot to wish me on this day. Maybe they more concerned on the Raya Celebration. Forgiveness...hahaha...No birthday surprise...no birthday cake...
Special things of coz from my hubby like he mentioned on his comment from last post. Baju raya n tudung raya which cost him alots. Actually it is the expensive baju i ever bought. Its to hard to find the grey color to match wit my boys during raya. End up da black with some grey kerawang n grey tudung to suit wit the boys. Furthermore, need to alter.....to fit my size. I got chances to try it a day before raya. Luckily everything look good on me. So the total cost of da baju increased by another RM35+RM25.....including the kain bcoz it is to long for 'pohon renik/bonsai' like me.
As usual...1st raya, morning at my in-law house. Then around 11 am....went to my mom house. Tot of balik kampung on tat day but cancel at last minute time. So we spent our nite at Aisyah's house (Langat). Kids played 'bunga api n mercun'. I got 1 week holidays....but dunno we to go ?????

Sibuk je...

2009-09-18T13:24:00.004+08:00

Hmm...mmg memula join team ni as usual, ppl will wish 'good luck' to those new comers. Bukan tak kenal with da project manager but no choice had to follow...keja mcm bangla jugak. Hahahha...collegue for BO reporting ni pun mmt bangla. ni real punyer bangla educated punyer.
Semlm, tido lambat skit so smp keja mmg ngantuk giler. PM suh submit Test Script. Actually test script document (draft) yg aku submit tu takler follow exactly yg he asked me to prepare. Aku bagi extra skit then....those yg idea dia tu dia delete plak. For me....da one yg dia proposed tu...will make da document complete. Maybe dia suka dgn document aku tu kot. Siap extend to all team members. Test script, Problem Log....CR Log...suma tu aku dpt from my previous experience jaga Testing kat pernec dulu. So...basically bukan nak puji but when comes to document standard ni....PERNEC mmg terlebih organize.
Now...aku kat dlm TRP mtg with user....rasa mcm minah blurr pun ader gak...user simply say...report not as per requested. And im so surprise no one either from our side or client IT side kept the document to prove report design as per requirement.

SuDah UpDate...

2009-08-31T01:06:00.005+08:00

Hahahaha....mmg ler hajat di hati tu kalau bole nk update selalu. Tapi sejak diassignedkan ke project BAT ni. Mcm dulu2 balik ler....rasa mcm takde life gak...ye ker....tahler bz jer. Masuk2 terus jer nk rollout vietnam tah minggu depan ni plak Macau....oh gosh....mmg pack dis month. dah ler nak raya...chit bulan posa blum abis dah ckp pasal raya.
Skang ni...hubby aku dah balik from tour ke china, hong kong n sempat jenjalan ke macau. Aku ni nama jer buat project for nationwide tapi tak penah pun dpt pegi maner site tu. takpela...kang susah plak anak2 aku...dgn homework lagi...dgn baby aqeela yg baru jer nak msk 3 mths tu. Itu pun dah 2 nites dia tido dgn kak laila (my bibik) sbb aku kena setelkan keja for rollout vietnam baru2 ni. weekn pun keja jugak...smp hubby aku merajuk aku tersmp umah lambat. soriler bkn sengaja dah nama pun keja. gaji mau banyak tapi keja mau skit....then saper mau bagi....tolong rekomen kan gua.
SOVENIOUR FRM China....banyak T-shirt from china hubby beli for aku n kids dpt jugak kasut adidas walaupun lowya punyer then yg paling aku suka....baju tido...sexiest hehehehe.....pandai hubby aku pilih. Aku tanya jugak crocs murah ke kat sana...mmg sesgt RM 4.00 jer. hmmmmmmm..patutler ramai yg bukak bisnes crocs dah la ni. Mak cik Kayo. Gambar tak byk sbb suddenly camera yg opismate dia bwk rosak. gambar yg dia amik pun thru hp jer....tak berapa clear. takpela...yg penting dia selamat balik n takde kena aper2 jangkitan. Aku plak kat sini yg dok selsema....n until now stil batuk lagi.
Beberapa ari lepas daddy blk.....setelkan keta baru...WMV 1778...keta baru beli yg dah lama sbb beli kat used car. Rezeki.....takpela lepas kes staff curi duit company itu ari....slowly kumpul balik duit. Bukan pic sebenar. Ni aku download from internet. heheheheh...
Irfan now dah dpt tali pinggang kuning. Best jugak tgk test dorg ari tu. Lama sbb ader org surat kabar dok buat story pasal GTF Taekwando....msk ler dlm newspaper SINAR and nmpk muka dia sbb dia ddk tgh2. Skang ni tgh bulan posa kesian jugak nak antar praktis tapi dia nak jugak pegi takpela as long as dia bole tahan. Kot2 ler around std 2/3 nnt dia dah dpt blue belt ker.......tah3 awal dah bole dpt black belt. hehehehe...

Muka blurrr....

Ohhhh...terpula lupa dah merdeka...1.25 am terlambat. Tak sedar....tak meriah plak sambutan skang ni compared dulu2. Yang meriahnyer ari ni aku rasa org pegi shopping sempena merdeka sale....n sempena nk raya ni. JUsco sale smp kul 12 mn tu...kakak aku tinggalkan anak dia kat umah plak nk shoppin. chit....aku jadi bibik plak. Siang td aku pegi sogo sbb nak beli suar. Kakak n abang pegi tuisyen.....then baby aqeela tinggal dgn bibik so ikhwan aku angkut bwk gi sogo. aku suggest to hubby naik lrt jer sbb tkt susah nak dpt parking tp dia kata ok kot....org blk kampung ker.....mmg amat meleset jangkaan dia tu. Jalan jem n kitorg parking kat semua house...jln kaki ke sogo. Aku nk cepat n kesian sbb hubby kena dukung ikhwan yg nk tido. Dah pilih suar then terus gi kat fitting room....aku tgk ader fitting room tu takde org beratur kat luar so aku pun cepat2 berdiri kat depan pintu tu......agak lama jugak then suddenly tot of da gal inside nk kuar tetiba dtg sorg makcik dgn anak dia sorg lagi msk meluru ke dlm fitting room tu. celaka btulla.....aku ni nk try 1 jer seluar nk je aku sound tp tuler makcik kan...kalau org muda2 yg sound sure kata kita ni kurang ajar. so aku pun relaks....penantian yg amat menyakitkan hati tambah plak daddy dah cal marah2. nk aku pegi carik fitting room lain kang.....sama jugak so aku tunggu smp dia kuar.......nk merendek cari brg2 lain pun tak dan sbb hubby takde mood smp dia tinggalkan aku terus tunggu kat keta.
Takpe.....esok cuti lagi...yeay...Pictures fav:

Live without 'HIM' around...

2009-08-10T12:21:00.009+08:00

Miss u so much daddy. Ari baru 3 days daddy takde....got another 7 days to go...gosh lamanyer rasa. Biler jauh takde depan mata misti perasaan rindu tu dtg semuanye rasa mcm tak kena je. Hopefully aku dpt handle everything n takde kejadian2 kronik happened to us.

Anak2 dok on-off demam....yela cuaca kering skang ni mcm2 penyakit. Last two weeks Adreana demam. Regret sgt bile dpt tau dia muntah dlm classroom but da teacher takde initiative pun nk call us to inform. Eventho its happened masa last subject...still they need to inform. Anything can happened right. Tat nite we brought her to clinic but da doc advised us to refer to any nearest hospital. Since room for kids pun full doc bagi medicine n asked us to monitor je. Mmg ramai org tat nite. Then followed by Ikhwan n Irfan plak. Now pun tgh monitor lagi.

Alhamdulillah before daddy pegi sempat setelkan few things. Kenduri Cukur Jambul baby Aqeela selamat dijalankan on 02-August. I bought her a green gown....so sweet. Ceremony tu actually selit to kenduri menyambut ramadhan mertua aku. So tetamu yg hadir saudara mara terdekat.

Sempat jugak we all had picnic with Aisyah n co...at Sg.Congkak Ulu Langat. Normally anak2 takut nak main air but maybe since Hana n Heidi ade dorg smp takmo naik. Seronok sgt agaknye. Meriah jugak picnic tu...dgn jiran khemah 'Lelaki2 Lemah-Lembut' seronok banget. Dorg siap bwk tong air n nasik yg besar....ader games...everything well prepared.

And now..after daddy balik ni...ader few things yg nk kena follow up. Yela last week we had appointment with bank on our housing loan, then surrender from Etiqa insurance....zaman2 tgh merundum skit ni...hopefully we got some extra cash for hari raya nnt.

Ari ni....1st day kat office lepas dah 2 months rehat kat umah. Yeay....

C.I.N.T.A or CITA

2009-07-23T10:19:00.003+08:00

hehehehe...aper da.
kerja-kerja nak setup semula router terbantut sebab asyik dpt error message je. So nak buat benda-benda lain mcm takde mood. But semlm masa tgh check homeworking adreana....suddenly she told me...,"mummy..kakak ader...BBBBBB....". Then aku tanya aper BBBB.....hmmm....dia continue lagi...."Kakak ader Boyfren.."...HIsh baru std 1 dah ader bf maner bole. Then dia keluarkan a piece of paper....."Saya cita awak. Wazir i love (symbol) u. Alya i love u". Hmmmm...so cute but so fast??? Then last nite lepas hubby blk I shown him da letter. I kept it and dis morning he kinda asking her abt da letter. But she denying it...why??? Takut kot. Hhehehe.

Report Card Day

2009-07-10T14:29:00.003+08:00

Wednesday, 08072009

Hmmm...berdebar je nak amik report card anak ni. Maklumler 1st time. Mmg gua dah suh my hubby ikut skali sbb nak dia take part jugak pasal anak2. Sebab utama sekali dulu aku memang teringin nak mak n ayah aku sama2 take part. Selalu tu mak je yg dtg sorg tapi ayah....biasaler dia pegi amik for anak bini muda dia je.
Actually, adreana dah byk kali bagitau yg dia dapat no. 29 tapi harap sgt nombor tu silap or dia tersilap....hahaha tah aper2 tah kan. Then smp jer kelas dia nmpk ramai org dok menunggu giliran. "Sila ambil no. giliran.....18" Berjinggut ler menunggu. Dah abis borak dgn parents yg dtg....turn 17 jer cikgu class packing katanya nak kena hantar duit yg ader to da skool despatch nak antar ke bank and nak pegi solat. Jadinyer menunggu ler lagi dekat 1hr ++ jugakler. Lama giler smp turn aku.....anak nama aper??? "Alya Adreana"
Then she gave a list of paper with the overall results....gosh mmg btulla dia dpt no.29. Hmmm...with 2A3B1C. Da teacher told us that our dotter a bit slow and very quiet in da class. Wahhhhh...kat rumah jadi singa kat skolah tikus rupanye. I have checked on the Math paper and I realized she not understand the question actually and missed some questions. So....admit ler cuma when she said tat adreana a bit slow I am confused sekejap bcoz biler buat exercise tu...cepat je jawab but yeah...we dunno how dia kat skool kan. Cuma terkilan jugakler sbb as a parents gua rasa suma nak anak2 dia got a good results of coz....6As.
So from now on....aku nk adreana buat exercise to makesure she will get good result later on.

Kena TAG jugak ??

2009-07-02T11:57:00.004+08:00

Selalunyer aku dok tgk dorg ditagged je. Penah ler jugak kena tag beberapa kali tp aku ni mmg pemalas nk reply tag sbb aku tak pandai nk jawab. Takpela sempena cum bak blog aku ni....so aku harus....hehhehe

Nyatakan 5 fakta menarik tentang pemberi award ini :
1. Fara...ko yg aku kenal dulu innocent sbb selalu pakai baju kurung. Tapi biler lama2 dah kenal...hahahhaha out spoken gak n kepala giler2. Tak kenal maka tak cinta kan beb
2. Kekadang aku kena susun ayat baik2 dulu sbb aku takut nnt ko kecil hati kalau tersilap ckp. Kiranya ko ni sensitip jugakle
3. Well ko terer english compared to aku. Sbb tu biler karang emel aku suka refer kat ko or roslan
4. Anak-anak ko comel. Ko comel...begitu jugak dgn hubby ko
5. Ko pandai masak. tp malas lipat kain....hehhehe sbb ko selalu mentioned

Setiap blogger mestilah menyatakan 10 fakta atau hobi diri sendiri sebelum memilih penerima award yg seterusnya :
1. Aku ada 4 org anak dah walaupun aku rasa aku masih muda....
2. Aku tgh cuti 60 hari sbb baru lepas bersalin tp aku tk ddk umah dok berjalan je ke sana sini.
3. Semlm aku baru lepas dinner kat Fridays Pavillion...kwn aku blanja
4. Favorite movie...Braveheart (smp 3x aku tgk wayang) tp kenapa aku tak beli vcd dia yek
5. Favorite actor..Ewan McGregor sbb aku rasa falling with him dlm 'Trainspotting'
6. Dulu aku suka dgn xfm tp lepas dina tu muncul terus aku tak suka sbb aku rasa dia gediks add-on aimi lagi ler. pastu aku dah tak berapa suka dgr era lepas din beramboi suka buat lwk bangang. Last cal aku dgr Hot FM skang..best. Tapi nnt nak try dgr flyfm mcm fara gaks
7. Aku ni particular skit....smp hanger baju skolah (putih only), baju hubby (blue only), baju aku (pink only). Kalau maid aku silap hanger aku tukar balik. Kalau aku rajin skit....aku susun blk baju dlm almari ikut kaler dr yg pekat kepada yg cair dr hitam kepada yg putih.
8. Aku suka belek-belek blk gambar dlm album kawin...album anak2...suma album ler
9. Aku baca blk surat2 cinta lama yg aku bagi kat hubby or hubby bagi kat aku. So tat aku bole recall blk all sweet memories....
10. Aku suka melukis....mewarna homework anak2 aku....

Anda perlu memilih 5 penerima award seterusnye dan describe tentang mereka : (hmmm saper yg aku nak tag sbb suma yg aku kenal dah ditagged) Bole stop kat sini jer??

Menci arghhh....

2009-06-25T17:49:00.002+08:00

Mlm td baru lepas mimpi tak best siap nangis-nangis then hubby gua kasi kejut. Rupanyer mimpi....gua mimpi hubby gua nak kawin lain...hish hopefully mimpi jela tu.
Semlm juz received cal from my fren...all manpower-HP kena deduct 5% paycutt starting 01 Aug 2009. Chittttt.....

yeah...Bersiaran Kembali

2009-06-24T11:09:00.007+08:00

Lamanyer menyepi diri. Mengubat hati yg rajuk. Kali ni since tgh confinement and mcm2 citer happy from me n frens rasa mcm nak bersiaran kembali. Saja nak share da happiness.

New family members. 'welcome baby Alya Aqeela'
Atlast, setelah berminggu-minggu dok berantakan dgn opismate sbb nak cuti kena handover tasks...in details then dok bagging doc asmah suh induced....then on last checked up my gynea set appointment on 1st june.

So mmg gua dah suh my hubby take 1 day off utk tunggu til delivered. Pukul 6.30 dah kuar umah siap make-up bagai then having breakfast kat McD ampang jaya. Terus lepak kat open ward sbb bilik suma full. Open ward for 4 people but takde org...so ok jugakler bkn aper gua tak nak jadi mcm previous history. Masa adreana....pun kena dok dlm open ward smp time nk delivered tu i still remember rasa mcm nk terberak so pegi toilet dok lalu katil2 lain....smp rasanye they can see my back sbb tak sempat nk tutup....dok ulang-alik toilet few times. Then masa irfan.....dok tercirit atas katil then my hubby gak yg tolong cleaned up kan. ikhwan.....takde aper2...cool then now aqeela.....HUbby dah stat gelak2 kutuk sbb dah nak delivered pun nk make-up segala. Masa dia pegi kuar lunch gua pun basuhler muka sbb dah kena gelak. Doc dah mskkan ubat for induced tu pagi td so sure dlm hati dia pun dok gelakkan gua sbb make-up. So gua pun dok lepak atas katil sbb buat CTG beberapa kali. Sempatla record and snap few pictures sementara tak brapa sakit.

Lepas jer doc pecahkan ketuban abt 4.30pm gitu....terus mcm air kencing tak berenti2. hmmm...sure tak lama nk bersalin ler tu. Kali ni....daddy tak susah sgt...gua tgk dia asyik dok tertido jer...maklum ler kena dera bangun pagi2. So.....mmg dah abt time gua mmg dah tak tahan sgt baru dorg dok sorong ke labor room. Lagi skali dorg suh gua hold tunggu doc smp...chit...bengong tul....but sekali teran then baby selamat keluar. Baby gal 2.5 kg at 6.08 pm...alhamdulillah...

5 days after delivered, me n family bercuti kat Avillion, PD. Kebetulan time skool holidays n mmg dah booked dulu so redah jugakler. Suasana pemandangan dia cun compared to avillion lama but my sista kata yg lama tu dah cun n lagi best. I think so too....sbb kat avillion baru ni sunyi jer. anyway as long as my kids happy im ok wit it.

For mauze n fara: COngratulations........nxt year bertambah lagi family members...yeay
Guys.....kita suma ni pregnant lepas birthday ler...coincident????

Ribut...ribut

2009-01-13T12:34:00.004+08:00

13-Jan-2009
Semenjak ader pembantu ni....ari2 kena masak. Tak kirala lauk aper pun asalkan anak2 gue bisa mkn nnt. Dah beberapa ari yg lepas everytime blk umah, nasik dah abis so terpaksaler aku menahan lapar sementara tunggu hubby blk bwk burger. Mmgler bole masak nasik tp perut ni mengada or aku sendiri yg mengada2 tak nak mkn nasik.

Tadi pagi masa tgh siapkan anak2 gi skool, terperasan plak tudung adreana kotor. Takdela byk but can clearly seen. So lepas bwk anak2 pegi beli donut aku terus sental part2 yg kotor tu sementara van Kak Dodi tak smp lagi. Lepas je dorg dah naik van....I asked my maid why she didnot clean up da tudung.....then she replied,"Kan ibu bilang ngak usah dibasuhin ari2"....aduh pembantu ku ini.....kot ye pun tak basuh ari2 when it is not clean then tolongler basuh. Kenaperla pembaris lurus sgt ??

Last nite pegi umah my mom sbb nak mintak tolong urut sbb semenjak dua stat keja kat site baru ni....selalu jer lenguh bahu2 i ni. Pastu sajer nak mintak urut perut yg dah stat contraction. Mmg as per expected will started earlier. Minor jer....bknler mcm dah nak terberanak tu pun. Sbbkan previous2 experiences pun sama so....tahan jela.

23-Jan-2009
Since URS tgh tunggu user feedback so gua amik kesempatan update blog ni. Dok lama bersarang tak best plak. Tadi pagi aku rasa mcm nak kena sakit jantung biler....tetiba maid aku tanya bekal aper nak bwk for my kids. Oh gosh....i told her to prepare nuggets..end up dia kata aku nak beli donut. Memang ler kena ckp satu per satu word so tat she can understand. Bukanler aku cerewet sgt but things aku dah informed. Citer pasal maid jer blog ni....takpela. Last few nites aku check homework kakak...yg dia kata dah siap....sekali check kuar vocab...indon ehehhehe....bibik aku ajar dia kata. Ok ler but aku tkt nnt jawab soklan periksa cikgu tak paham je.

Daddy kat kuantan lagi....rajin banget outstation skang ni. Semenjak ader maid gituler. Semlm sbbkan boring giler gua drive thru ker ampang point mkn nasik ayam hainan...best. Parking kat road side sbb normal parking tu full. Mmg ler sekejap jer aku park pun...tau2 dah dpt surat cinta from pak polisi....baru jer ari tu setelkan saman....dah kena lagi. Nasib tak baik btulla. Kesian aku. Cepatla adik aku yg kat pulapol tu abis training...bole tlg discountkan...heheheh

Anibodi knows....kalau pic for passport taken tu senget accepted ker tak??

School 2009

2009-01-07T18:04:00.008+08:00

Tahun ni aku amik cuti jugak lagi sbb nak kena setelkan my 2 kids. Aku heret skali hubby cuti sbb nak sama2 experiencing 1st anak2 kat sekolah. Pagi....dah diskus dgn hubby...dhani will be with me to Taski Al-Huda while him with Yana to KAFA Integrasi Al-Huda. Setelkan dhani sekejap jer sbb aku dah byr fees masa school holidays tu. So juz asked da teacher whether got extra charges lg to be settled or not and transport for him sbb dis year kena amik kat umah. Ok...for kg.melayu...'auntie Dodi'....set..settle.
Then straight went to school Yana....cudnt find my hubby. Aku carik sendiri class and found out she at 1 Umar. I brought her bekal yg tertinggal kat umah. Muka masam jer.....serius...kama * zaz....heheheh. Then while waiting for my hubby yg rupa2nya balik umah sbb handphone tertinggal aku terus asking around for da transportation....aderla few vans yg parking kat luar skolah tu. But none of them yg nak amik sbb aku nak trip to skolah kebangsaan skali. Tunggu our turn for setelkan yuran etc.....then bole terus bwk anak balik. Ok ler. Ader few books yg aku tak beli lagi sbb last time takde stock so....went to Sek.Keb Taman Bukit Indah...mak aikks...ramainyer org beratur. Takpela.....then asked my hubby to check for dhani whether dia dah naik van auntie Dodi or not and asked her da fees. Kebetulan sgt Kak Dodi tu willing to amik Yana skali both Skolah Agama and Skolah Keb.....selamat. So....semuanyer selesai sbb buku rampaian yg digunakan dlm kelas suma ader for Yana. Transport pun setel for both my kids.
Since ari tu browse we both got summone kan...so tengahari we went to setel da summone....done. And went back to Sek.Keb Bukit Indah for dhani school registration 2010. At first da kerani tak nak accept then when he saw my hubby rupanyer....dorg geng. So....acceptedler...yes another good story for us. Then kebtulan Yana rehat time tu....so we all waited for her and surprisingly da price for a cup of water RM 1, Burger RM 1, Nasik Lemak RM 1......everything RM 1......tak ker mahal?? or suma school pun price dia macam tu??
Then ptg....call kak Dodi...dia terlmbt picked up bdak2 skolah so....we decided to picked her ptg tu.....anyway.....byk benda yg setel...so glad

Tahun Baru....

2009-01-04T11:48:00.005+08:00

Biler je aku baca blog fara, tabik spring beb dgn cita-cita ko tu. Aku mcm biasa biler ader time nak berciter then aku citerla dlm blog aku ni. Anyway sebabnyer pun sbb aku keja di kalangan mereka2 yg kuat bekerja. Yg aku rasa dorg tak memblog, memfacebook kan diri pun. Lagipun mcm aku nak tau perkembangan kengkwn yg lain.....jadinyer aku pun citerla any latest news about me...things happened recently.
Last week 28th Dec, anniversary ke-7. Celebration dah disambut seawalnyer di Phuket and sebenarnyer we both (me n hubby) terlupa to wish each other sbb memasing bz. Jiran ader buat kenduri kawin on tat day hubby bz tolong org mencuci pinggan aku plak layan anak2 yg notti tu. Ptg tu, aku dah informed kakak (dotter) yg aku akan antar anak2 suma kat umah nenek sbb nak jemput 'bibik' kat airport. Dah janji dgn daddy around 4 pm gerak ke sana. Sampai umah spec daddy patah plak. So....we went to focus point, ampang point. Luckily still under warranty so juz change the frame. Then terus pegi ke LCCT, Sepang. Otw tu mmg ok, rancak jer borak until nak smp LCCT....btul2 kat roundabout Hera called me....asking abt documents n some doc yg kena potostat....ooohhh...shut....mmg tak bwk aper pun. Hmmm....mmg aku diam jer terus dlm keta tu....sbb kena patah balik and brought those docs...takut punyer pasal. Juz imagine kena patah balik to Ampang. Pegi balik pegi balik...last call smp di LCCT around 8 pm. Terus pegi ke tmpt utk dapatkan pas lawatan. Since nama majikan atas nama my hubby so he will be da one yg asccot my maid. Manerla we all nak tau...rupa2nya tak bole masuk kat dlm tu pakai short pants. Aku yg msk kat dlm tu...tuk ascot. Lama jugak n my maid siap ckp 'Ya ampun buk.....'....konfuse gak rupanye ader yg tunggu kat situ smp 2 ari tak diambil agent/majikan. Aku malas nak citer kebengongan aku tak bwk document tu. Tapi by now aku dah bagitau kenapa aku terlmbt.
Now dah 1 week maid dgn aku, so far so good. Aku takut jugak ni...sbb dis is my 1st time...hopefully everything wud be good. Anak2 pun ok gak....cuma aku rasa keja2 dah agak ringan sbb ader pembantu ni.
Last Friday, aku pegi skool orientation for kakak. Ramai jugakla kengkwn skolah dulu yg anak2 sebaya. Mmg anak aku paling kecik kalau beratur tu. Terserempak plak dgn Azian n kebetulan sungguh anak kami satu kelas. Anak aku nmpk ok jer.....but masa aku mengintai sekejap kat kelas dia di tingkat yg paling atas (tingkat 3) tu aku tgk dia ddk sengsorg jer. Alamak kesian plak anak aku ni. Jawab soklan pun mcm konfiden jer....rupanye ader yg dia skip. Esok aku cuti lagi to setelkan transport n skolah agama plak. Keja2 opis aku dah setelkan skit utk direview......Yes
Sit belt....so far anak2 aku dah bole adapt sbb aku n hubby dah stat traine dorg seblum2 ni.....tak sanggup plak nak membyr rm 300 tu. But last nite, aku sajer cek saman hubby aderla dlm 5 saman..heheheh. Tot i dun have any....skali tu ader jugak rupanye but why aku tak dpt surat saman tu.....adus.....rm 200 plak tu speeding.

Ben 10 Boys & Barbie Girl

2008-12-30T11:11:00.007+08:00

Lepas balik bercuti...mistiler rasa bersalah dgn anak2 kan. So...on Sat tu bwk anak2 pegi JJ Wangsa Maju. Hehehhehe...menebus salah ler tu kunun. Hmmm amik ko ubat Jam Ben 10 dgn rega yg agak mencekik darah aku. Tapi takpela utk anak2 aper salahnyer. Jam Ben 10 yg rega rm10 tu dah berapa byk aku beli pun tak sure. Anak perempuan aku....Barbie girl yg tak barbie sebenarnya aku beli...asal bole ler...

Phuket Honeymoon

2008-12-24T23:01:00.004+08:00

This is my 1st trip to overseas....honeymoon trip so called. Booking time during July and really tot its only two of us.....suddenly I get pregnant around September, so me, hubby n 3 months baby (in my tummy). Tiring, fun, happy, enjoying...everything

Our flight was delayed from 2 pm to 8.30 pm......we are so stucked at LCCT with the environment...renovation here n there....hot....argggh....it is almost 8 hours me n hubby juz hanging around at the LCCT. Queuing for check-in.....gosh it is really messy there, board showed counter R21...with all mat salleh already queued up...I asked the next counter assistant, he said that the Phuket check-in counter will be at R11/ R12 so we decided not to queue at both counter....relax but suddenly when the R11 counter is opened we saw all the mat salleh berebut2 jugak. Only me n hubby....Malay yg beratur for this Phuket flight. One of the indonesian there tot we are filipino and thailandnese. Hahahhaha...looked a like maybe...anyway we are asean.

Phuket time is about 1 hr behind our local time. When we arrived at Phuket International Airport...we straight away booked for a taxi to the hotel. Tot we will be brought to hotel suddenly the driver brought us to the travelling agency. Hmmm.....since dis is our 1st time we tot it will be easy if we juz go thru them. Ok....we booked for Simon Caberat show 900 baht + James Bond trip tour for 2600 bath.....price for per person ok. 100 baht = RM 10. Then they said discount for us for taxi transport for our return day - 500 baht. Since it was a bit late so...we juz having our maggi cup for diner. No mood for sidewalking....too tired.

Day 2

Daddy's birthday today. Nothing special....juz a wish and hoping he will enjoy dis honeymoon trip.We had our breakfast at the hotel....hmmm difficult to choose food..im having my bubur ayam + breads + fruits + papodem (kindof). Then we decided to have a walk along the beach since our hotel is not tat far to Patong beach. Daddy wanted to buy a sandal and I decided to buy some souvenier for my frens....kids...relatives here. Wahhh...the price not much differ from our price. Special things only it is bought from Phuket not china town KL. Anyway I think i got good price also....bcoz we are 1st costumer arrived at the shop and they juz try to fulfill our price given. they did not show their price at all.......But most of them really tot im from Bangkok. Around 4 pm we having our lunch at Kusuma stall near by....they opened everyday from 4pm till 1 am. The food taste good....I like it....the price i think more a less same with Malaysia. Suggestion to frens....for trip or package juz get help from the bro here....they can get good price for us. At 6.50 pm we are ready for the Simon Cabaret Show, there is transport will take us to the place. Suddenly we got phone call from Hotel receptionist, they provides us a birthday cake....hmmmm....surprise. Simon Cabaret show is actually Lady Boy show. Hehhehehe....really tak pecah lubang....most of them cant tell that they are men. Need to sleep early bcoz tomorrow morning got a James Bond tour. The picked up van will be at 8.30 am.

Day 3

Woke up at 6 am.....then went for breakfast....searching for the bubur chicken....hahahhaha....today is not bubur chicken but pork bubur...gosh......then juz get breads + fruits. It was along journey actually. To get to the place took about 1 hr 45 minutes then there is a longtail boat waiting for us. There are 4 islands trip James Bond island, Hong island, ...island, dunno island....huhuhuhuhu. Shopping, kenuing....swimming....but not us since daddy did not bring his short. Daddy...got hot fever plak blk from the island tour. So stayed at the hotel.....tunggu daddy ok skit then at nite we go for walking at Bangla road area.

Day 4

Again our flight has been delayed from 4 pm to 915 pm.........but dis time around we spent our time at Patong beach area.....shopping for last minutes...buying things for daddy's officemates. Then having some food...last meal at Kusuma. With balance of 200 baht.....luckily still got extra bcoz during our checkin time....we need to pay for 100 baht. Daddy bought a coke....at Phuket airport for 50 baht....expensive.......From LCCT we took a skybus to KL Central for rm 9. Then we get a taxi to Ampang for rm 35.....

And dis morning I found out that I left my swimming suit panties at the hotel...hmmmmm how??

Hari-hari Berikutnya

2008-12-02T15:21:00.014+08:00

Hmmm...ini kali ke-2 aku taip balik selepas....suddenly yg aku taip tadi hilang.....argghhhh gosh. Tapi bisa kata-kata fara masih kedengaran kat telinga aku ni....so aku gagahi jugakler utk terus menaip.

2nd Check-up: 21-Nov-2008

Early morning dah kejutkan my kids to get ready bcoz....I will bring them to DSH (Damai Service Hospital) at Melawati to accompany me for my 2nd check up. As I arrived there...I saw alots of pregnant mom are waiting for da doc. Then I took da ticket....no.10.....we have our breakfast first and about 1 hour we went back to da clinic....arhhhhh da same faces still. Rupanyer doc still tak smp lagi. So...I told my hubby I budget my number surely around 12 noon baru they called. Hmmmm....lagi 1 person suddenly someone kat labor room tgh nak deliver baby. Aritu masa 1st checkup pun sama gak doc was not around sbb attend for delivery. Hmmm...nxt checkup tak tau ler sama jugak ke tak. My family hoping for a baby 'gal'. Yeala to cukupkan korum...2 pairs boy & gal. Yeah...when my name was called....my kids so excited and.....da doc looked surprised....seeing them. Your kids grown up.....u guys sud have another one after dis coming baby to fit the MPV. Hmmmm...lmbt lagi....will be prevent earlier...as dis time around mmg tak plan to pregnant pun. Due date: 22-June-2009. Ultrasound: length...4++cm, heartbeat..ok, womb....no infection, no cyst...everything seems to be good. Next checkup....blood test

p/s: nampak tak...baby yg kecik tu....

Langkawi Trip: 22-Nov to 24-Nov
Trip to Langkawi dis time very different. We drove from KL...but it was very tiring. Eventho it was not me yg drive. We dropped at Bukit Mertajam on da first day tu. Spend a nite kat umah my hubby's auntie. Hehehehe...paling lawak masa kat sini biler they called me 'roz'. Aku mmg biarkan jer...until da day nak bertolak ke Gelugor. I told them juz called me ina....then they laughed bagai nak rak. Dis is not da first time people calling me...nama yg bkn nama aku pun. Masa mula kawin dulu...some of my hubby's relatives calling me 'nouri'. They said we are looked alike...walaupun aku rasa part mata jer yg sama pun...da rest tak sama. Then we started our journey from Gelugor.....to Kuala Perlis. It took about 2 hours to reached Jeti. We are lucky bcoz there is a ferry ready to Langkawi.....Keadaan agak cemas skit masa nak masuk ke ferry sbb my hubby suddenly reliazed he left his handphone inside da car. He ran as fast as he can....and managed to be in same ferry with us....Mmg nasib sbb dia sendiri yg careless.....but i can imagined if it is mine.....arghhhh...btul tak daddy??

About half an hour smp kat Langkawi. Irfan told me tat he saw a big Eagle....da place we had taken a pic when our last trip to Langkawi. My bro-in-law had managed to get a free transport while we are at Langkawi. We had 2 vans....to go around Langkawi area. Dis time around we stayed at Century Suria apartment...near to Kuah. My kids a bit confused since last time we stayed at chalet....near Pantai Chenang. They played along da beach.....but here...got only swimming pool and bath tub. At least...gi jenjalan...

We spent our day for Cable Car ride, Galeri Perdana and.......Idaman Suri. Cable car ...bcoz da tickets....are affordable compared to Underwater. Idaman Suri bcoz of da kitchen ware yg murah2...sesua dgn nama kedai tu. Mmg murah banget....Pictures paling byk snap masa kat Galeri Perdana. Next time we go for Underwater....ok

My hubby drove from Kuala Perlis to KL for about 8 hours.Along da way.....hujan jer....amat mencabar kesabaran. Have to be more careful. Journey started at 5.30 pm and....we reached home around 1.30 midnite....Oh Langkawi...next time gua rasa.....will booked for flight tickets..

Pulapo, Semarak: 30-Nov

My youngest bro registration day to PULAPO. He will be located at Kuching, Sarawak for 3 months. Since there is no one yg volunteer to sent him so i decided to take da opportunity.....community contribution...cheh...family contribution ler. Yeala kalau ikut2 kan masa gua nak pi register skolah dulu pun takde saper yg volunteer nak antar. Ingat dulu masa register ke MCC...satu2nyer student yg smp kat situ naik lori....L.O.R.R.Y...tau. Aku ingat kak Kemot & Ally Iskandar masa tu tolong angkatkan barang2 aku turun dr lori. Malu gaks tapi aku buat selamba jer. Eeee...tah aper2 tah ungkit citer2 dulu. Tapi masa tu ayah & mak aku yg antar ler. Compare to nowadays ni...mcm takde ayah jer we ols adik-beradik....ooopss sensitive issue....

Punyerla ramai bdak2 yg melapor diri ari tu. Yeala those yg comes from Semenanjung will be gathered there first before they being sending to other training camp. Tapi aku tak tunggu lama ler walaupun aku tau mak nak tunggu smp dia naik bas or lorry to hostel. Aku ader wedding event ari tu. Tak per dah besar anyway.....hopefully dia berjaya dlm masa 3 bulan training ni.

WeekEnd & WeekDays yg Bz

2008-11-10T16:35:00.004+08:00

Huhuhuu.....penat, malas...tak tauler aper nak jadi pregnant kali ni. Bukan setakat malas nak buat keja umah...malas nak pegi keja skali tau. Tapi memandang diri ni hanya ler pekerja contract ku gagahi jugakler diri ni utk bangun tiap2 pagi tu. Mandi pun malas-malas jer....kul 9.30 am baru start enjin keta then pegi breakfast plak tu. Hmmmm...teka jela sampai opis normally arnd 10.00 to 10.30 am. Memagler suma org dok jeling jer...mengalahkan bos dtg opis je. Luckily ler bos takde pun kat site ni....rata2 pun sumanyer vendor from memaner company.
Last 2 weeks ader sports day kat skool my kids. heheheh....okler lama plak tak bersukan ni. Pepagi lagi dah kena bangun dgn tak sempat nak breakfast...sian je kat bdak2 tu. Last week ader majlis ihtifal. Both my kids performed. Mula2 skali irfan....jadi anak itik for 5 little ducks song. Then again for Kawanku....lawak yg masa lagu kawan ku tu....group punyer performance. Tetiba starting kawan dia yg pegang mic ternyanyi kuat...terus yg lelain terkedu n stop singing. Heheheh.....terpaksala ulang semula. Then kakak performed...wah....agogo gitu. Sampai nak terjatuh. Dancing bkn main lagi. Jumpa jugakla akhirnya dgn mama aryanna. Nama anak kita dekat2 jer kan.
This week aku nak setelkan bg assignment yg tertinggal ni...last cal new report request. Hari ni dah selamat aku design...so tomorrow nak test for production then....Happy Holiday to me...yeah. Holiday but byk benda lagi nak kena selesaikan. Nak kena pegi amik hp yg aku hantar last week, nak register skool for dhani both kindergarden n primary skool. Next week bercuti ke Langkawi dulu dgn family in-law. Nak amik hati anak2 sementara nak tunggu honeymoon trip next december.
Semlm baru jer lepas dpt profile maid. Tot of settlekan everything for visa application dis week. Baru perasan photostat passport maid tu takde. Hmmmm....kenala tunggu lagi. Hopefully before New Year 2009 dah dapat maid.

P/s: Hana Our dotter.....in action

Results....

2008-10-22T08:44:00.002+08:00

Semlm petang, aku keluar gi ampang point carik tester. Kebetulan hari hujan so terseranded dlm hujan yg lebat tu agak lama ler jugak. Then sampai ajer umah mmg tak tahan sgt nak buang air so...terus je aku test skali. Aku terus call hubby asked him to buy another one to confirm.

And last nite lepas jer daddy smp umah, terus je aku tanya whether dia beli or not. Katanya nak tgk result yg aku test....i was tot that dia tak beli so aku diam je then dia bg ler tester yg dia beli td.

Then test skali lagi......resultnyer:

Tak Larat...

2008-10-21T13:27:00.002+08:00

Huh.....cuti raya aku amik 2 ari jer....Tak sempat pun nak raya2 sakan. Project tgh bz nak live ni. Nak2 aku jer yg attend for reporting punyer part. And last minute jugak ler....macam2 benda yg happened. Aku dah setelkan suma reports before aku cuti raya ari tu emel to bos2 yg patut....yela for them to verify kan. Then stat jer keja....dan 2 aku kena handle UAT for reporting. Im so ok nak jaga UAT tu....but last cal user dok kata data tak sama dgn testing yg dorg buat. Mmg ler sangat2 tak sama...sbb bkn pointing to staging...still pointing to development. Nak salahkan aku....aku rasa dah berpuluh emel...exxegarate ler tu smp berpuluuh. takde la smp berpuluh but byk ler jugak emel yg aku sent suh dorg konfimkan IP for production tu. Last minutes suh aku prepare Test Script....aku dah mcm konfuse. Aku tak penah plak nmpk UAT document yg sepatutnye jadi guidelines.....mmg kasik mati ler tu.

Mmg macam2 issue yg user raised but sometimes....dari yg aku rasa paling minor till major. Then last week....aku kena handle UAT lagi....but dis time aku mmg tak tahan dgn user biler dia kata data tak der...and aku cek thru report of coz mmg takde...further investigate...some of the things not being configured kat server....tats not my fault. But user yg tak IT ni....manerla nak accept...tau2 suma mesti ader....aperda....dis is considered as user understanding ker aper?? Then emel flying......wah like a bird ha....stmt yg paling buat aku terus fed-up......Next time bring someone who knows end-to-end...process....saper punye salah?? Maner itu Test Manager...

Aku spent weekend to setel all reports yg last minutes dorg mintak tukar...tak dpt gi beraya open house umah kengkwn....HUhuhuhuhuu......

Last Sunday...aku buat open house macam biasa...tetamu yg datang pun tetamu yg setiap tahun hadir....tq. Walaupun ader jugak yg aku jemput tak datang....mungkin bz...macam aku last week....walaupun rumah aku open smp kul 12 mn. Yg penting...ader yg sudi dtg.

Ari ni aku amik cuti sbb aku rasa penat sgt...semlm control cun gi jugak opis itu pun sbb rumah aku dah setelkan pagi tu. Anak-anak exam for dis week. Aku nak spent time dgn dorg...revised maner subjek exam tu. For last time punyer exam aku bz sgt...smp ader paper yg dorg skip....So aku make sure kali ni dorg attend suma paper. Aku nak rileks...nak clearkan minda. Asyik memarah jer lately ni...nature calls.....tak calling2 lagi....macam suspen jer...malam kang kita try test tengok...

EidulFitri...2008

2008-10-06T14:37:00.009+08:00

Raya datang lagi....2008

Kemeriahan raya tu mmg tak rasa hinggalah ke saat2 akhir lepas aku stat cuti on Tuesday. Wah...meriahnyer Jalan TAR mlm raya tu. Lelong sini-sana. Tapi aku pegi sana pun sbb nak carik kerepek n gula-gula. Baju kurung bdak2 dorg lelong 3 pasang juz rm 50, baju mak2 lelong buy 2 free 1 dgn rega rm 100 jer. Hari2 seblum tu tawar ler smp melutut, merajuk mmg dorg tak layan. tapi malam tu giler2 punyer sale.

Tahun ni...macam tahun2 lepas jugak hubby aku janji nak ikut takbir tapi last minute dia tukar pikiran. Next year jela yang kita buat takbir kat umah...Sebenarnye aku teringin sgt nak org takbir kat umah bknnyer selalu org nak dtg menjenguk ke rumah. Takpela...kita ni ikut boss je. So, lepas blk carik kasut kakak, abang n adik kat one utama blk tu daddy terus tido. Aku pegi kedai beli aper2 yg patut utk masak for raya. Aku prepare kuah lemak masak lodeh, sambal paru, ayam masak merah. Cukup ler kot sbb yg memakannyer pun aku dgn hubby je. Kuah kacang amik kat umah MIL.

Hasil masak memasak...

Pagi raya...kejutkan daddy & abang sbb dorg nak pegi solat sunat raya. Satu lagi perkara yg tak tercapai lagi semenjak mendirikan rumah tangga. Solat sunat raya ni....maybe lepas ikhwan dah besar skit kot. Aku suh dorg jamah skit lauk yg ader but daddy minum jer...katanyer lepas solat nnt continue. Abang plak sental kuih raya sbb dia carik sosej & hotdog takde - ayooo...deyy ini raya melayu bkn org putih ler sayang. Aku siapkan kakak & adik n last org terakhir aku sendiri...bersiap.

Adik...pipinyer alahai...aku pun tak sure kenapa. Smp suma org tanya jatuh ker...actually it started with butir jerawat kecik jer....tak sangka plak merebak smp teruk begitu. Tapi dah beberapa ari ni nmpk kurang sbb aku sapu lotion kat area yg tak cantik tu.

Area yg btul2 tepi bibir kanan tu

Lepas daddy & abang smp....terus stat beratur sesi bersalaman. Hmmm....aku mulakan dulu. Banyak sgt dosa aku ni pada suami. Selalu jer keras kepala, hati batu....degil. Harap2 daddy ampunkan dosa kita. Then anak2 plak. Diikuti sesi bergambar dalam umah. Takdela pegi ke kedai gambar...tapi rasa mcm best jer biler Fara n Family berjaya mengabadikan potrait family kat studio tu. Lepas selamat menjamu juadah raya terus melangkahkan kaki ke rumah mertua ku. Kali ni....raya suma adik-beradik seblah daddy berkumpul. Cukupla...7 beradik n family masing2. Sampai ajer umah my mom dah takde org sbb dah pukul brapa suma org dah berangkat ke destinasi lain plak. Takpela...not 1st time...esok lusa jumpa dorg lagi.

Selalunyer 1st day raya dah blk kampung (Kuala Kubu je). But memasing pakat nak blk on 2nd day raya...so aku ikut jela. Then bawak anak2 pegi beraya umah Aisyah kat Langat. Dapatler dorg main bunga api. Dah berkali2 dok pujuk aku suh bwk gi umah auntie Aisyah...at last dpt jugak. Main bunga api lagi. Abang.....org yg selalu jer cedera dek kena bunga api. Kali ni....dia mercun naga hampir2 termeletup kat jari....tak teruk but biasala...acting boy. Melecur skit sbb daddy sempat campak sebelum meletup.

Beraya kat area ampang jer...seblum balik kampung, gi visit umah SIL yg terbakar skit sbbkan rumah kongsi yg btul2 blakang umah terbakar. Kul 5 am.....luckily kitchen jer skit tak sikit banyak tak banyak....makan duit jugak. Aderla sorg victim yg terbakar dlm kebakaran tu. So aku smp lambat skit ke kampung. Berdua jer dgn hubby. Anak2 dah ikut mummy long dia. Sehari jer...dah setel...umah mak uteh, then umah mak ngah....terus balik ampang semula.

Hari ni....aku dah stat keja balik dgn takde perasaan bekerja....cheh kureng tul. Jap2 lagi gua stat...ok. Selamat Hari Raya....

Aku bENCI biler...

2008-09-24T13:23:00.002+08:00

Arghhh...budusnyer semlm aku rasa. Lepas solat asar semlm....called my hubby telling him tat i will be going out with my sista to buy langsir to my mom. Then there is an invitation from my x-collegues masa kat pernec dulu ajak buka posa sama on dis friday. Pastu....sajer tanya daddy biler opis punyer buka puasa.....he said today.....cheh..suddenly jer. Awal2 dah tau but tak nak ajak aku pun. Yela....baik lepak dgn bos2...awek2...aku terus letak phone. And off skali.
Pending items....aderla skit not major thing on my side. Mr. solution arch....pun dah byk membantu so rasa best je. AKu on balik hp tu sbb harap sgt daddy cal. Tak jugak....kena aku jugak yg call. Hmmm....engage with someone else. Then daddy suh dtg opis dia....katanya dia tunggu but aku rasa mcm dah kecik hati sgt sbb...kalau btul nak ajak sure dah inform aku awal2. Then aku ddk dlm keta kat parking tu...lama jugak decide nak blk umah ker nak pegi opis hubby aku. Then i made up my mind to go home jer terus.
Tetiba ler plak jalan jammed near Bandar Tasik Selatan tu....n minyak keta plak dah tinggal skit...tak confident terus ajer aku patah blk n sent msg to my sista postponed to tomorrow nite. Aku terus pegi ke opis daddy. Tunggu dlm keta lagi...n i saw his car. Mmg betulla dia tgh tunggu. So...aku pun naik atas, hmmmm...tgh buat keja. Then aku pun ddk ler bukak nb...acknowledged something online. Then dah azan maghrib but masih kat opis tu lagi...
Terus je daddy jerit2 kalau tak nak pegi then jom blk ko bawak keta ko...aku bwk keta aku....ahhhhh bencinye.
Aku ddk dlm keta....dgn menangis teresak2....mcm org bodoh tul. dahler buka dgn seteguk air 100 plus yg dah ditinggalkan beberapa ari kat meja daddy tadi. AKu nmpk keta dia terus memecut. He called me.....tanya kat maner....aku dah gerak slowly....dgn menangis sepanjang jalan. daddy dah smp corner tol...aku stop kat R&R Kinrara...calling him but dia dah smp ke coughnot plak. Terus jela.....benci2....kalau ler aku terus blk umah n kuar dgn adik aku.....sure tak jadi mcm ni. Then smp umah....aku tak bukak lampu pun.....tak pegi amik anak2....sian dorg sbb janji nak main bunga api....cancel lagi.
Daddy cancel dinner dgn opismate kat Victoria Station. Aku tak tau aperla susah sgt nak ckp yg wife tak dijemput pun. Bukan aku tak paham.....ntahler but aku rasa dgn tindakan aku tu....adik aku kecik hati....hubby aku lagi ler....rasa bersalah dgn opismate lagi. Aku offer gak....aku suh daddy pegi join dorg n aku ddk dlm keta or terus blk bwk nb dia skali. Tapi daddy tak nak....so....sorry yang...
Kalau bole reverse time.......aku tak nak benda mcm ni jadi.

Happy Birthday to ME

2008-09-20T12:05:00.002+08:00

Hari ni.....besday aku yg ke-31. Tapi seawal pagi tadi pun dah buat silap. Aku termiss subuh pagi td. Patutnyer lepas sahur tu aku tunggu azan then terus bangun dan solat ahhhh....wat a stupid mistake. Waiting for my hubby calling again and wishing me.....happy birthday. Meleset skali dia call juz telling me..."kita tak jadi blk ari ni...esok je". Terus aku letak je call tu. Dia buat aku rasa lagi sedih aderla. Tauler bukannyer ader aper2 sangat pun. Alah setkt birthday je...aper ada hal. Last nite.....tepat kul 12.01...i got sms from my x-boss. He will alwaz be no one to wish normally not to me jer...but for da rest of his frens. If to me jer....dah spesel banget jadinyer.
Last nite tido kat umah my mom. So....berterabur ler kami anak-beranak kat ruang tamu umah mak yg agak sempit itu. Anak2 ajak jugak aku blk umah but aku malas since peristiwa...aku terbau....kapur barus masa tgh nak prepare for sahur. Aperla aku ni....benda tu kan biasa nak2 bulan ramadhan macam ni. Kan org kata our relatives dtg melawat tu. Yeala aku pun dah lama tak baca al-Quran....semenjak stat keja baru ni. Patutler rumah pun nmpk malap je. I ve sud start it back.
Hari ni, aku dah pesan to anak2 supaya puasa sbb ari ni besday aku....semata2. Tapi pagi tadi irfan dgn senyap2 dah mkn roti cokelat anak mak aku jaga. aghhhh.....bengang nyer. Terus aku angkut anak2 aku blk sbb dorg ader tuisyen ari ni. Lepas suma org dah ready terus je aku bwk ke rumah Umi (kwn my mom) to alter baju kurung raya for kakak...terlabuh maklum jerla baju beli dah siap mmg ler cam gitu. Then terus ke hardware carik lock set utk pintu baru nnt. Hmmm dpt ler tawar barang rm 35. OKler kot. Kaler....stainless still.....oops kena tukar balik ni...nnt tak match plak dgn frame tingkap umah. SO lepas antar kakak n abang to tuisyen...and mintak jasa baik cikgu rina to send them back to opah house....aku gi blk kedai hardware n tukar. Adik plak masalah....tak nak tinggal terpaksaler aku pujuk dia kat umah mak......nasib baik berjaya.
And now....aku kat opis....tgh memblog. Baru lepas check fb.....few of frens wish med....Happy Birthday.....Thanks a lot. Really appreciate it.

But da one from Daddy....

"hi mummy ...miss u alot .. love you more... still at Kota Bharu .. afternoon travel back to KL .. Happy 31th birthday .. malam nanti kita gi diner .. tapi tak tahu sampai KL pukul baper .."

Shopping Tak Hengat...

2008-09-15T14:58:00.005+08:00

Baru je lepas baca blog fara....tp agak keliru gitu biler dia translate -'Ellyn memilih kehidupan'....fara gi tukar balik....
Hehehe...sukati dia ler..Aku ni, rasa mcm takde perasaan raya tp aku gi ke jln TAR tu dah berkali2. Last week jer dah 3x aku pegi. Seblum tu Thursday pegi sbb nak dating dgn hubby...sambil ricky2 barang kat situ. Then Friday tu turun lagi sbb singgah potong suar jeans hubby kat Pertama Complex. Skali lagi jenjln kat TAR tu....Aku amatler berkenan dgn baju merah kain merah putih kat kedai...tapi reganyer RM179.00....gulllp...mcm agak mahal jer..then terus jln kunun carik tudung...aku tgk muka hubby aku dah semcm....takpela aku kata amik tudung terus blah...skali tanya tudung yg aku berkenan tu...RM 60.00....arghhh skali lagi aku rasa seperti hilang akal kerana reganyer yg mcm amat luar biasa....dan katanya batu tu batu mahal tu pasaller....ader jugak tudung yg aku kira dorg memainkan jer harganya RM 450.00 terus aku tanya kot2 dia tersilap letak...rupanya mmg btul reganya mcm tu....siap kata ni yg last tinggal...uuuhhhhh....org kaya manerla yg shopping tudung smp rm 450 tu.
Abaikan....dan kali ke-3 dan mmg mencabar kesabaran mental dan fizikal masa sabtu mlm ahad tu. Sbb aku angkut suma anak2 skali...org punyerla ramai. Kena tolak bagai....rasa mcm nak pengsan pun ader....belila....tudung 2 (hitam & merah), telekung adreana, songkok irfan & ikhwan, baju rugged adreana....luckily aku tak beli on friday tu...dok ingat dia akan pilih dress rupanyer baju rugged yg dipilih. Tak paham aku dgn anak aku yg pandai sgt bergaya ni. Semlm tak shopping baju...shopping beli cat yg mahal...sbb aku tak nak dinding pagar tu berkulat lagi. HUbby aku kata kena beli weather shield.....takpela...aku spend kali ni...bkn selalu pun. Setahun sekali jer. Singgah ampang point.....tempah cermin mata baru for my hubby. Pilihan yg limited tp aku rasa kali ni sbb aku yg pilih sud be ok....promotion kat focus point....bole 6 months intallment with 0 interest rate...ok wat. Then pilih cushion cover for ari raya nnt. Aku decided to used langsir 2 tahun lepas....so..most likely grey + purple.....theme...Aku teramat berkenan dgn carpet kat kedai tu....berbulu...aku beli jugak sbb aku suka sgt. aku berjaya tawar harganyer hampir 200 hinggit jugak. Mmg btul2 cover coffee table aku jer. Takpela....tahun ni tukar serba skit yg baru kat blah dlm tu.
Otw balik frm pasar keramat, dah nak smp umah masa tu...hujan lebat amat....mmg nmpk angin kuat. Jalan langsung tak nampak. Tapi yg pasti aku nnt papan tanda UM** suma tumbang
kat area umah aku tu. Electricity supply takde....alamak mcm maner nak berbuka kat umah. Aku bernasib baik keluar rumah sbb neighbor depan umah.....atapnyer terbang kalau tak maunyer mengenai kereta putih aku tu. Ari ni...ramai yg cuti keja sbb umah bocor....Sederet rumah depan tu.....atap bocor...Hmmmm.....apakah petandanyer itu....??

Suasana Ramadhan Kali Ini...

2008-09-06T10:30:00.007+08:00

Keadaan yg paling tak memberangsangkan ialah ketika berada di opis. Mmg byk kerja nak2 dah nak live ni...SIT ler....UAT ler.....arghhhh takut jer aku tak dpt cuti raya nnt. Dah ler selalu smp lambat jer kat opis. Sah2 kalau aku nak cabut awal agak rasa bersalah so aku diamkan jer diri dan tepat kul 6 or 6.30 aku gerakkan kaki balik umah. Kecuali ari jumaat mmg harusler aku berbuka kat opis hubby aku jer. Tak tauler aku aper permasalahan jln biler time ari jumaat jer sure bagai nak giler jemnyer.

Mmg amat tak dpt dielakkan ler for dis week aku tak dpt nak berbuka bersama2 dgn anak aku. Bak kata fara...kalau bole nak anak2 ader kenangan waktu berbuka posa bersama keluarga. Yela dulu2 kita suma kan berbuka dgn mak n ayah sekali. Kerjaya o...kerjaya. On da 1st day posa tu dptler berbuka bersama family mertua aku. Tapi aku yg paling geram sekarang ni dgn anak sulung aku.....kakak yana tu until now dah 5 days posa baru lepas sehari jer. compared to dhani aderla dia miss satu ari. Ari2 dia akan bagi alasan yg cikgu kata balik umah bole mkn. Aku dah pesan...kalau lapar tido jer dulu. Aku rasa pesanan yg biasa utk anak2 kot. So biler dorg posa...aku janji bagi dorg main bunga api waktu malam. So anak2 aku akan tunggu dgn penuh kesabaran walaupun dorg main kul 11 pm sbb aku n hubby blk keja lmbt. Kesian dorg.

Penjual bunga api popular seblah umah aku

Tgh asyik main bunga api...bestnyer

Last nite tak sempat nak berbuka sama sbb aku pegi Sogo. Sale tu...ramai giler org. Semlm mmg dah plan tuk bwk satu keta jer so.....smp jer hubby kat TPM aku terus turun...tunggu dia kat guard house sbb hujan semlm. BUt dah agak2 setgh jam tunggu confuse jugak takkan tak smp2 then aku call...rupanye hubby aku dah lama smp tunggu kat tepi jalan luar maxis building tu. Jalan menuju ke KL mmg obviously nmpk jem giler so we all decided to take hiway Putrajaya-KL but instead of turun ker KL kitorg pun menghala ke bangsar. Yezzer....berjaya smp ke destinasi yg dituju tepat 7.30 pm. Parking sogo yg agak confuse skang ni membuat kitaorg tersilap msk terpaksala......daddy mereversekan keta. Berbuka posa kat sogo...beli nasik yg mahal....RM 14.00 dgn lauk yg tek berapa sedap. Tapi ader incident yg membuatkan aku berasa agak bersalah sbb masa mula2 masuk sogo tu...alat sensor berbunyi while kitorg passed by. But since takde guard we all selamba badak terus jer naik ke level atas....dan atas...until suddenly another sensor berbunyi but masa tu aderla few people yg dah membeli-belah skali. So dorg kena tahan....alamak aku rasa mcm sbb aku jer. Takpela....while makan tu aku suh daddy cek....yeah....aku dah agak sure makeup aku punye tag tu yg buat sensor tu berbunyi...so kitorg cabut tag tu....then daddy suggest aku hold bag yg ader makeup tu skali. Heheheh.....misti sbb dia tkt kena tahan. Bukan aper masa shopping kat jusco mid-valley ari tu pun kena tahan jugak. Tapi tu mmg sbb casher lupa nak cabut benda alah yg warna putih tu. So.....pusing punyer pusing tak tauler brapa jam dah kat dlm tu....bykler juga aku memborong. Biler cek blk kakak punyer items paling byk. hmmmm....kenapa mcm tu...sbb girl punyer barang senang nak carik...byk choice....etc. Hopefully.....ari ni dia posa.....ok kenkwn dah smp kat opis ni...kang dorg jeling2 plak tgk aku.....

Ramadhan....2008

2008-09-02T21:16:00.004+08:00

Ramadhan dtg lagi buat tahun 2008 ni. Kali ni not only me and hubby jer yg berpuasa, but abg dan kakak aku try latih dorg berpuasa. As of semlm...alhamdulillah berjalan dgn lancar walaupun setiap setengah jam abg sure asking wat is da time now. "Dah nak buka yek mummy".....blum sayang. Tapi yg paling tak tahannye lagi setengah jam nak berbuka tu agak every 5 mins he will asked me. Macam contraction gitu. Actually semlm dia kira batal berpuasa mana taknyer....sedang aku dok mengiron baju kat atas dia naik....dgn lolipop ikhwan dlm mulut. Dia kata ikhwan yg suruh amik. Hmmmm....ikhwan tu bkn nyer pandai berckp lagi pun. Nampak sgt pembohongan.
As usual berbuka puasa di rumah my MIL for every first day of Ramadhan. Syukur aku dan family dapat bersama2 melaksanakan ibadah puasa utk tahun ni.
Ari ni...aku kat opis lagi dok memerah kepala utk mendapatkan idea2 membuat programming yg dah lama aku tinggaklkan. Nak rasanyer aku mintak tolong jue ....hehehehe professional java.
Aku ingin mengambil kesempatan ini utk mengucapkan selamat menyambut ramadhan bulan yg penuh berkat ini buat kengkwn yg membaca blog aku...to be cont

BirthDay@Skool..Alya Adreana

2008-08-30T17:02:00.003+08:00

Blum pun lagi birthday yg sebenar. But since da date will be mid of...fasting month nnt so aku decide to celebrate early kat skool dia. Then on tuesday tu aku dpt surat frm teacher dia....dorg will organize for those kids yg celebrate birthday on july, aug, september..OKler tu.

Aku dah lama dok mengusha org2 yg membuat cupcakes....then dok membrowse ke blog fara then terus ke blog kak nana (kakak soul) then....terus ke blog watie order cupcakes. Goodies for kengkwn dia mmg dah siapkan lst sunday sbb tkt nnt tak sempat. Luckily daddy ader skali utk tolong. Well...of coz for his anak kesayangan...our only princess. Seawal 4.30 pagi dah bangun sbb dah planned dgn daddy nak goreng nuggets n rebus sosej....extra food. Adik still tido lagi masa kul 6.30am aku antar dia kat umah mak...kesian dia. Tapi dia selalu jadi pengacau....susah org nak handle sat lagi.

Ahmed Irfan dah amik 2 biasaler.....save da best for last. Kakak say thank u to me n daddy then dia cont.....saying 'I luv U'.....terharu plak.

After dis we plan to have another birthday celebration together2 dgn ahmed irfan skali. After raya. Next coming October...ahmed irfan's birthday plak.

Alya Adreana - 15 September 2002

Ahmed Irfan Dhani - 16 October 2003

Ahmed Ikhwan Damian -25 January 2006

Lets Pray To GOD

2008-08-27T09:55:00.004+08:00

Semlm aku cuti lagi...emergency. Tak tau dah brapa byk cuti terkejut aku amik sejak join project maxis ni. Dahler tak cukup resources then knowledge on da thing yg aku kena handle pun a bit kaput. ahhhhh...wat gonna happen next. i also dunno. I juz received my contract renewal....yeahhh congrates....to me
Yesterday, masa tgh siap2 nak kuar pegi keja...i received a phone call from HKL. My sista...ayang....in critical condition. hmmmm...really kinda blurr....dunno wat happen actually. Lst weekn i did see her...she asked me to buy air kelapa bcoz dia demam as usual....we believed air kelapa bole kurangkan panas dlm badan rite. then monday nite....she was admitted to HKL due to low blood pressure. argghhhhh....wat happened?????
5th Floor, bed 33 - i saw few people arnd her bed. Huhhhh...so serious. yeah it is....aku rasa mcm nak jatuh pun ader....i really saw her...like a dead body....atas katil did not move at all. Got nurses helping her.....to breath. Pumping something i dunno wat it is....really wanna cry. then da doc explained to me tat...she got breathing problem dis morning then they notice tat she attempted with other serious problems....kidney failure, blood infection, low blood pressure.....gosh......so critical. Now ...they transferring her to ICU...3rd floor bed 18.
Lunch td aku decide to visit her.....condition getting better but still guna machine to breath.
28-Aug-2008:
Ari ni aku decided to visit awal so....lepas amik renewal contract from HP office aku terus ke HKL. Nak naik atas to ICU level tu mmgler susah bangat kat HKL ni. Then aku manage jugak naik atas then nmpk muka kakak security yg mmg menunjukkan muka tak puashati aku bole naik atas. Lantakler....yg penting aku dah kat atas then 12.30 aku msk dgn Rado kat dlm ICU room tu. Then start asking da staff nurse yg ader kat situ. They said....she awake now and can move her hand...yeahhh...good news. Glad to hear it. Then aku try calling her name but no answer..agak panic jugak then suddenly nurse tu calling her kinda loud jugak....and i saw her opened up her eyes....but very like so hi....maybe due to da medicine/ bius. She abt to say something but cannot get her...until someone saying...whether she wants 'Mak'...then dia angguk.....wat else do we expect....of coz we want our mom to be around.
Thank GOD....

WeekEnd Spesel

2008-08-25T14:26:00.002+08:00

Saturday.23.08.08

Spesel sbb byk benda yg dpt disetelkan. Anak2 mcm biasa kalau aderla achmal kat umah sure dorg seronok jer. Today tak dpt nak pegi gym sbb my mom takde lagipun semlm dah menempuh rintangan 3 jam lebih tuk smp kat SPK tu. Next week tak bole pegi on friday mengalahkan aper jer jem nyer semlm. Takde org sempatler lari dlm 20 mins non-stop.
Daddy keja ari ni....then lepas zuhur gi umah ijan ader house warmin...dgn org baru - selamat pengantin baru-...Malam daddy got meeting kat pondok pakalongan. Mummy dok umah tgk final Piala Malaysia. Hmmmm.....selangor kalah plak 3-2 but i like score from saifie sali.
Then got another match LIV vs Mids....yeahhhh....last minutes score during injury time...by Steven Gerrard. Hero of da match...it is a fantastic goal men.

SunDay.24.08.08

Bdak2 tak bangun lagi....kejutkan daddy then beli bf sesama...wah meriahnyer kedai nasik lemak makcik yg selalu aku bf before gi opis. Patutler monday usually dia wil cuti. Try few nasik lemak berdekatan. ....mmg seronok biler tgk org business...tak kisah kecil2an pun. Dlm tengahari skit
Daddy kuar pegi beli pasir, simen, batu...nak cover blk lubang kat dgn longkang depan umah. Hopefully cik Ti...kus tak bermaharajalela lagi......Malam we got diner with Aisyah's & co @ Pizza San Francisco Wangsa Maju. 2nd times we had diner sesama...bdak2 seronok...anak2 aku arghhhh...esp ikhwan tak reti dok diam. Macam ddk kat umah jer dia buat. Lari sini sana. Then dok citer dgn Aisyah abt incident kena skodeng tu. Hmmm...tul gak naperla tak gi report police ajer. Jgn kasi chance dgn org mcm tu. Yeala....tunggu nxt timeler. Mcm suspen skit nak gi report2 ni. Last gi report polis sbb hilang notebook. Then lst 2 weeks pegi balai sbb my dad kena tahan plak regarding kedai besi buruk. All abt polisi......

Nnt load pic masa diner lst nite.

Story...Morning GLORY

2008-08-21T10:44:00.004+08:00

hmmm...actually semlm smp jer opis gua terus on brio and try test changed on the scripting. At same time opened up my emel.....and i saw emel from mr.solution arch @IPCC project ni. Yeah...im dummy on brio and lazy to go thru those programming things again actual. I admit it is my fault so....let it be....anyway in learning process nothing to be ashamed off. Then when checked on the script that i ve changed...yes....its work bebeh.

No wonder my coll...smiling at me. He got cc ma.....uuuuhhhhhh

Dis morning...sent my kids to my MIL house again. Yesterday they seems to look happy...mayb sbb ramai org. Woke up early morning...having my sahur. Siap2kan my kids....mandi and breakfast @ my MIL's place.

Sementara tunggu daddy beli breakfast...
Dok snap pics....saper lagi kalau bkn kakak dgn adik. Dorg berdua ni mmg kaki posing. Abg kurang skit. Dah few days aku dok antar anak2 kat umah MIL. Dorg mcm seronok je even last nite tido kat umah nenek.
Skang ni kat umah my mom takde org pun sbb aleesya, achmal, yaya suma ikut my sista pegi johor umah my auntie. Kat umah my MIL ader farah, arip, damia...so boleler dorg get along sekali skala.

Sian plak tak bwk dorg gi jenjln for skool holiday kali ni. Tot of amik cuti friday (ari ni) pun tak jadi jugak. Ingat nak bwk dorg gi Times Square ddk seari kat dlm tu main aper sajer nak main. Aku pun seronok gak benarnyer pegi sana .....Rasa mcm puashati jer sbb dpt main mcm dan
byk2 kali plak tu.

Hmmm.....works beb works...
Kena study programming brio report ni. Until then.....

Mati...Lagi

2008-08-20T18:50:00.003+08:00

Hmmm....patutler semlm aku nmpk dia dok main kat atas jer....searching for O2 kot. And last nite..smp jer umah terus kalut gi check ikan lily biru tu.....ahhhhhghhhh...sedihnyer dah terselit kat tmpt yg biasa ikan2 lain mati. Sblum ni mmg ler daddy kata mcm nak mati tapi aku cuba gak menafikan dgn harapan ikan tu ....kuat ler.
Daddy dah warning sure sbb red bard aku yg kacau tu pasal ikan lily tu tkt. Ekor dia pun dah kena gigit....suspected...red bard yg notti tu. Takpela nak buat mcm maner....nyawa tak panjang.
Ari ni kena blk awal sbb ader kenduri...oopss dah kul 6.52 ni...kena bergegas sat lagi...kang tak sempat
Dahler pagi td menerima emel yg agak tak tahan telinga kalau aku baca berulang-ulang kali....dilihat pedih mata ni ha.....nnt story about my morning glory....

Cinta Antara Kita

2008-08-19T17:32:00.003+08:00

LIRIK Cinta Antara Kita
---------------------------
sejak dari duluku menyintaimu
kau tahu begitu namun kau berpura
ku masih teringat kau peluk diriku
yg telah membuat ku menyintai mu

sudah berapa lama
diriku ini
tak bertemu mu
mungkin ku harap jua
kau merindu ku sebagaimanaku rinduimu
cinta antara kita
tiada penghalangnya
walau akhir usiaku menyinta dirimu
ku hanya menunggu mu
menyata kau cintaku
ku kan berjanjimenyintamu syg....

setelah kau pergi jauh dari sisi
tiada ku cinta selain dirimu
ku ingin bersama dgnmu selamanya
walaupun sehingga ke akhir nyawa
mungkin kau tak mengerti
maksud ku dulu pada dirimu
kiniku kan menyinta dirimu itu sehingga ke akhir waktu

cinta antara kita
tiada penghalangnya
walau akhir usiaku menyintai dirimu
ku hanya menunggu mu
menyata kau cintaku
ku kan berjanji menyintamu syg....
sudah berapa lama
diriku ini
tak bertemu mu
mungkin ku harap jua
kau merindu ku sebagaimanaku rindumu

cinta antara kita
tiada penghalangnya
walau akhir usiaku menyinta dirimu
hanya menunggu mu
menyata kau cintaku
ku kan berjanji
menyintamu syg....
cinta antara kita
tiada penghalangnya
walau akhir usiaku menyintai dirimu
ku hanya menunggu mu
menyata kau cintaku
ku kan berjanji
menyintamu syg....

Merdeka Datang Lagi...

2008-08-18T22:36:00.003+08:00

As usual 31th August will be tarikh keramat buat rakyat malaysia. Tapi aku dpt rasakan saban tahun sambutan dah tak semeriah dulu2. Yela seawal masuk jer bln ogos surely byk kenderaan mostly kat KL ni dah siap berpelekat bendera kecik....tak kirala dpt free or beli but really can see how excited people feel when august coming. Semangat juang sekarang tak sehebat dulu dan erti kemerdekaan pun dah tak serupa. Bkn nak kata cuma sekilas pandangan jer.....buat sambutan konsert sini sana.....bkn utk menghayati kemerdekaan but lebih menjurus kepada sosialis jer. Bukan semua segelintir.....

Sebenarnya aku terdebar2 biler tgk iklan petronas yg baru.....Afdlin Shauki (as bapa) and Shazlan-pelakon 'Hikayat Putera Shazlan' (as anak). Da commercial started with da kid....request to have jala nak tangkap ikan but da father told him tat duit takde.....then nak keta mainan.....same reply he got. Until one day he received a letter....offer for him to further studies....then da father hulurkan box yg ader buku account....wow....a lots men, da father really save those money for him.....for good things.....oh god....brapa byk pembaziran yg aku dah buat selama ni....suddenly aku terpikirkan ttg duit saving for my kids....berapa tahun lagi ni...for 3 kids......gosh...i need to....

And yg best anak tak lupakan bapa dia.....lepas dah keja then blk kampung bwk blk motor besar idaman utk daddy dia.....hehehehehh 'all good things goes back to him' .

Aqua...

2008-08-18T14:37:00.007+08:00

Yes.....bestnyer tgk ikan dlm aquarium ni. Semlm baru lepas beli lagi 2 ekor....Lily. Hmmm...nama mcm tak best jer kan. Takpela....hari tu tak dpt nak bela nemo sbb aku tak pandai nak jaga. Biarla ikan aper pun yg penting biler aku tgk jer ikan ni nyaman jer rasa.

Yg merah hati tu...antara yg 1st aku beli...Red Barb. Adalah jugak aku jumpa kaloi sabah yg farok penah suggest tu tapi besar jer yg ader kat kedai ikan. So lepas dok belek2 ikan dlm kedai tu terus terminat kat

Lily...aderla 2 ekor...rupa lebih kurang kaloi sabah gak...ader janggut.... Carik jugak ikan DBKL tapi yg hubby aku dok carik takde....dia suggest beli yang warna putih...yela lain skit kan. Lagipun kat dalam aquarium tu dah byk kaler gelap.

Atleast dia nmpk cantik kalau warna putih. Aritu dia nmpk kat kedai ikan pandan indah...ala2 dalmatian ikan DBKL tu. Tgkla nnt kalau yg berdua tu dok relaks jer kenala aku carik yg lain.

Ari ni still MC....allergic naik balik. Condition yg tidak memberangsangkan btulla. Bukak jer emel dpt reminder from HP for contract expiry. One month from now.....berdebar

Allergy...arggghhh

2008-08-15T10:23:00.002+08:00

Wed....dunno too lazy to go to work. Tension maybe but atleast i get better picture of wat im suppose to do with the report now. Yes....Thank you to mr.solution architect. Tot of straight to the gym but better be hum....be with my babies. Yess...daddy agree to be hum early also to help me taking care of our kids. I need to finished up wat task...if possible offline mood. After few trial, im not able to doing it offline. Gosh...useless
MC not planning...
After a bit fight wit my beloved hubby....we went out for lunch@Sec** Rec. I wished tat we can have it at Ikan Bakar, Keramat. Look at da menu...wahhh best2. Normally i juz have a brownies and lime. But i saw a Nasi Goreng ala Thai....seems to be new...yeah...ordered it bebeh.
Taste good with 2 big prawn as they called it 'King Prawn'. Im not able to finished it not becoz of da taste but becoz i felt so full.
Be with Daddy..hhehe
wating for my hubby at Sapura's Canteen. Suddenly he asked me why i look so 'red'. OOpsss...then i noticed my hand...my face....arghhh gosh it got a marked small...big...biggest...I need to see da doc...really panic bcoz dis is my first time...experience such thing. To go to panel clininc but my card not valid anymore....then we went to see Dr.ROha. UUhhhh.....i take 1 injection to get recover faster. Then she suspected it is due to the prawn. Maybe da way they cooked it....got such thing...maa?? She afraid it might disturbing my 'system pernafasan..' so far not tat good. Still got some itchy. Im back to work dah...but after cal my fren...she also got allergy due to work stress.....huU???
Suddenly i questioning myself whether da thing happen due to food i ve taken or....work stres??

Penang Lagi...

2008-08-11T14:57:00.005+08:00

Last weekend.....again we had another trip to Penang. Actually tak tau pun plannyer mcm maner sbb main objective to attend wedding kat Kuala Ketil. We all juz follow...so...08-08-08....meriah jer no tu....Pagi tu dah cal cikgu Rina informing her tat my kids tak dpt hadir ke skool sbb blk kampung. Bersiap bkn main awal rupanyer smp umah my MIL org lain suma blum get ready pun. Ask daddy to buy nasik lemak for breakfast and roti telur for our babies.
Arnd 9 am stat bergerak ke Penang dulu. Few times jugakler my SIL dok hint abt hotel murah near to kak Pipil's house (SIL kat Penang). Hehehehe....aper salahnyer memeriahkan rumah tu...lepak ramai2 seronok skit. Lagipun last time nite stay kat situ masa lepas kawin dulu last 6 years. Otw to Penang...as usual will dropped by kat Tapah having our lunch there. Blum sempat aper2 ikhwan sure terus jer tarik gua kat Playground. Main...ler aper lagi...

Then...smp dekat dah kul 2 pm gitu kot....berehat2 jap. Towel...hahahha kununyer stay kat hotel takdela bwk towel. Then mlm tu gi site visit relatives then carik tmpt mkn tuk diner mcm giler jer...atlast pekena nasik kayu....itu pun dah kul 12 kot....hish hish...hish

....KUALA KETIL

Wedding mmg meriah giler lst cal beb....tapi bestnyer laman pun luas takyah nak kena tutup jln mcm kat KL ni. Dengan kebun buah2an keliling umah...syok. Smp jer daddy suh gi mkn dulu seblum ramai tamu. So mkn alas perut then terus gi visit relative lagi sbb seblah umah jer. Sementara tunggu perantin smp....suma penat dan of coz dahaga....best pic....

Heheheh...daddy pun patut amik segelas air gak. Kaler lain....Lupa nak mentioned....air pun byk choice: grape, syrup, sarsi, oren, mangga, milo....etc. Since majlis kenduri tu schedule to abis kul 6.30 pm so we all berangkat awal skit sbb nak menyinggah ker umah kakak my MIL kat Bukit Mertajam plak. Tumpang solat and having a cup of air oren jap...kira tea break then cont lagi journey to Penang semula. Padahal dah packing kunun nak bermlm umah obek pier...cancel sbb dunno...we all follow jer....

1st ride...Ferry
-hahhaha jakun tul...dlm keta tu daddy dah ckp lama nak menyeberang ni abt 45 mins or 30 mins. hmmmm tkt sbb tak penah naik feri sebenarnyer. Tapi...biler dah naik....best...sbb kena angin laut n cepat bkn mcm yg daddy mentioned tu....cesss...

Sorry muka daddy lawak skit....

Diner terus dekat dgn E-Park Kondo....mkn biasa jer bole dpt gak kat KL ni....Tapi rega mcm agak mahal....dunno ler skang ni suma kan naik harga..hahhahaha even hantaran pun...ooopss...

Smp KL semula semlm kul 4 pm....kemas2 brg then cuci kain.....terus gi ampang point.....yeahhhh

Skool Holidays cum my holidays....uuuurghh

2008-06-13T19:16:00.002+08:00

Keja yg terlalu byk and time cuti ari tuh bukannye tak nak update but asal tgk notebook jer....terus rasa letih. Anyway...cuti pun tak smp 2 weeks kena call balik keja...continue setelkan watever things yg tak setel lagi kat BAT ni. Last few weeks...dok keja mcm org giler....then dpt jer cuti ari tu terus demam..cesss mmg sah segala urat saraf dah penat. 4 days on the bed rasa mcm mati kutu jer...dgn sakit tekak, dgn demam.....benda2 lain nak kasik setel.....uuuhhhh....anyway berjaya jugak.
First week skool holiday tu mmg dah plan for ahmed dhani bersunat. Bukannya aper....dia selalu sgt complaint itchy kat tat part....(atot). So, pagi tu lepas smp frm opis 6.30 lena sat then terus mandi. Kejutkan dia and pegi bf....ingat lagi dia pesan...dia kata " abg kemal kata kalau dah besar mcm dia baru bole sunat...nnt mummy tanya ler kat doc tu. Abg ni kan kecik lagi...." so aku pun mengiyakan jerla. Achmal tu cousin dia bknler besar maner pun...std 4 and lst year baru jer sunat. Smp kat klinik pagi tu...aku nmpk kat list nama depan surgery room tu.....nama dhani yg no.2....and 1st person dah kat dlm. Mmg dia yg paling kecik....i mean yg lain suma dlm umur 11 tahun.....Then suddenly dia kata nak terberak....nasib baik awal beberapa minit...then nama dia dipanggil.
Bukak jer pintu tu....doc bagi salam n terus dia kata,"OK adik bukak suar and baring atas ni"....Dhani tak terkata aper pun terus je aku bukakkan suar dia n baring atas katil tu. Masa kena bius tu mmg ler dia menangis...bukan 1 tmpt but 3 tmpt area....atot tu ler. Then doc stat dok tarik2 kulit dia tu....i think budget nak potong takat maner kot. Stat ler dia amik laser.....n potong...dhani nmpk ok jer....tgk doc tu ptg. Doc ader jugak dok alter skit2....then jahit....ok jela...Kuar room tu suma org kata dia nmpk cute.....dorg tak tau dia control hensem. Daddy smp dia dah abis operate.
But...sad thing is until now tak recover sepenuhnye lagi. Dah about 3 weeks...maybe due to:
1. Atot dia 'buta'
2. Tak berpantang
3. Lasak sgt
My MIL ckp after sunat kena berendam dlm air garam bagi cepat kering. Insya-allah......
So now....otw nak baik n aku takdela panic lagi.
Aku pegi KWSP ari tu and dgn document 2 set for me n hubby then smp kat kaunter checking doc....officer tu kata kalau buat loan dgn Maybank, RHB, CIMB tak perlu doc enof with the letter yg stated brapa outstanding kita jer. Cesss....luckily aku tak byr buta2 kat Maybank aritu....but effort my hubby to photostat tu......is highly appreciated. And now tgh tunggu cek from KWSP for settlement. But at same time aku still byr monthly......bkn aper cepat skit.
Skool registration for dhani terbantut lagi sbb kerani tu tak nak terima bcoz aku guna alamat umah btul. Bila org sincere tak nak accept plak. So aku kena mintak kerjasama SIL to be penjaga dia since aku nak dia skolah kat Bukit Indah tu jugak.
Pegi penang.....penat but okler....bwk anak2 berjalan. Lagipun lst aku pegi masa tu dhani baru setahun. Now dah 5 tahun mmg jauh bezanyer. Macam2 ader dah kat penang. Tapi nasik ayam bukit jambul tu mmg sedap ler. cuma aku takdela tapau...kalau ikutkan mmg nak....jaga badan...hahahahha. Meriah giler wedding sedara hubby aku ni. Siap dgn flower girl.....dayang2 mcm istana...tapi pengantin smp naik keta lelain. Berkompang sakan....berbalas pantun bagai....ala2 mcm pengantin johor kena tol la plak. Smp kat dlm tu mmg muka sumanya familiar. Rupa2nya ramai yg check in kat Vistana tu. Maklum jerla sedara mara jauh2 ni tak kenal sgt....patutler ader yg dok tersengih2 masa register kat kaunter tadi. Rupanya sedara. Mlm tu gi belasah sotong bakar kat padang kota.....kuah tak best. Since suma pun dah penat attend wedding siang tadi so......kitorg blk vistana n tido. Esoknyer check out.....mcm biasa n blk to KL dgn tenang sbb monday...org dah stat keja......Yeahhhhhh

Works...works...worms

2008-05-13T20:30:00.002+08:00

Wahh...quiet sometimes jugak tak memblog. Lagipun bkn ader org nak tumpang lalu....so actually penat sgt...got a lots n lots of works to settle. Da one yg for opis is one thing ader byk lagi ni....nak kena gi KWSP for settlement...dptler 3 years settlement...ok wat. Then nak kena gi register skool for ahmed irfan dhani. Then...nak gi jumpa dr.asmah for the implano tu....nak servis keta end of dis month....arggghhhh....road tax and insurance 28 may....blum gi amik form lagi. wahhhh.....feel like so tired...after all i need to get it done.
first thing first....project rollout gonna be on 19th May...support things for 2 weeks sud be at HP office, Damansara. During dis time....surely free to setel other things. Take a time off break...for KWSP..skool registration....and road tax and insurance. Servis keta wait for next pay day....dr.asmah....during my 2 weeks replacement leave.
Yeaahhhh...everything under control.
Today....2nd day my kids exam...dunno how they doing it....hopefully they can do it well. Mummy n daddy dok alwaz went hum late. Sometimes we do kesian to them...to my mom..but wat to do...we got things to do here...crazee...got time squeeze??????

Lagging.......Jap

2008-04-25T18:43:00.004+08:00

Road to ???
Last wednesday morning....with a big hope for LIVERPOOL...ended with a thousand regret....not last for few minutes...but at few secs left....Riise did a big mistake. What da f** he is doin...making ppl confused men.
Gym today....not in healthy condition...not enof sleep...active sex activities....hahahhaha....cuti meeeh..Arrived at da gym abt 10.00 am as per schedule. My instructor already there bcoz he got another session before. Start with the tread mill activities. Doin my fast walk for abt 8 mins and 2 mins jogging. Tak larat...seriusly i really feel tired. Have some conversation with him on the game tat morning....ooohhh no....gosh he is MU fan. Wat a coincidence. No wonder...Ferdinand. Hahahahah. After few others activities suddenly i felt like wanna pengsan...asked for 5 mins break.....went to changing room...vomitting kat situ jugak. Continued..act like nothing happened. Macho...At last doin da sit up for my stomach..3 set...pasni kempis.
Loan related...aper da customer servis dia ni...like a blurr...At last she advised me to photostat all da documents on my own. Siap advised me to photostat sendiri bcoz da charge is RM 15 per document...got 2 docs for 2 sets...then it will cost me RM 60. I juz like wateverla....i will do it sendiri.
Wahhhh......alots of reports to check...pengsan to check data not tally. Investigate is memeningkan kepala........$%$&88

Interest Things....in my LiFe

2008-04-21T19:47:00.003+08:00

Of coz beside my 3 little angels....got other things to make my life interesting. Everyone should have one at least.

Music...yeahhh...i luv music not all type of music. Got different genre...mayb im more to hunky punky sound. aper da....dulu i remember i luv to hear da sound of Beastie Boys.....songs....monkeys song. heheheh....last time when those underground band still being 'under' it kinda very talented youngster....with they own music arrangement. it is fun...and i cud find on their lyrics very sincere...i did go to few gigs....accompanied my beloved boy-fren last time..(now daddy of my 3 kids). They got mangosteen, hostile disgrace, intoxicated, splitters....and few main stream band...I would consider butterfingers, caburator dang,....and many mores. But nowadays....we can hear all underground band who are working hard before being accepted by others. The music industry is diff compared to last time where they need to pay high cost for one demos. Now band like 'HUjan'.....surprisingly they do things by their own label....tats good. We did exposed to Indonesian band...my fav 'DEWA' of coz. Da song of their music....da lyrics......everything....good to hear. Emmmo.....nition.....yeah...one of da BLAST OFF talents..Wahhhh...music and music and more music....I heard on Nerves frm Pretty Ugly did mention on how greats he felt for da new comers in music industry...he said theres no diff between main stream bands and underground bands.....all unites for our local music industry...yeahhhhh......sound good.

Movies.....movie...of coz DVD cetak rompak. Normally when i had supper with my hubby at mamak stall bukit indah. Last great movie I watched was....'Death Sentence'. Kinda brutal.....gangsterism....acting by Kevin Bacon. I dunno one of my fren said it is too hardcore....is it...not actually. Got things to be learned....frm the movie itself. How tight the relationship amongst them...how they supposed to act for da rules of gang acceptance.....crazee men....but i like dis movie...How da father trying to hard to protect his family....losing one by one of da family members....Part tat making me cries.....Few times....watching Big Daddy...acting by Adam Sandler......dis buddy really good in making ppl laughing. I do have my own collection of Ewan Mc Gregor, Edward Norton,Adam Sandler, Tom Hanks, Russel Crowe......Arggghhh...I lost my Romper Stomper.....Sud get it again.....

Tomorrow....one day off....take a break.....gym and housing loan to be settled.......

Mood....Best ker???

2008-04-18T14:19:00.004+08:00

Merajuk...merajuk....tu jerla yg asyik terjadi kebelakangan ni. Merajuk dgn my hubby. Tadi pagi pun mcm tu jugak. Last nite...lepas blk visit my FIL yg kena operate due to....cyst dlm usus...my hubby terus gi opis blk. Cal him kat his opis arnd 10.30 masa tu....mcm tak nak blk jer. So i decided to off my hp....cabut cable telephone kat umah....and...lock pintu bwh tu. But tersedar masa kakak nak susu tu...rasa mcm tak patut jer....buat mcm tu so....gua sambung blk cable telefon umah. Hehehehhe.....mmg ler tak bole msk kalau dah lock abis-abisan pintu tu....so 12.30 gitu telefon ringing....My hubby dah blk. Dulu2 rajin gak nak mskkan maggi for him but now mmg penyakit malas dah bertapak semula. But biasala lelaki kalau tau wife marah sure terer and reti jer buat everything sendiri. Gua temankan ler jugak my hubby mkn maggi tu....tapi dlm keadaan tak sedar diri....ngantuk sgt.
Tadi pagi...merajuk lagi sbb tak dpt breakfast sama. Benci jer....then gua gi singgah gerai pakcik depan skolah ampang tu...beli nasi lemak 1.20 tu 2 bungkus skali. On da way to office...my hubby calling say sorry......bengang sgt. Mmg selalu jer tak prihatin....feel like not much important.....bkn not much....not at all...sumanyer terpaksa. Smp opis...mmg berlagak cool like nothing happen jer. Aderla dlm sejam kot tetiba jer rasa....nature call....argghhhhhhh lupa im supposed to bring my pad..and today gatal plak pakai thong....
Cal my hubby to fetch me and pegiler Giant.....hahahhah kena pakai disposable panty......sesuai...tak best tul. Patutler asyik nak marah je beberapa ari ni....rupanyer nak peot. Sorry la yang.....mmg rasa tak puashati bangat.
Kejap lagi ni nak kena move out ke GSD, TPM balik......
4.00 pm:
Now dah berada di TPM, Bukit Jalil. Esok roll out for Hong Kong...preparation for reports succesfully done. Test reports running thru DESKI and INFOVIEW...yeah....good. But tonite, have to stayback got to clear things for Malaysia reports. Well for past few days dok go hum early jer bcoz risau sgt dgn my FIL. But yesterday evening eventhough still dlm wad ICU...he still nmpk weak jer. Tapi part yg tak tahan tu...semlm dia bagitau my SIL kalau dia kuar nak pekena yogurt....aper2 jela bapak asalkan everything selamat.
Hmmm.....data still not available...wah...easy.....hehehhe....cannot do anything ma....how do i verify???...Let ETL team load da data first. So i can get my job done early tonite. Tomorrow need to be here early morning to verify data run after Hong Kong rollout midnite ni.
Cuti??? forget abt it for dis time being. Wait until Malaysia rollout bcoz i will be staying in dis project. UUUuuhhh.....sud be ok wit me...anyway...wat else i gonna do??

Organize MySelf

2008-04-17T11:44:00.002+08:00

Things tat supposed to be important to our lives. Organize....manage time....yeah...i did it yesterday. Woke up at 5.30 lipat those kain yg tak kering semlm. Then solat subuh...prepared susu for my kids and terus iron baju bcoz dis weekend gonna be working....working days....rollout again and dis time for Hong Kong. Eventhough my part not really important this time since UAT for BO reports dah done a week ago kat Hong Kong. 97% of the report successfully accepted. Yeah.....
This week kena verify data loaded correctly by ETL team. Kemas rumah everything....Kejutkan my kids for skool....done....suma clear. Tersangkak skit sbb lepas antar my kids tgk my hubby sedang beraksi kuak lentang.....jeles terasa...then join skali until 9 am. Mandi2 gi keja....not bad....as usual smp 9.30 to 10 am...by dis hour jln tak jem sgt especially kat area Counought tu....Antara nak dgn tak nak jer.
My FIL dah masuk Hospital.....Usus Tersumbat. Dunno why....how...its happened. Cuma a bit terkilan bcoz i did asked him to go hospital earlier but he refused. Now....dah masuk kat dlm operation room. Today....gonna go to visit him...Hopefully everything ok.
Anyway...sebenarnya juz nak beri pandangan biler suma benda dpt kita setelkan ikut perancangan rasa mcm best jer. Normally diri kita sendiri yg kena dimotivatekan.
Now...tgh investigate few Malaysia reports since...the rollout tak lama lagi. Next week...im supposed to join other project but til now no gud news...from top mgmt. I guess still be in dis project till end of project....ended soon....yeah...nak cuti...nak cuti

NEMOs...dah takde

2008-04-15T16:26:00.002+08:00

Semlm half-day....gi kedai ikan tanya wat happen to all da NEMOs....
"Mmg itu mcm punyer. Dia terkejut...Even kat ini kedai pun mcm tu jugak. Lu bole tgk kat sana...."
Hmmm....kerugian rm 20 hinggit dlm masa 1 ari jer. Then tanya mcm maner cara2 yg sebetulnyer pasang skimmer tu. Okeh...blk kang gua suh hubby gua uruskan.

Pegi umah MIL....sbb kununnyer nak send my FIL gi hospital sbb dia mengalami permasalahan dlman....tak terkentut and tak terbear....rock for 3 days dah. Smp kat sana rupanyer dia gi klinik dah. Tak lama pastu dia...blk.....aderl beberapa ubat yg agak berkesan....tak lama tu dia berjaya membuang.

Blk umah....terus gua tuju ke aquarium....arghhhhh....another one mati....terselit plak tu...sian.
Gua beranikan jugak seluk kan tgn kat dlm tu...tarik dia skit2...sedih beb....
Lama gak gua abiskan masa dok berckp2 dgn nemo yg sekor lagi tu....
Tinggal satu2nyer nemo.....
Tapi pg tadi.....dia dok menyorok kat celah2 live rock tu...and mmg gua dah agak.....dia mati jugak.....
So....weekend ni gua akan antar sample air sekali lg. test ler btul2 uncle.......Jgn smp gua malah nnt....hehehhe...tah aper2 tah...mencabar kesabaran gua jer

Full fill Time???

2008-04-14T12:12:00.005+08:00

Gym....with Fitness First
Actually dah lama nak join but kejap rasa mcm ok jer body ni....kejap rasa mcm tak.. Then tkt membazir plak. Tapi tak mcm maner...terasa nak ader feel so....gua heret skali my hubby to join. Dah set appointment on 29-March. Pagi tu.....my hubby bz sebenarnya kat site....ajak jugak....demi wife tercinta ni...dia gagahkan jugak kaki...
Tot kejap jer session tu...lama plak...register for both me n my hubby with da corporate rate that i got....we are fitness first members...at last.
Saturday: 05th-April, Supposed to be first session with Personel Trainer...yg ader only for my hubby je...Bengang a bit..sbb dorg mcm tak do proper arrangement and as client rasa mcm disappointed skit. Pastu terpaksala gua share instructor wit my hubby. Rasa mcm unfair pun ader gak. 1st time naik treadmill tu...hahhahahah.....machine tu stop jer....gua turun rasa mcm nak jatuh. Then.....terasa mcm kena karen plak....sahler byk sgt cas eletrostatic dlm bdn gua ni.
Sunday: 06th-April, another session.....sharing with my hubby still....dis time explore other machines....for chest....arm...kaki......apatah terms for dis things. Tapi part yg paling menggerunkan is.....sit up...for tummy....my hubby byk kali merungut abt it. As for me, mayb gua dah stat sit up skali-skala kat umah.....kureng rasa skit.
Wed: 09th-April.....IOI puchong, kureng best sbb tmpt a bit crowded. Pastu ramai org....lepas abis keja kot. Nak parking pun susah. Then feeling tak best sgt....so after dis try gi tmpt lain.
Sat: 11th-April, Successfully have my own instructor...Dis time, my instructor really showed me those exercise yg meant for women. Dulu tu agak instructor my hubby pun mcm serba-salah....nak tunjuk-ajar aper to me..Balik rasa ringan and terasa lenguh part kaki ni...peha merrrr.....smp mengigil2.

MARINE FISH.....My NEMOs
Setup aquarium punyer la dah lama....nearly a month. Lst week antar sample air then level garam terlebih plak. But semlm tokey kedai tu kata dah bole letak ikan....LIVE rock.....cuma coral aritu dia kata temp kena below 27 celcius. So....bela Live rock dulu and few NEMOs...2 large and 2 medium size. My kids....excited sgt sbb dis time dorg takdela tgk aquarium yg kosong je.....perhiasan semata....
Tapi....pagi tadi tak tauler.....kat maner silap nyer tah....those yg large tu dah mati. Skimmer tu my hubby baru jer pasang mlm td dlm keadaan ragu2...sbb dah lupa cara2 nak pasang. Tah biler nak dpt gi kedai tu blk cek...n tanya why ikan2 tu mati....
Blk kang....gua nak tgk lama 2 survivors dlm aquarium tu....hopefully still bertahan. Gua nak antar sample air lg...nak tanya apsal kematian tu terjadi. Bingung...gua memikirkan permasalahan ni.

Credit Card oh credit card

2008-04-02T13:47:00.002+08:00

Kali ni nak citer pasal credit card. Hmmm...ramai sgt dah jadi mangsa salah penggunaan ni rasanyer. Tapi org lain biar dgn citer dorg......Ni sbb kena-mengena dgn hidup gua-hubby tercinta. Latest statement.....whow.....minumum payment cecah 4k...gile aper.
As usual I will check on the details...i know he never bother abt it. I reliazed that the loan thru phone tu dah not loan...dah include dlm normal txn bills. Forsure...it will coz overlimit....2.5k....celaka tul citibank ni. Da time dia bargain customer punyer interest mmg lembut gigi...gusi....i know it is marketing strategy. And tertipula...ramai2 pengguna bcoz it is actually menambahkan lagi hutang...it is good if...only...we are stopped frm using it...juz do monthly payment loan. Tapi biasaler....credit card is like keperluan nowadays. We are actually yg make it be like tat.
Dis morning I asked my hubby to cal CTB customer service to get more information. As per explained.....lack 2 months payment loan automatically convert to normal txn. Da thing yg made me angry is bcoz they did not tell da customer in details. DO we have time to go thru everything esp...those docss....if u asked.....i dont have....seriously it is suck.....Im complaining on the officer who did call my hubby to settle some amount.....without telling him abt loan yg will be auto convert. They sud know n study each products offered as she gave da reason is bcoz that person frm different dept. CUmmon....wud it be someone who handle housing loan calling person related to credit card loan....surely not. I ve been working in banking environment for quiet sometime.....only those related jer yg will call.......
At da end.....bcoz dah puas marah2 tak puas hati...then she suddenly suggested tat CTB will send memo to apologize on things happen....and person in charge yg offer tat loan to my hubby will return call within 3 working days...meaning tat bef saturday he sud have received phone call frm tat PIC. ......I have been waiting for you........

Kerja-Kerja

2008-03-24T14:17:00.003+08:00

It is abt 6 months i ve been one of HP group. Indirectly bcoz gua still contract under Manpower. But it is an honour to be part of HP resources. Working with all experiences ppl. Mmg considered gua ni drpd golongan medium jer. Takdela terer sgt but everybodi here likes......very cooperative. Helping each other but most important things is sharing of knowlegde. In da team which im attached to currently got only 2 female ladies jer. Da rest....chinese.
My collegue yg sorg tu mmg expert...salute....dah bertahun dlm IT ni but i really believed tat professionalism is important in a teamwork.
Biasala tu sure got stories behind. Takpela let me and da rest of da team jer yg tau.
Together we unite.....hahhahah......Macam biasa jer dgr tat slogan. Tu dulu band 'HOSTILE DISGRACE' punyer title song.....masa tu my hub jadi lead singer...
Later citer....zaman dulu2 got a lots of stories.....
And now time to work.....KERJA-KERJA lebih baik kerja.....Meet Uncle Husin

A Famosa

2008-03-17T14:27:00.002+08:00

Lagi2 A Famosa...macam ler takde tmpt lain nak pegi. Bkn tak nak pegi tmpt lain but tmpt lain lagi manyak nak kuarkan wang. Lagipun mmg gua rasa worth sgt cuti2 kat A Famosa ni sbbnyer dulu penah pegi skali n my kids really enjoy dgn tmpt ni.

8.00 am

Dah siap kejutkan my kids suma bangun n mandikan dorg last person yg gua kejutkan is my hubby. Semlm dok bergaduh pasal aper pun tak ingatler. Then pagi tu dia tanya baju aper yg gua pack for him.....gua suh jer dia check sendiri. Gua mmg pack lebih tkt ader baju yg dia tak berkenan.

Having breakfast kat Dunkin Donuts lepas tol sungai besi. Kesian kat anak2 gua ni.....n senang ckp my family ler sbb dpt mummy yg malas memasak. Bukan tak bole....gua part memasak ni mmg paling tak terer and lemah. Kekadang gua masak ler jugak....tapi yg pelik smp tak nak berenti..mengong

11.00 am

Kununnyer nak checkin....kat resort hotel sbb dulu checkin kat sini....rupanyer kat condo. Sebenarnya gua mmg confident kat situ jer. Lepas tu dok berargue dgn my hub smp abis tgn dia kena cubit. Sori sbb bengang. Rupanyer checkin paling awal arnd 3 pm so terus pegi masuk safari. Dulu gua tak bole naik jenjln kat situ sbb tgh preg...but kali ni dgn baby yg gua pregnantkan dulu pun join skalik. BEst round2 kat dlm tu...PAsstu gi tgk 'Wild West Show'...sama jer mcm dulu2 jugak cuma nak abiskan masa...tapi yg paling tipu skali Bird SHow tu sbb nnt burung tu akan amik duit dorg org ramai n duit tu cuma warna merah jer.....hish tak patut tul....tu kira derma dorg kata...ahahhahah...sukatiler
4.00 pm
Check-in time.....dah baik dgn my hub masa ni.....dok kemaskan aper2 yg patut then kuar town beli mkn sbb dulu penah order one of dlm menu tu but tak memberangsangkan. Pegi pekan alor gajah....pekena nasik ayam kat situ then bungkusler satay. Pelikla org melaka ni....penjual pun act macam pelanggan gak but then biler org order kat kedai seblah dan2 kena sound. Satay...takdela best sgt rasanya mmg tak bole kalahkan satay kajang tu ler walaupun gua tak berapa suka sgt pun.
8.00 pm
Carnival......ader Red Indians show n Parade tu yg best skali sebenarnya. My kids suka part ni...Macam2 Ader..Binatang2 yg kat safari tadi those actor n actress dlm Wild Wild West tu....suma yg terlibat ler sbb gua nmpk pakcik yg masa gua naik gajah tu pun ader skali......Naik gajah jugak dia....tapi sbb dia dah tua....mcm kesian jer nak suh gajah tu jln....n dia yg last skali...senyum pun mcm senyum kambing jer.
4D Theater...dulu tak masuk sbb gua pregnant jugak. Tah ape2 tah byk jer limitation for preg lady ni. Kali ni masuk n dgn baby ikhwan skali.....Nama pun 4D....ikhwan yg lebih2 menjerit kesian dia.....gua dpt rasa heartbeat dia....laju sgt. Yana n Dhani suka......dpt rasa mcm real beb.
11.30 pm
Bola.....Hubby jer yg lyn sbb gua keletihan n sbb temankan anak2 tido dlm bilik. Sebenarnya nak pancing dorg so tat bole spent time dgn daddy dia skali gua pun lena.....dgn amannyer.
11.00 am
Check-Out lepas having breakfast. Anak2 gua ni suka mandi but since gua terlupa nak bwk suar pendek my hubby so dorg terpaksala mandi dlm bathtub jer.....feeling jer lebih. Lepas check-out terus gi jenjln kat TESCO Malacca.....best

New Journey Begin

2007-09-25T02:16:00.000+08:00

Hmmm...it is being more than a year i stopped blogging. Those my old skool rockers: lan, z, fara, mauze, mus, pie, zaki, faizal :p, wati n futsal gals, kak anum, hidayah n volley ball team players, account dept for my monthly claims, din gumuks n AFB teams n members of team building ....hehehhe lotz of lots of fun with you guys. Will never forget all the sweet memories, courages, kutuk2....hhahahha making me growing older i think.
17-Sep-2007, my 1st day with HP. Suzy...my x-classmate n x-roommate has been working with HP nearly 7 years and I think there should be ok, all right....she still alive what. Today...a bit tired, a handover session with Patricia. Anyway, I used to work till late night last time. Should be no problem...and she brought me to British American Tabacco (BAT), PJ as my 1st assignment to be at site office....supporting Business Objects. I luv BO so much....hehhhe.

This one week seems to be ok for me. Maybe i used to work hard before?? Yes....i am. The only thing I missed alots is my friends at PERNEC. Have fun, laughter, enjoy.....all good memories. This is a start....yeah.....

"I can walk for 100 miles...n
I can walk for 100 mores......"

Sarawak......with LUV (PART II)

2006-07-10T13:59:00.000+08:00

Continue...
Saturday: 01-July
Pagi-pagi lagi aku dah bangun prepare breakfast untuk anak-anak. Aderla nugget & roti gula tu skit...bole bwk bekal ke Sarikin. Suma org dah bersiap sedia sbb semlm dah frust sgt. Kalau ikutkan hati aku ni....mmg tak teringin pun nak pegi sana bukan aper perasaan sakit hati tu still ader lagi. Berapa ramai org kami berenti tanya but non of tem yg inform pasar tu tutup hari jumaat...cessss....
But since mus n my hubby kata alangz2 dah smp kat s'wak ni pegi jerla kang kempunan pulak...ala bukan aku kempunan ikan tembakul pun smp nak suh batu belah batu bertangkup tu telan n makan aku pun....ntah2 dia pun tak selera nak mkn aku...tak cun...hhahahhaha merapu ler tu
Okeh...perjalanan kali ini mmg tak memenatkan sgt ler sbb dah terer jln...so smp jer kat Pasar Sarikin tu....terus window shopping. Tapi....aku dah surevey compare harga dgn kat town tu lebeh kurang jer. Nak mintak tawar or kurangkan skit jer harga dia punyerla susah. Mayb one of da reason sbb kita org ni bkn local....mayb ler kot. Mus dah bwk Heidi n Daddy bwk Dhani tunggu kat keta...dorg tak sanggup menempuhi keadaan cuaca yg panas terik...

Dlm keta..blk fr Sarikin

Aku adala beli key-chain skit....kipas tgn (sbb kakak dah terpatahkan one of da kipas tu), udang kering...aperlagi yek...rasanya tu jerla kot. Dgn kakak yg tetiba jer nak terkencingla plak kat situ...nasib ader toilet (aku terlupa byr 20 cents.....)
Balik tu ingat nak singgah ke Taman Budaya tapi cancel sbb keadaan Heidi yg dah semakin teruk...kesian tgk budak2 biler sakit ni. So we all balik.....rehat kat aprt.
Malam....hmmm...ader futball mad nation ENG-POR kat depan water front. Jalan2 kat Bazaar waterfront tu...beli-belah kecil-kecilan lagi. Pencil yg kepala org comel2 tu n gelang manik tu pun sbb kakak yg mengada-ngada nak....Jalan2, snap beberapa pics then blk semula.....Heidi dah makin teruk.

Irfan dah ngantuk...kakak merajuk Daddy n Kakak Family

Lepas mkn....anak2 dah tido, parents time berborak sambil tgk games ENG-POR....aku frust gak bile england kalah n tah kenapa dgn gerard, lampard, carregher......suma hampeh...Rooney....kasik taruh satu kali itu ronaldo...kerek tul mmt tu....tak per...next ITALY plak.....buffon my hero. Selamat kena belasah penalty tak perla....mlm tu kemaskan brg2 nak berangkat esok...FLy to KL blk...hukhukuhhk.....

Sunday: 02-July
As usual kemaskan brg makanan yg tertinggal......yg diwakafkan (bahan pencuci, beras, kicap, gula, garam) yg lain2 aku sapu bwk balik. Mus bwk Heidi gi klinik...mmg doc sahkan kena penyakit itu. Keluarkan kali ni terus check-out....pegi Taman Budaya then terus gi airport.
On da way on da move bebeh......smp Taman Budaya...price entrance for Adult = $45.00 sekepala. Children below 6 years...free....yeayaea...
Lepas tu dpt ala2 passport gitu buku hijau. Ader 7 rumah untuk dilawati so every rumah tu chop kat passport. Rumah Cina, rumah Melayu rasanyer biasa jer. Ader rumah Iban, Penan, aperlagi yek...kang kalau silap...takper nnt aku check....kalau tak salah Melayu, Bidayuh, satu lagi aper yek....tak ingat ler....eheehhe (byk sgt termkn semut ni)
Berpeluh jugakla round seluruh s'wak ni...org kata kalau pegi Taman Budaya ni kiranya dah melawat S'wak keseluruhannyer la.....byk yg interesting kat sini. Rumah Iban ader org main alat muzik, rumah penan bole test menyumpit...(kena byr tau....hubby aku dah blk sini baru bagitau) sian abg penan tu dahla kitorg siap bergambar dgn dia lagi...siap vidcam lagi tu...sorila abg....tak sengaja.

Jalan-Jalan Taman Budaya Sarawak

Habis melwt taman budaya tu...masing2 dah bau mcm aper jer...berpeluh tu bai....smpkan aku ckp kat hubby aku....kita ddk skali jerla anak-beranak kang ader plak org lain yg tak tahan dgn bau peluh kitorg ni. Perfume suma dah kasik sumbat kat bag camping (hantar msk bagasi kapal). Hehehehe....takperla...i bau u, u bau i......i luv u bebeh. Nak pegi Airpot pun sesat2 jugak kitorg ni. Tapi everything ok....smp kat airport makan dulu....Since airpot baru reno so...tmpt mkn amatla limited. Nasi ayam....9 hinggit.....kalau kat tmpt biasa mau 3 pinggan aku mkn tu. Takpela hal mkn ni jgn berkira sgt org kata...tapi aku kata...uuuittt...tak berbaloi tu bai sbb kureng. Tgh tunggu Budiman mmbr mus.....ikan masin s'wak n kek s'wak sudah mai. Ikan tu tak mahal...size kecik tapi sedap.....Kek mmg teramat sedap...ader byk perasaan tau.
Smp KLIA mus n aisyah terus bwk anak2 pegi HKL checkup...Aku n family terus balik umah.
@11.30 pm mcm tu lepas amik Ikhwan kat umah mak terus dpt cal from Aisyah...doc yg check anak2 dia tu suh aku bwk anak2 plak check sbb tkt dorg pun terinfected. Hantar blk Ikhwan to umah Opah then melepek kat HKL tu smp 2.00 am....alhamdulillah my kids ok but still monitor. Til today dorg sihat...selsema jer skit....

..So happy....

Sarawak....wit LUV (PART I)

2006-07-04T17:39:00.001+08:00

At last....aku n family telah melaburkan sejumlah wang utk trip ke sarawak....
Membooking flite masa promo airasia...'Everybody can fly'. Giler beb...tak dpt pagi try ptg...tak dpt malay punyer test chinese...yg aku dpt tu thru chinese ler....Tak penah giler mcm ni....pastu setting dgn aisyah plak....n pegi/balik sama flite. So, few days before aku dah suh aisyah confirmkan apartment and transport kat sana.
28-June: Wednesday
Aisyah confirmkan stay kat apartment Somerset...kalau prebiu thru internet tu agak menarik.
Transport....mus (hubby aisyah) will check on it. Orite...everythin in places. Mlm ni aku kemaskan brg lain...to makesure tak der benda yg tertinggal pun. Hmmm....lepas time keja aku merendek ke a.park jap kununnyer nak membeli toilettories (belasah)....tetiba terjebak dgn tmpt penjualan kamera...dan yg seangkatan dgnnya. Tak slim but okla....sbb seblm ni aku terasa kerdil sgt dgn digicam yg aku ader tu....
Hubby aku blk lmbt....so dia buat audit skali lagi to ensure all things dah packed.

Mlm seblum... Tgh charge batt for vidcam....

29-June: Thursday
Flight kul 11am...pagi lagi dah bangun gorengkan nuggets for my kids. Then mandikan kakak n abg....alhamdulillah adik nyenyak tido..so takderla aku kelam-kabut gitu. Biler suma dah sedia dgn bag pun aku dah bwk turun da last person aku kejutkan hubby aku....
Mula2 gi antar Ahmed Ikhwan ke rumah mak aku...sedih gak aku masa nak tinggalkan dia tu tapi aku rasa mmg patut aku tinggalkan sbb penyakit HFDM. Diakan baby lagi...nxt time mummy promise adik misti join kitorg. Pastu pi umah my MIL sbb nak jemput drebar ke KLIA. Lepas dpt restu suma then baru bertolak ker airport. Sepanjang perjalanan tu aku tido jer pun tau2 jer dah smp kat rndabt dekat dgn Sepang circuit tu...mmg dah dekat sgt.
Smp jer aisyah dah check-in so aku pun follow jer instruction. Tetiba kakak aku cal....mula2 snd aku apsal tak inform dia masa nak jual digicam then wish aku n family enjoy our trip...hehehe...

Kids with Uncle Mus Suasana kat Airport

Arnd 10.30 am tu dah kena msk kat departure hall...anak2 (Yana & Dhani) aku n anak2 aisyah (Hana & Heidi) berlari sana-sini..mmg tak terkawal dah. Masa tu aku ternmpk Bandi AMUK...yeyeye...dgn sorg awek tgh dok sembang2. Biler dah time nak berangkat tu....aku jln dgn dhani while my hubby dgn kakak. Masa tgh nak smp ke tangga tu aku dah dgr dia mintak daddy dukung sbb dia tkt. Smp jer kat atas flight tu mmg suara dia jer yg terdgr...keriau...nangis sakan. Few mins lepas tu aku tgk smp mmt bangla blakang sit aisyah tu smp terjengil bijik mata tgk dorg happening sgt. Smp Kuching skit lebih kurang 1.15 then Budiman (tq...member mus) dah ready dgn keta Unser yg bole memuatkan kami berdua family. So...follow him n wife smp Somerset....hmmm actually dlm internet nmpk mcm grand but dia share building with OCBC. Hotel apartment...tak cun sgt but facilities ok.
Lepas check-in tu siap2 terus pi carik mkn....pi beli groceries skit2 sbb bole memskkan kat aprt tu. then tak gi mana2 pun sbb keletihan so....aktiviti seterusnya....tido.

30-June: Friday
As usual bangun pagi....then konon nak gi breakfast kat apartment tu...hampeh takder mende yg menarik so....kuar gi Family Cafe near BNM. Nasik lemak special mmg sedap. Bro kedai tu suggest we all pegi Sarikin...(mcm2 ader)...Hmmm...instead of planning yg mula2 nak pi Taman Buday tu we all tukar plak gi Sarikin since bro tu recomm...then dia kata plak brg2 byk ari ni sbb today 1st day bisnes. Sesat berjam2 perjalanan yg amat meletihkan. Beberapa kali jugak berenti tanya kat org direction to Sarikin tu but yg peliknyer takder sorg pun yg mention hari tu tak der org berjualan. Pasar tu start Saturda smp kul 6pm then Sunday smp kul 2pm. Cit....nyumpah tul aku....MMg aku tak dtg dah Sarikin. Blk tu we all pegi Muzium and aquarium sblah-menyeblah jer....muzium byk kat kuching ni tapi yg kitorg pegi ni muzium etnologi kot... yg lain aku tgk ttp jer.

Kat dlm tu takleh nak snap pics so....nak citer pun better gi tgk sendirila. macam2 ader bai.

(Note: Something wrong somewhere byk pics yg tak bole dishare...gi visit http://ellyn-e.fotopages.com)

WhEn....We GeT ToGeTheR

2006-06-27T12:39:00.002+08:00

Seronok biler dpt berkumpul ramai2...bebas nak citer pasal aper pun. Lawatan pertama ni....tahniah kepada mauze...hehehehe....

Date: 24-June-2006
Venue: Taman Puncak Jalil

Mmg dah planned baik punyer. Few days bef dah diskus wit my hubby....pagi tu follow dia pegi opis...anak-beranak angkut skali. Sbb...takyah buang masa since his opis dekat Sunway jer so...on da way on da move gitu. Daddy bz settlekan keja2 yg ader skit then...cheh...ader mtg plak dgn boss dia....Tgk jam dah dekat 1pm...hmmm...geram tul la....(aturcara majlis kedtgan dif2 kehormat kul 12 onwards)....Lagi skali Dah byk kali sebenarnya....byk wed's member yg cancel sbb daddy overdose buat keja...Tunggu punyer tunggu..atlast...arnd 1.15 mcm tu kot mtg abis...terus bergegas gi umah mauze (taknak jadi yg last)......HAHAHA.....tetiba terjadi yg 1st bole...
Then Fara, Lan, akhir skali Kak Arn.... but by da time kak arn smp tu i dah nak blk. Yg penting suma org tersesat....tapi berjaya jugak smp...dun wori.

Family Lan (Boss tak der)

Family Mauze (Harith tak der)

Suasana...blended suma2....(Opppss pic tak kuar2 walaupun dah byk kali aku try).

Im fed up now....so aku rasa aku teruskan dgn citer yg lain plakla.

Oh...my BaBies

2006-05-18T12:54:00.000+08:00

Baby...Baby....Baby

Alya Adreana - 16 Sept 2002
She is nearly 4 yrs now. Our first baby, excited sgt lepas dpt baby. Actually we are expecting a boy but masa scan tu doc confirmed baby gal so...terima seadanya as long as baby sihat dan sempurna. Alhamdulillah...everything goes fine. Perkembangan from baby until now mmg cepat sgt. Mayb bcoz Yana cepat dpt adik and most of ppl said tat baby gal catched up cepat. Mmg tak susah jaga masa baby tapi now...dah makin nakal. Mula2 tu nak bagi nama Aliyah, Amira, all a's....the get idea from nama anak amy mastura - adreana (daddy peminat setia amy) then lepas beli mag PaMa....dlm tu combination of nama Alya Adreana with good meaning. Pantang nmpk Irfan senyap jer misti nak buli adik dia. La ni dua-dua dah besar sama naik jer. Pening kepala melayan dia ni...tapi seronok gak especially sbb dia baby kita. Dengan mulut dia yg suka membebel2, nyanyi lagu 'DEWA', 'PETERPAN', 'PADI' (aper ni suma Indon Band)...hahahah but favorite dia is DEWA. Lagu2 lain tu pun terer gak tuler bila fara infom yg dlm latest kaset mawi ader marhaban, berzanji, doa2, etc...aku ingat nak beli n bagi dia dgr. Then barula Islamic gitu. BUt most unforgetable moment...baru2 ni dia bisik kat telinga aku 'Happy Birthday Mummy' whereas she supposed to wish happy mother's day. Yang buat aku terharu tu sbb dr siang daddy dok suh wish tapi dia tak nak. Tetiba mlm tu biler daddy dah msk tido dgn irfan then dia bisik kat telinga i....hmmmmm luv u so much baby. Nxt year we have planned to send her to kindergarten. So hopefully she can make new frens, adapt to new environment...can't wait to see....

Ahmed Irfan Dhani - 15 Oct 2003
I'm pregnant again....baru 3 mths takkan kot. Hahahaha....anyway dah jadi pun. Tak per org kata beranak muda2 ni ok nnt takderla biler anak umur setahun jagung umur kita dah beribu tahun jagungnya. Merepet jer aku ni....Mmg dis time tak expect baby boy sbb tkt jadi mcm masa pregnant Yana dulu. Bila dah msk 3 mths....then doc congrate us telling tat
baby boy dis time. Hmmm....dun wanna be to excited until da day has cum. Yeah.....baby boy....name? name?? name??? All da names masa pregnant yana dulu tu dah ader my cousin amik. Then since im addicted to DEWA...and forsure those who know it irfan name is actually created from ahmad dhani (vocalist/guitar)...cuma utk bagi org konfius skit jer....kami add irfan tu so it bcomes ahmed irfan dhani. Macam yana, irfan pun dah stat menyanyi lagu2 band indon yg aku sebutkan. Kalau gi mana2 sure org tot he is gal...yela sbb rambut dia panjang n he actually had sweet face like a gal. Manja sgt dgn mummy but selalu ckp anak daddy.....takpela sbb anak kami berdua pun. Selalu gak kacau daun....pagi2, tgh mlm ker saat2 tgh nak bermanja2 gitu tetiba jer dia dah muncul kat tepi katil. EEE....gigit kang baru tau. Rambut dia yg panjang tu akan kami gunting biler dia dah nak stat skolah nnt. Kekadang biler ikat rambut dia nmpk mcm Kewell (liverpool player) heheheh...perasaan btulla.

Ahmed Ikhwan Damian - 25 Jan 2006
Hmmm....3rd baby now. I used to plan to having our 3rd baby biler dah msk 30s nnt but tat only plan rite. No symptom of pregnancy until i found out dah lmbt few days then chq guna tool-kit tu.....congratulations daddy n mummy......as for now...rasanya dah okla kot irfan pun dah nak msk 3 yrs...lama2 sgt nnt manja melampau plak. So....now biler dah ader adik ni abg dgn yana ni selalu jer berebut n kakak instead of dok kiss irfan lepas bangun tido....now bangun jer terus carik ikhwan. Same goes to irfan....hari tu masa dia tido kat umah Opah (my mom), bangun jer tido terus tanya opah...ikhwan maner. Masa nak bagi nama damian tu actually aku kena decide between damian or danish...Danish tu dah common sgt cheh suka letak nama anak panjang2. Then aku search carik makna Damian tu dlm internet n actually it comes from Greek with meaning....so glad sgt....but lepas dah register tu some of my frens ckp tat name is referring to 'Damien' anak setan or watever...ala dah jadi satu hal plak....malas nak pikir anyway its mean 'Sweet n Harmless' in Greek. So sweet, talkative, n manja sgt. Bongsu la katakan.....hahahahha...dun give any komen.

Anyway....our babies...is bukti cinta kami....
This for Daddy Again:
I love your eyes and the way they lookinside me
and know exactly what I need,but I don't love you because of them.

I love your smile and the way itsends warmth to my heart,
but I don't love you because of it.

I love your voice and the way it reachesinside and lifts the darkness,
but I don't love you because of it.

I love your touch and the way it smoothes awaythe knots of tension,
but I don't love you because of it.

I'll never love you because of who you are or what you do,
but I'll always love you,because of what we are when we're together.

BeLoved HUBBY

2006-05-16T12:28:00.000+08:00

Kali ni citer bkn nak buka pekung di dada....bkn nak ambik ati hubby aku tapi....aku nak HUBBY aku tau dan percaya yg aku mmg sayangkan dia....setulus hati
Dulu...mmg aku selalu merungut, ~~selalu jer~~ ckp hubby aku ni pemalas, pentingkan diri sendiri, ~~abaikan aku dgn anak-anak~~....hish aku ni tak sayang mulut btulla.
Tapi sekarang ni bila usia perkahwinan aku dah bertambah matang, aku rasa secara automatiknya...kami berubah. Maksud aku jadi org yg lebih bertanggungjawab...bkn utk diri sendiri tapi utk family. Dulu masa mula2 kawin aku ingat lagi aku gaduh 1st time (pregnant 1st baby) sbb aku tak nak pindah skali dgn PIL (Parent In Law) then berjurai2 air mata aku ni mau kalau tadah dpt berbaldi. Nangis semata-mata sbb SIL (sister in law) aku plak kena ddk sekali. EEE....ingatkan dpt privacy tup2 sama jugak. ARghhhh...tak der makna tul tindakan aku ni.

Lately ni....aku tgk ader byk plak perubahan. Yeala...kalau nak suma ikut mcm yg aku nak..then perfect plak then jadi tak logik. So, setelah beberapa purnama ni...dah dok mkn hati, ulam, jantung dan mcm2 lagi yg enak gitu....skit2 perubahan tu berlaku. Tula mcm aku kata tadi benda ni dtg secara automatik....jgn paksa. Kalau dipaksa lagi malas jadinya..itu yg hubby aku selalu ckp. Kalau aku nak dia buat jgn paksa or ckp byk2 kali, kalau dia rasa dia nak buat then he will do...definitely. Dulu mmg aku jenis tak sabar tapi skang ni mmg aku tak pernah suruh pun kecuali dah terdesak sgt...esp nak mintak tlg jagakan ikhwan.

Skang ni...bila blk jer umah aku akan terus naik atas spot check bilik tido....hmmm....atleast sometin...walaupun tak perfect (cara aku) cara dia kemaskan katil tapi aku rasa terima kasih sgt. Kalau bab katil ni aku mmg cerewet yeala....tmpt nak tido kenala cantik2 bagi akula....bagi org lain mayb lain. Bkn aper biler....tut...rasa nyaman, syok, dramatik gitu. Merapu, merapan per ni. Pastu biler tgh mlm kalau anak2 nak aper2 jer misti aku yg kena bangun. Mmg letih btul biler aku jer yg kena handle...baru nak lelap jer mummy nak kencing (dreana), mummy nak yuyu (susu-dhani)...tapi skang ni...dia akan handle kakak....Puteri sulung aku tu mmg manja dgn Hubby aku. Atleast kurang skit tenaga aku kuarkan...hish tah aper2 aku ni. Tapi btulla aku tak kisah pun actually tapi sekali-kala tu aku nak gak bermanja...maksud aku relaks jap.....

Dulu...hubby aku suka jer nak marah2. Sbb everytime bile dia rasa bersalah jer misti dia akan salahkan aku dulu sbb taknak aku marah2 dia. Maner ader aku nak marah tak tentu pasal...marah tu kan tandanyer sayang...Dulu...aku malas tul nak masak. Kalau org suh aku buat keja, mcm2 keja aku bole buat tapi bila dtg time masak aku mmg surrender. Sbb aku tau aku masak tak sedap dan tak pandai pun. Tapi ntah stat mcm manerla skang ni....aku jadi rajin plak masak, forsure sbb utamanya....biler aku msk hubby aku akan mkn smp abis (sedap or tak). Rasa diappreciate jugak bile dia buat mcm tu. Biler aku tanya mkn smp abis ni sbb lapar ker sbb lauk yg aku msk sedap....Selalu jer respond ckp aku masak OKla.....hemmm malas aku nak tanya skang. Yang penting dia mkn aper yg aku msk..So aku akan menjelajah aper2 resipi lain lagi utk aku hidangkan buat hubby aku.

Tapi mlm tadi...aku btul2 lapar....ingatkan nak suh hubby beli nasi lemak tapi since masa dia tepon umah tu mcm marah2 tanya naper cal hp aku tak dpt (kata gayut tapi network digi yg bengong) terus aku letak tepon. AKu letih giler tu semlm sbb tak ckp tido pastu dreana demam lagi bertambah lemah anggota badan. HUbby aku tiba2 mencapai 2 bungkus maggi kari kat dlm peti ais dan masak...ahhh...yes. Pasti sbb aku keletihan yg amat sgt jadi aku minum air kacip Fatimah (ALI CAFE) ~~sbb nak menang~~....hehehhe then sendiri mau ingatla aper purpose aku sebenarnya....hahahah (gatal jer bunyi).

For my hubby.....
Seasons will change that much is true
but some things will never change…
like the way I feel about you
I live to be with you
—to hold your hands, to see you smile, you’re all that makes life worthwhile

LYFE

Tuhan Lebih Menyayangi.....

2006-05-10T11:45:00.000+08:00

Frens....alwaz be there for u.
Frens....remains forever.
Frens....yeah my fren....i dunno i sud kategorikan dia in which ranking. So stupid....aku mmg sakit hati gila biler dpt tau kwn yg mmg aku anggap kwn selama ini sanggup meng'class'kan org sesuka hati. Since aku ni jenis 'strait' so aku terus konfran dgn kwn aku tu. Terpinga-pinga jugak dia biler aku terus menerjah...seolah-olah dia tak tau aper yg terjadi...hish geram btul aku. Ever since tat aku sebenarnya terus tak suka berkwn dgn org yg cas cantik, pandai, kaya...etc. If before aku mmg tak kisah langsung...aku terima sesiapa jer yg sudi nak kwn dgn aku. Yeala kita ni pun sapa nak pilih2 kwn...takkan dgn org yg sama jer...tak berkembang langsung.

Tapi...tu citer dulu tak patut pun aku ungkit...bdak2 lagi pun masa tu. Skang ni masing2 dah ader family sendiri n she as i knew before n then....cud be considered as 'successful' person jugakla. Punyer 2 baby gal yg cute....berkarier....husband pun ok....yeah...alhamdulillah everythin goes as she planned. Masa dia pregnant dulu pun time tgh study...mmg aku salute ler....bak kata mmbr aku tabik spring beb. Bkn 1 but both baby during study tau. Actually kalau ikutkan dulu mmg aku dgn dia ni selalu dok berlumba saper lagi hebat...esp part blajar...jgn salah paham part lain aku mmg tak berminat. Tapi part study ni aku tak nakla angkuh sgt cuma mmg aku complete Bsc awal satu semester drpd dia. Lepas abih form 5 mmg aku tak nak sama2 dgn kengkwn yg lain....reason sbb nak tambah kwn n tak nakla jadi mcm 'katak bwh tempurung'. Eleh...yoyo..ooo jer. Mmg jodoh kami ni panjang btul...lepas krisis MARA i think masa tu 1997 kot all MARA/JPA sponsored students yg tak bole fly (tak ckp syarat2 yg ditetapkan)....being transferred to PPPUiTM Shah Alam. Hmmm....di sini sekali lagi kami ditemukan...lain course n lain batch...but still berjumpa beb.

Aku stat keja dulu....tapi kwn aku ni....dia kawin dulu n dpt anak dulu. Anyway hubby dia pun berkerjaya gak...Lama tak lama jugak aku tak contact dgn dia sbb actually umah mak dia dekat2 dgn umah mak aku. So everytime raya we will make sure pegi beraya...dia pegi umah aku....aku pegi umah dia....begitula seadanya. Nak dijadikan cerita....lepas kawin n beranak 2 kwn aku tu...'Zarina' approached aku utk amik insurance dgn dia. Shes actually Prudential agent. So....aku ni mmg satu jer...aku lebih suka membantu kwn2 especially yg aku lama dah kenal. Sbb paling utama aku percaya pada mereka2 ini. Zarina dah berjaya jugak sbg agen insurance ni sbb aku tgk keta pun dah tukar kalau dulu iswara merah skang ni dah pakai VIOS beb. Hmmm...aku tumpang bangga n sikit dengki(bole) gak sbb kwn2 berjaya. Tapi yela rezeki dia beb.

So...most of da time i will meet her deals abt insurance jer. Last year, kami sama2 pregnant...n both expecting baby boy. Early March aritu Zarina selamat melahirkan anak ke-3...n atlast it is a boy. Aku pun happy jugak sbb dah lama rasanya dia kepingin utk menimang baby boy. Everythin seems to be so good n so fine....suddently i received sms from her telling me tat her baby...dah tak der....dah meninggal dunia. Tersentak rasanyer hati aku membaca setiap perkataan yg diantar. Hancur luluh hati aku....mengalir airmata biler aku habis membaca ayat-ayat terakhirnya. Tah bagaimana agaknya Zarina lalui hari2 dia skang ni....bertahun sabar menanti kehaliran bayi lelaki kali ni...tapi begini akhirnya. Hati ibu maner yg tak luluh biler anak yg dikandung selama 9 bln dan sepanjang itu tiada aper2 masalah. Tak penah miss even once to go for monthly checkup....Arggghhh really...sad...so sudden

Recently, few days ago....aku terima phone call from her. Still sebak biler bercerita abt her baby boy. On da day...she supposed to discharge n bring along baby...lain plak jadinyer. Doc infom tat baby have to be sent to Hospital Serdang then bcozz of equipment tak lengkap terpaksa transferred to IJN, KL. Then baru doc explained to her n hubby...tat jantung baby crash teruk n lubang terlalu besar...doc expect baby tak dpt bertahan lama. Sekali lagi airmata aku menitis biler mendgr ceritanya. She did try to consult with Az-Zahra but the doc claimed tat those critical illness ni tak bole detect guna ultrasound biasa tu. Selama 46 days dia menyusukan bayi lelaki yg terpilih itu. Then aku terpikir selama ni kita pegi monthly check-up is for wat?? Everytime tu charge bole tahan jugak....kita tak kisah pun abt money as long as we know tat our baby in good-condition. How could they do like dis.....Tat part aku stil tak paham....

Tapi yg pasti Allah lebih menyayangi anak kau Zarina. Mungkin kali ini bukan rezeki dan kita ni manusia sentiasa diduga dgn pelbagai situation. Aku pasti kau redha dgn pemergiannya dan aku yakin kau akan tabah menghadapi hari2 mendtg tanpanya di sisi. Aku tersentuh jugak biler dia inform tat on da day dia bersalin tu...neighbor dia pun bersalin, baby boy jugak n everyday bcoz of rindu sgt kat baby dia....hari2 pinjam baby her neighbor. Takperla...andainya itu bole membuat kau menjadi lebih tabah dan gagah utk menghadapi hari seterusnya....buatla. Org lain takkan dpt merasai aper yg kau rasa....dan sesungguhnya kau lebih mengetahuinya. Aku iringkan doa dan al-fatihah buat anakmu Zarina....Semoga rohnya dicucuri rahmat dan ditempat org2 yg dikasihi......AMIN

Thanks GOD....

2006-04-25T12:03:00.000+08:00

Hari ni...Bermula dari minggu ni...aku bkn lagi technical person technically. Betul ker?? Hmm....malas aku nak pikir. Maklumla siapala aku utk demand tempat yg best2. Tapi aku tak kisah sbb aku kena join Project Management Team (PMO). So handle documents deliverables, QA, contract management.....atleast tak penat nak berpikir sgt. Bukan aku tak rasa job scope baru ni tak challenging tapi hmmm.....dealing with all documents, papers related...arhhhh keja mudah tu beb. Gua malas nak citer byk anyway less stress rasanyer. Lagipun dgn kehidupan personal aku....nak handle family dah bertambah ahli ni.....wajar ler tu
Buat masa ni blum ader aper2 tasks assigned. Kali ni aku tekad utk menjalankan tugas aku dgn azam baru. Dah takder main2...buang masa or watever unnecessary things yg selalu aku buat. Menghabiskan masa buat keja2 lain selain keja opis termskla memblog....tapi dgn memblogging ni bole sedarkan diri aku skit sebyk.
Dah beberapa ari ni...aku tak cukup tido, letih, penat.....tahla mcm2 yg aku pikirkan. Anak2 makin lama kedegilan dorg tu makin jelas dan nyata. Tapi lepas membaca emel yg fara sent lst week, aku rasa insaf sgt. Yeala...dosa ibubapa terhadap anak2.....Betapa besarnya tanggungjawab dlm kita mendidik dan memelihara anak2 ni. Aku teringat blk tatkala aku dok marah Adreana, Dhani, or even Ikhwan.....rasa sedih plak. Tapi selalunya kalau aku marah, masa nak tidokan dorg tu...aku mintak maaf...sbb aku rasa kesal. Jadi semlm aku bertekad tak nak marah2 dorg biler blk keja. Sbb selalunye time ni ler puncak kemarahan tu melampau....sbb terperangkap dlm traffic jam...keja2 office (but now released skit kot)...tapi sbb hubby aku selalu blk lmbt pun ye jugak kot. (Sorry yang....tiada yg benar melainkan yg benar-benar belaka-LYFE)
So...semlm aku simpan segala kepenatan aku...aku cuba melayani kerenah setiap seorg anak2ku...Hmmm...mmg sukar utk menahan segalanya...tapi alhamdulillah aku berjaya jugak. Lepas jer hubby aku blk arnd 2.30 am.....itu ini....adala kot dlm kul 3 am blk umah. Sebenarnya nak marah kat my hubby plak tapi....aku masih mampu mengawal keadaan....so dipendekkan citer semlm mmg aku telah success....melwn nafsu amarah aku. Pada suami tercinta dan juga anak-anak tersayang. Dan aku harap aku akan terus berusaha demi kebahagiaan family aku ini.

Apa2 pun aku nak lekatkan pic anak-anak aku dlm blog ni....aku rasa happy tiap kali bukak blog aku...aku nmpk happy faces.....alwaz my kidz...

Kakak -Alya Adreana

Abang -Ahmed Irfan Dhani

Adik -Ahmed Ikhwan Damian

Bila termangu sengsorg tu...selalu jugak aku teringatkan waktu aku dulu2 dgn ejam (my beloved hubby). Drpd tak punyer apa2 dulu....tapi skang....punyer kereta utk memudahkan kami bergerak ke sana-sini, rumah sederhana utk kami berlindung anak-beranak dr panas dan hujan, anak-anak yg comel penyambung generasi kami.....dan keluarga yg bahagia ini. Aku benar-benar rasa bersyukur dgn kurniaan ini....hasil titik peluh kita...dan dgn izin drpd Allah S.W.T.....alhamdulillah. Kadang-kadang bila dah terlalu asyik kita lupa asal-usul kita...Btulla tu

ReBorN or Cum BaCk ????

2006-03-29T14:11:00.000+08:00

Hai......Frens..

Lamanya gua bercuti...hmmm mestila sbb cuti bersalin normal la tu 60 days. Yeah...rasa mcm byk jerk benda nak buat ni...projek kat opis pun dah stat. Anyway...some photos taken masa tgh confinement ari tu....biasak ler pic of my new prince....Ahmed Ikhwan Damian (25-Jan-2006) --- sama dgn my fren besday (wannie)

Hmm....citer skit abt my new baby ni.
First skali.....of course paling senang nak deliver even doc pun tak sempat nak sambut mayb sbb 3rd babies laluan pun mudah jer (org kata). Alhamdulillah lepas one week dok leaking jer...doc asmah advise induce baby coz takut2 ader infection later on lagi susah. Cukup 37 weeks....sama mcm abang dia jugak Dhani. But part yg paling tak bole lupa tu masa nurses called my hubby mcm suspen jer tat time....juz to inform tat our baby got birth mark kat pipi dia...obviously can be seen. Yang penting baby sihat dan selamat.
3 days after tu wedding my sister....my mom buat marhaban skit join sekaki payung la.Gua seperti biasa tak jadi berpantang mcm yg gua plan dulu. Pantang jumpa lagi aderla. Hopefully everything berjln lancar. Since, my beloved hubby dok bz jer...so rasa kena berdikari ler. Gua driving....antar alleesya (adik) pergi & balik skolah. Memember aderla jugak yg dtg melawat and as usual org yg sama everytime gua lepas bersalin. Hehehhe...thanks guys....
Ari ni....1st day masuk balik keja...so...keja dan keja lagi.....(to be cont)

BirThdaY CeLebraTioN....

2005-12-21T09:43:00.000+08:00

Happy birthday DADDY.... 21/12/2005

Hmm....ur now 30th....heheheh....surprise2....
Ngantuknyer ari ni....pagi2 dah bangun kejutkan my kidz. Purposely to celebrate bithday my beloved hubby.

Yesterday (20-dec-2005)
Balik dr opis terus bergegas ke A.point...nak pi beli cake kat Secret Recipe. Heheheh...luckily tak hujan kalau tak payah jugak. Parking kat Royel then gi Giant...belikan daddy belgian choc....ok kot sbb budget ciput jer ni...Boleler, card kaler hijau pucuk pisang tu gua dah beli dan prepare awal2 lagi. Aritu ku pikirkan mau diutuskan sahaja ke opis daddy but malas plak.....sbb dah every yr buat surprise nnt kang.....dah jadi tak best plak. Puas gua dok mengsurf blooming, etc...yg bole jadi agen gua. Last cal gua la...agen yg sebenar dlm misi kali ini.

Sebab gua nak cepat smp so gua masuk jln pintas dgn harapan dpt strait ke Sri Tanjung.....hahhaha padan muka jln ttp pastu lecak sbbkan tayar2 lori.....Sekali tu gua reverse...alamak tayar gua terbenam...hmmmmmm....panik2....gua cuba skil lain...dan akhirnya selamat jugak then terpaksa kuar kat Ampang Jaya. Habis tayar keta gua mcm baru blk dr camel tracking. Samdol tul ler......pagi tadi dah ler tercal line Project Director (PD) gua. Kan dah kena sound.....

Okeh....everythin dah setting baik.....mlm kang panaskan lamb yg gua beli kat Secret Recipe.

Smp umah my mom terus get my kidz n telling them tat tonite we wil celebrate Daddy's Birthday....They were so excited n tak sabar2 ajak gua blk.....Gua tipu dorg.....gua ckp cake tu ader kat daddy so have to wait til daddy reached home.....kesian my kidz

Have too....n luckily smp umah dorg tak bukak freidge. Nak cal daddy kesian plak sbb dia dah infom tat he got lots of work to settle kat oppis...but terpaksa jugak coz kakak dah tak sabar nak mkn cake. OTW home tu...my kidz dah tido so...tak jadi celebrate...takperla esok jer

S.U.R.P.R.I.S.E.......5:00 am

Tetiba jerk mmg mind gua dah diset mcm ni kot.....Lepas prepare table, gua kejutkan my kidz n daddy.....Happy Birthday darling....

p/s: alamak terbalik

As usual.....fav cake: choc mud...mmg sedap. Takler meriah maner pun celebration birthday kitorg but as long as when we were together its really meant a lotz to us....Everythin sederhana jer for our small-big family ni.....Pic2 yg gua sempat snap pagi tadi...

p/s: 1-Daddy blow candle,2-Daddy baca card mummy, 3-Daddy wit Kidz

Hehehe....pic mummy jer yg takder...sbb mummy baru bangun tido mmg tak cun. Check punyer chq...dhani punyer birthday celebration lupa plak gua nak citer...kesian anak bujang gua sorg ni....tak per...once mummy cuci pic birthday adik nnt kita post kan kat blog ni okeh......luv u bebeh...

To bE PROACTIVE...im BaK

2005-12-07T09:10:00.000+08:00

Heheheh.....dah berbulan2 lamanyer aku menyepikan diri...bukan menghilang tapi penyakit malas aku telah kembali bertakhta. Puas memember dok bertanya biler nak update....my beloved hubby pun begitu jugak.
Aper2 pun since aku dok join workshop 7 Habits of Highly Effective People.....bos gua yg jadi instructor....hmmm menarik n interesting jugak workshop ni....later biler gua dah habis and successfully completed da workshop gua citer end result....and conclusion of da workshop.

RAYA......yeyey!!!
Theme dis year cream (nmpk tak) n green color....anythin special abt da color i choose....of coz my fav colorla. My beloved hubby...mmg no hal punyer janji bkn color yg mengarut (ader ke kaler tu)...hes not so fussy one....so every year anythin, everythin abt raya gua yg settlekan...yg penting suma under control. Here got some pictures taken masa raya ari tu...kat umah lepas my hubby balik fr solat raya...

p/s: Family kecil but of coz.....im happy wit my life now

Anak2 of coz....paling seronok time raya ni...Pic gua dgn anak2 tu actually baru lepas nangis tu...hehehe...byk buat dosa kat my hubby mcm tu ler.

"Buat suamiku yang amat kucintai.....
Kehadiran Syawal kali ini amat bererti buat kita
Walaupun hanya Tuhan, dirimu....dan aku yang tahu
betapa aku benar-benar insaf atas kesalahan yang kulakukan.....

Buat suamiku yang amat kucintai.....
Terima kasih atas kemaafan dan keampunan....
Buat anak-anakku yang amat kukasihi dan sayangi selalu
Aku tidak mempersiakan-siakan kebahagian keluargaku ini....."

Hmmmm....okeh done....emotional la plak. Buat kengkawaan yg sudi membaca blog ni....gua ucapkan terima kasih dan salam aidilfitri walaupun gua terlambat....Atleast somethin than nothin rite.

KLCC - Fun wit Family
Weekend is my quality time wit family....if only daddy tak kena kejala....Skang dah bole adapt weekn jer bole together2 have fun wit my kidz. Daily....daddy balik lmbt bz dgn keja...okeyla everybody cud understand it....hehehehe
Sajer nak post pic yg gua amik masa pegi playground kat KLCC weekn baru2 ni. We arrived there arnd 10 am.....daddy lambat bangun susah nak kejutkan dia. Matahari pun dah mcm kat atas kepala...panas tuh....Tapi gua tgk ramai jer org dan semakin ramai lagi....
Susah nak snap pics my kidz....dorg dok berlari ke sini sana jer.
Actually lst 2 weeks we all sajer jenjln kat playground tu n rasa mcm best jugak i mean..... environment kat situ okle. Kalau pegi ptg skit boleler skodeng couples yg bercintan kat area taman tu...hahaha gua dulu tak main ler KLCC....open giler tu....gua lepak kat karaoke dgn kengkwn....hehehe...ok itu citer lama....Enjoy pics.....

p/s: Hehehe...adik looks cool, kakak gigi dah rongak

RaMaDhan MenJeLanG LaGi

2005-10-10T10:44:00.000+08:00

Ramadhan 1426....menjelang lagi
Hmm...first time puasa tgh pregnant ni. Cud i survive...insya-Allah juz try rite. Penyakit malas nak menaip dah menular plak. Bukannyer aper...aku tak der ideas yg bernas sebenarnyer.
Dulu..masa sis in-law aku ddk sekali aku bangun tolong seskit jer, but la ni kena plak memsk sengsorg.

Pegi opis skang dgn hubby aku...sbb nak cepat lagi pun aku malas nak drive msk town ni ha....jammed mak datuk sakit jiwa dibuatnyer. So...ari2 kami berdua pegi antar anak2 kat umah mak aku yg tak jauh pun (5 mins drive) pastu aku park keta kat area masjid ampang...Balik aku naik 2 LRT (lrt PUTRA turun kat Jamek then lrt STAR smp Ampang).

Hemm...teringat aku iklan lrt yg di Adlin Aman Ramli berlakon tu...betapa tetiba ramai rakyat m'sia komen on tat commercial...Bengong ler padahal tats reality not fantasy pun. Tapi bukan semua rakyat M'sia camtuh ader jugak yg prihatin. Aku ingat 1st day aku naik lrt...lrt-putra tu mmg dimaafkan jugak ler sbb masa tu crowded...so mayb takder saper pun yg nmpk aku berdiri. Naik plak lrt-star....yeah aku berdiri btul2 depan sorg apek tua...dah tua so aku abaikan jerla but next to him tu....ader sorg minah yg dgn selamba badaknyer buat dek jer sambil membaca novel or else buat2 baca...(aku sajer jer misti tgh kusyuk ler tu). Tats Msian....akhirnyer aku dpt ddk kat Pandan Jaya...itu pun sbb destination apek tu dah smp. Cepat2 dia turun spt rasa bersalah sgt kot. Kengkwn opis aku kat HQ kata sbb aku pakai sexy sgt kot...so dorg tak perasan aku prego....arghhh itu hanya alasan sbb masa friday tu aku pakai baju yg mmg wrapped my stomach hhmmm...lagi obvious per..mcm tu baru dorg perasan. But well....M'sian will alwaz be M'sian...attitudes..sendiri mau ingat ler

Semlm...09-Okt-2005
Aku kuar...one hepi family dr pagi lepas aku habis iron baju (itu pun tak habis gak)...jam dah pukul 10 masa tu...HUbby aku kena keja lagi. Tapi dah janji nak bawak kitaorg kuar skali. So aku preparekan dhani n equipment yg lain termskla nasi goreng telur my kidz.
Destination 1: Office Daddy kat Sunway
Hmm...geram jer gua tgk sofa opis dia yg menyemakkan pemandangan opis dia yg cun byk dr opis aku...aleh opis designer kenala impress skit. Lama btul aku berkenan dgn sofa tu cuma tak mampu jer nak beli tapi kalau bos dia bagi free mistiler aku nak. Lepas dia abis amik drawing aper tah....continue pegi tmpt lagi plak
Destination 2: Site - HONDA Glenmarie
Bro David (opismate my hubby)....tgh menunggu dgn penuh kesabaran kat depan entrance msk honda showroom tu..Hmm...cun jugak honda ni jadinyer...arghhh sbbkan dia jugakla aku selalu hilang sabar dgn hubby aku...malas nak puji lebeh2. Lagi pun tadi aku dah ckp cun jugak kan...
Destination 3: JAYA JUSCO - Shoppin
Friday aritu dah shoppin skit....tak sesuai kewangan tak menggalakkan. Aku shoppin gi SOGO sbb ader member's preview sales on tat day. Aku beli pampers, susu, baju hubby aku tu jer....
Ari ni aku nak gi redempt McD voucher yg dah 2 bln aku redeem...hmmm rasa mcm nak marah tapi tah maner silapnyer rupa2nya aku juz redeemed 2 vouchers whereas im supposed to get 4 vouchers...setelah aku pikir masak2 blasah jer la redeem lagi 2 vouchers walaupun aku tau aku kena tunggu lagi 2 bln.

Msk Lagi
Hhhehe....hari ni first day dpt berbuka puasa wit my beloved hubby. Ader jugak dia suggest buka kat umah mak mertuaku...tapi aku btul2 teringin dan berkobar2 nak masak n buka puasa bersama. So...masa kat jusco tu beli ler aper2 yg patut. Smp umah arnd 3.50 pm so aku cepat2 solat...memandangkan aku ni lembab skit memsk so aku decide to masak awal ler atleast takler dah msk waktu buka nnt aku tak still memsk.
1. Masak sup cendawan - chicken for my kidz
2. Masak nasi
3. Masak sambal kering ikan kembung
4. Masak kari sotong
5. Masak sayur campur
6. Masak lamb chop
7. Masak scramble eggs
8. Others: air tea-o, punch buah peach, buah tembikai (fav food-dis pregnancy)
terer jugak aku masak tapi rasanyer cuma lepas buka puasa jer baru tau...heheh hubby aku kata byk ker lauk yg aku msk...actually tu kira byk per utk 2 org yg berpuasa...biasala berkobar2 nak tunjuk skill sekali skala.
Amin.....kenyang n puas sebab dapat prepare food utk berbuka puasa bersama hubby aku.

Walaupun dia tak tau perasaan aku yg teramat cintakan dia...
biarla suatu ari nnt pasti dia akan menyatakan sungguh.

L.Y.F.E
Muuuuuahhhhhhhh

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2005-09-27T13:09:00.000+08:00

Hmm....aperla aku ni...nak kena update dah blog ni....link to 'rock star' sud be removed dah...hmmm those yg menonton rock star misti tau saper yg menang...JD..yeah not MIG....
Actually aku ni penyokong Mig...bkn aper mmg he got da talent but JD...da chosen one....n not Marty.. Lst performance masa final ari tu...mmg lepas Mig performed tu..aku rasa mcm dia ni misti out...n spt yg dijangkakan...mmg tinggal Marty n JD jer...Marty towards da end mmg hebat but JD got hes own style...attitudes.....yeah...u rock bebeh

J.D - INXS
Hhahahaha...lst week...Hanz (opismate) aku yg begitu setia menyokong JD siap gelakkan gua...hmmm okler...he deserve to win. Admit ler but still mcm Mawi jugak walaupun ramai yg suka dia but aku...ttp menyokong Yazer....jatuh cinta masa dgr dia nyanyi lagu M.Nasir. Rasa mcm tersentuh sgt and aku menangis masa dgr dia nyanyi lagu tu...Aku ni sebenarnyer mudah tersentuh...ker mmg sbb perempuan..wanita..ibu....hatinyer lembut dan cepat terguris.

Fara n Mus...perkenalkan plak dgn blog 'Joe Perantau'...buat setkt ni aku blum habis mmprebiu blog dia but wat i heard from them...mcm best jer...best giler. Aku rasa aku nak gantikan link to rock star dgn joe perantau punyer blog...easy access. Try tgk saper2 lagi mau komen abt his blog. Me...definitely wil try to complete exploring his blog.

Aper lagi yg perlu aku update yek....bills...keja....ari ni..kena mengemas sbb nak pindah opis plak lagi. Transfer from Pernec HQ to PNB...dpt project kat saner...Kalau ikutkan perasaan ni...mmg ler malas but choose a career rite...nak beli itu ini...everythin need money...wat more.....Diri sendiri...kena updated jugak asyik di takuk lama jer...need improvement. Walaupun org lain tak nmpk sendiri kena buat jugak. Everythin have to stat from inside..internally rite...Tak perlu nak kecoh satu kampung...

hmmm...
nobody perfect....n im no body....
hahaha..perasaan n perasan itu adalah biasa buat setiap insan...